Sleeping Beauty's
Cherry Blossoms
After we came back from Indonesia, I negotiated a few things with San. He gave me some advice, he also said he would try to help. But if it's just a date, it seems like it's lacking. I became curious how Angga and Dea could get close, should I ask him to tell me that? Should I be like Angga? So Dea can accept me.
I'm not a romantic guy. Romantic moments in Bali alone I helped the big lady to prepare.
Of course the climate in Korea is not the same as in Indonesia, at this time we still use thick clothes. Sunlight will not warm, only illuminate like an incandescent lamp. But cherry blossom blooms with its indes.
I have plans to take Dea to the festival that is always held when spring arrives. The best time is actually before sunset, but because of my busy life as the leader of the red dragon. We finally came when the sky was dark.
The first spot we visited was the romance bridge, maybe it could be a place that we visited today more beautiful at night. The light beam blends into one with the cherry blossom, making it look radiant. It looks so beautiful. This event is called a starlight festival, because the cherry blossom above there shines in the bright lights with a sky filled with stars.
“Sorry, we should have been here this morning.” I opened the chat.
“It looks more beautiful at night.” Dea smiled at me, then she continued her observation of the small riverbanks that were in front of us. We're standing on the edge of a romance bridge. Dea's eyes were so amazed by the surrounding scenery, I was quite relieved. I thought taking her to this place at night was a bad idea. Because surely the scenery will be very different from when the sun is still in charge of illuminating the earth.
As the flowers began to fall, Dea raised her hands. It seemed like he was trying to catch one of the many cherry blossoms that had fallen from his tree. But none of the flowers that had come into the girl's hand, she looked disappointed.
“I'll pick it up for you, if you want.” At least I should try to make him happy. But he looked at me with a strange look.
“Kata San, if we manage to catch one cherry blossom. Then we will soon meet with true love.” Said. So, that was the reason he had been trying to catch the falling flowers. I know the belief about catching the flower does exist, but I'm a little disbelieving in such a myth.
For me, the key to any love problem is ourselves. We who want to be in a relationship, then also we ourselves who want to continue or choose to separate.
“How about tomorrow? Tomorrow we'll be here again. Looks like a nice view when the sky is bright.” I tried to persuade him. Since it was already quite late, the air was still cold as well. I'm afraid we don't have time to visit the next spot, besides I'm afraid Dea has the flu. He has been living in a tropical country.
We moved to a hill decorated with cherry blossom trees lined up on the roadside making it like a tunnel wall. The cherry blossom tunnel on this hill is very famous.
In addition from this hill visitors can also see the view of the beach, mountains and mountain peaks. The hill we were on was also decorated with benches placed 100 meters apart. But since it's night, there's only a sight of the beauty of the shining lights illuminating the darkness of the night.
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This does sound silly, unconsciously I became obsessed with what San said. San told me, there's an inherent and very trustworthy trust. When the cherry blossom falls from the tree and someone manages to catch the flower, it means that he will soon find his true love. I had been trying to catch her since, but the flowers seemed reluctant to stop in my hands.
But isn't that just a myth? Which I shouldn't have believed. Honestly, I did this for fear of not finding happiness. I was too afraid to go forward, I felt reluctant to go forward. Should I remain a lonely woman like this until old age?
Seonghwa's sincerity should be appreciated, but I'm confused as to what. I don't know how I feel about her yet, but all I know is that she's been nice to me.
But Angga used to be like this too, he was very nice to me. But in the end like that, I want someone to help me trust the people around me. I want to go back to believing, but why is it so hard. Is it because they're my new family? Or because this is the beginning of an introduction?
“Tomorrow we try, I will catch many flowers for you.” He held one hand. My heart warms, it feels like he's channeling a sting of tranquility out of his hand. Right too, why would I insist if it wasn't today that fate happened. Is there not tomorrow?
I started to join Seonghwa enjoying the scenery, because I was busy catching flowers, so I neglected the amazing scenery in front of us. I hope everything stays this beautiful.
There is one thing that was missed, when we first arrived in Korea after returning from Indonesia. I apologize to Mrs and Mrs Choi, of course San too. They all forgive me, they say I've been in a very difficult position. Besides they also said that if I had them think like my own child. Of course it makes me feel calm, because I can feel the sincerity of Lord and Lady Choi. But why is it so hard for Seonghwa? Why am I scared?
Is it fear of loss or fear of betrayal again? Why am I worried about my own feelings? Why is it so hard to understand my feelings? If I'm destined to be Saena, I should be able to deal with this.
“What makes you nervous? Take it easy, grandma will definitely be fine.” Seonghwa tried to calm me down. Maybe he thought I was worried about grandma, because when we were going back to Korea, grandma had a decline in health. Maybe he's exhausted.
No matter what, the party was exhausting.
Do you guys know? How hard it is to let those we love belong to others. It was so hard, even I felt it was something impossible. Even I cried all night on Grandma's lap, after reading the script. Are we not living in this world alone? Sometimes we have to let go of those who should have gone. And accepting new people, but letting go and accepting it is very difficult.
At least I've tried to let go, now is the time I try to accept.
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