
The tears never seemed to end. Bee repeatedly wanted to stop, but the clear droplets came again. Bee was caught up with her own feelings. I don't know what to think right now. The heart is also not clear, it must cry or curse.
Bee decides to be the one who knows nothing. Pretend not to hear the past of her husband who got from her act of stealing hear earlier.
"Darling, where the hell is it? all on your nyariin tuh" said the star who met Bee in the middle room. Since coming down from the room earlier, the Star had not seen Bee, in asking the others also no one knew. All the corners of the room in search also did not exist, then Bintang took the initiative to look into the pool, but only arrived at the middle room, the border to the side door of the pool, they met.
"Oh.my head suddenly hurts. So I decided to sit by the pool, so when I endure the pain and cry no one will see me" she said in a weak voice. Bee was not even willing to look into the eyes of the Stars.
"We're going to the hospital now" said Bintang embracing Bee.
"Ga for brother. I just need a break. Probably because of exhaustion"
Until the time came home, Bee always forced his fake smile. How could she not want her happy day in-laws to be ruined by her moody face.
The star still wanted to ask Bee something else, but her intention stopped seeing Bee had closed her eyes. All he could do was hug the woman, clutching her in her arms tightly.
"I can never lose you, baby. You are the most beautiful gift of my life" she whispered. Star knows Bee may not hear, but she wants to say it.
What she discussed with Ranika earlier made her worried. She is afraid that Bee will find out all her past with Ranika.
Until now, Bintang is indeed impossible to forget all that Ranika has done to her.
Cruelest stars. The twisting clockwork brought the Star to that time. At that time, Bintang who continued his studies in France at the insistence of his father was forced to separate from Ranika. Although half-hearted, but Bintang trying to complete his education. Not only in Indonesia, abroad too, the lifestyle of Bintang is not much different. Likes the night world, sparkling discotheque lights and also *******breath of the beautiful women who always accompany her night. The star also often gets into fights with fellow students at his different college majors. They consider the Stars unfit to hang out with them because they are not locals.
While Star in the fifth semester, Ranika follows in his footsteps to study in France. Stars do like Ranika, even since they were in Elementary School, and Ranika's arrival to France certainly makes Bintang happy.
Ranika was always gentle with him. Act spoiled, so that whoever their gangmate will think that the two are dating. But for the third time when they were already Star students expressed their feelings for Ranika, but the girl did not take things seriously and just laughed. The term friend but friendly may be appropriate in the reference to them.
Star surrender. Lock up her feelings and promise never to say anything to Ranika again. If the girl only thinks of him as a friend, then that is best.
The star helps Ranika, pulling the girl to make the enemy Star unhappy and fights are inevitable. As the Stars fought it out, someone from behind launched a motorcycle with the intention of crashing into the Stars. Ranika who saw the bad intentions, pushed the body of the Star until he was hit, until slammed.
Almost a month Ranika was in treatment. By her papa, Ranika was brought to Germany because of unrelenting bleeding.
Since then, there has been no communication between them. The star is half-dead looking for Ranika's whereabouts, but it can't be found. To Germany, Singapore, even to Medan, has been visited by the stars, but did not produce results.
Bintang's father and mother have also tried to contact Ranika's family, but her father Ranika asked Danendra's family not to contact them again.
Hearing Ranika's words earlier, Star's heart was broken. He thought Ranika had been away from him because she didn't want to see him anymore. Hah.there was a sense of tightness in his chest remembering everything. Ranika has been through a lot of bad things. A little bit of it was because of him.
Why does fate play tricks on him? when he was happy with Bee, struggling to get the love of the girl, should the story of Ranika reappear?
On one side of her love for Bee, the Star has no doubt about it. But on the other hand, there was Ranika who came from her past. And as Ranika said earlier, who else would be able to accept her with such a lack of her?
Oh my God, the head of the stars is about to break. He turned his gaze to the woman who had been lying asleep beside him. Slowly kissed Bee's forehead, then set foot on the floor.
His ruet of thoughts was currently carrying the Star towards the Balcony of the room. In his hand was a bottle of Vodka and a pack of cigarettes. The cool and cold night air caressed her face. Thought's dead-end.
"What should I do, tang? during his time I will not be able to be loved by any man because of my shortcomings. I just want to get married and be a wife, I just want to live my nature as a normal woman" Ranika's cry can still be Star felt. His heart sank.
Guilt is also now growing in his heart. If time could be turned around, and he hadn't met Bee, perhaps Bintang would be happy to take responsibility. But not for now. Her heart only belonged to Bee, and there was no way she would sacrifice her feelings even more than Bee's just to make up for her guilt.
Little by little he drank it. His throat burned with every drop that flowed to fill his stomach. Slinting a cigarette is also half smoked, trying to run away from his chaotic mind.
An hour, two hours, up to three hours passed with liquor and cigarettes. The bottle had already moved into his stomach. The star had no way out after everything he did on the balcony, but at least his mind was taken lightly.
With a stagger, the Star walked back inside the room. Crawled to the side of the sleeping Bee. The star raised Bee's head to make her hand as the girl's pillow, tightly hugging her. "Never leave me dear, no matter what happens" he whispered as he peeked at Bee's forehead.