Sold
Deep wound

"Han, why are you silent? sister Bintang was in your room, why?" Bee stops carrot slicing. He was even lazy to continue cooking.

"The star just helped me fix the clogged water faucet in the bathroom" he said casually. Bee kept staring at Hana's face. His heart was getting hurt when he saw the girl's face so seriously saying that it signified he was honest. Why are their reasons different? who is honest and who lies between them? the wound was even more gaping when Bee felt in play.

Two seconds later, Bee stared at Hana's face, then chose to turn his body to the cutting board and began to continue his work. Deflecting Hana from seeing the clear droplets that threaten to come out.

"Yes Bee, I saw the kids first huh" Hana left, along with Bee's falling tears. Irritatedly put her with the rough knife that she had just held tightly.

The dinner that the waiter had that night all looked delicious. But not a single one could stir Bee's appetite. Saga's sleepy whimper became one good reason for her to leave the dining table. There, neither Bintang nor Hana seemed to have a burden, both were cool to eat the dish.

One thing Bee realized, the stars had also changed. Usually he would be attentive if Bee did not lust to finish her food, with a swift Star would definitely feed her. This time, not even refusing.

Trained Bee walked carrying Saga up the stairs. She hoped that at her first step the Star would come to her to take Saga and carry her to the room, but that was only in Bee's hopes. In Saga's room, crying as much as she could unconsciously fall asleep next to Saga.

As the dawn of Azan reverberated, Bee woke up and realized that he was still in Saga's room. The heart returns as it was crushed to the bottom of the earth. The stars are not looking for him. Is it true that man doesn't care about her? is it because of Hana? could there be a relationship between them?

Those toxic thoughts were real and managed to make his heart fucked. He was afraid of losing the stars. Afraid to throw it away and choose Hana. Oh my God, don't let that happen. Bee will not be able to continue his life.

He was weighing whether it was better for him to return to that room or stay here until morning. What will he behave like tomorrow? sulking, getting angry or inhabiting the Star for not caring?"

***

As a result of waking up at dawn, Bee got up late. He woke up from his sleep at half-time in the morning. Rushed her hair while walking towards the kitchen. But his steps stopped when at the dining table was sitting Star who was neat was enjoying breakfast in the morning. And guess what, Hana was sitting next to her accompanying the breakfast star.

"Sister.have you had breakfast? your supplies I prepare first yes" he said turned around. But her steps came to a halt as Hana's voice sounded. "Ga need Bee, I have prepared provisions for the Star. Nih" point her at the little bag where the Star lunch box. Bee could only scrape her dress.

"I'm gone" said the star, who doesn't know who. Bee could only stare at the nanar of her back which she so longed for was hugging her body.

"I'm ready for breakfast too. Want to see the twins" said Hana spent her tea. Should Bee scream spill his heart? why is the world so fucked up?

This morning started with tears again. Lately it seems his tears in production are too much to often go down.

Bee decided not to think too much about the matter of the Star's cold attitude towards her at this moment. "Maybe Star Brother is still upset with me. I'm sure she'll forgive me later and come back gentle and full of warmth to me" her great-granddaughter wiped away her tear marks. Now he's in the office, sitting pensively staring at photos of himself and the Stars when Bee graduates.

Today nature is understanding with the sadness of her heart. There were only three patients who came until three in the afternoon so Bee had time to daydream and think about the Stars.

"Bee, it's me Rio, today so are we shooting for that kid's milk commercial?"

"Oh, yes Rio. So, I went to the studio immediately" Bee said and immediately ended the call. He almost forgot his schedule.

Before going to the studio, Bee stopped by the house to pick up Saga because the one who will be her child model is Saga.

"Mir, I'm in front, you're ready to bring Saga" Bee said by phone. To save time, Bee did not get out of the car, just waiting in front of the gate.

The shoot lasted two hours. Saga was so happy to do it that there was no need to repeat it a few times.

"Thank you Bee, Saga is great" said Rio invite Saga tos.

"Sama-sama. For the filming schedule when is mas?"

"If this is already too late, it can be continued immediately tomorrow" explained Rio who was understood by Bee.

Bee has not stopped glancing at the clock on his wrist. The hope was that he could get home before Bintang came home from the office, but the traffic jam that was not exhausted was sure to make him late to home. And the stars must have arrived first. Bee could only resign if Bintang would scold him again, because it was not right to promise to be home before Bintang came home from work.

Upon entering the courtyard, the Star car was already there. Before opening the car door, Bee prayed in his heart that there would be no more fighting between them today. Bee was too tired to welcome the quarrel that the Stars might bring.

Still in the doorway, Hana had already welcomed them. "Where the hell are you Bee? Angry star you weren't home when he came home"

"What did Star Han say?" his words were misgivings. The attitude of the Star who no longer cares about him, did not rule out the possibility that the man would also play a hand to hit him. His name is no longer dear..

"Somehow, he's just a nag I don't hear. I can only catch her saying, sorry.you're not a good wife"

Hearing that Bee could only look down miserably while Hana smiled happily in her heart. "The twins ate Han?"

"Have eaten, bathed and that's again on sleep" said Hana smiling.

"Oh.iya. Thanks Han. I go in first yes" he said stepping to meet the ruler who will punish him.