
"What's the use of Bee? if you finally have to marry her?" urged Eagle. He was also tormented by this fact.
When he started to really like a girl, it already belonged to another man. He really wasn't willing to take Bee off.
"I asked Lang for time, I promise I'll solve this matchmaking problem. I also don't want to marry him Lang" Bee begs.
"It's Bee. I don't want to listen to your lies anymore. I'm disappointed in you. Have you lied to me for so long? you think I'm what Bee?" snapped the Eagle that made Bee jerk.
"I'm sorry, Lang, I didn't mean to lie to you" Her sobs were heard.
"Oh, go! I don't want to see you anymore!" The eagle had already gone away, leaving the fallen Bee kneeling on the ground with a pitiful roar.
Shortly heard the sound of a motorbike that he was very familiar with, his Eagle motorbike. Soon Bee got up in pursuit, but the man had already darted away, without caring for Bee.
Where should he vent his sorrow. Even to remember back home, he did not want to. Bee chose to go to a park on Sudirman Street. Sitting alone, weeping over his fate.
In his rogoh handbag, hate the ring tone of his cellphone that had earlier rang.
The name Don't get lifted on the screen, which makes her even more angry. Turn that flat thing off. Upsetly throwing that thing back in the bag.
The city park is so crowded. Most visitors are parents who bring their children to play, because many toy tenants in the form of cars with remote controls that can be boarded, scooters or even autoped.
Seats on the edge of the garden field are an option. Other than a tree that would banish her from people's inquisitive gazes, she could cry to the fullest.
For about five hours, he sat there alone. With an empty mind. So frustrating, no matter how much he thought, there was still no way out for his problem.
Visitors who have begun to desolate, bring his steps to immediately go home. If only he had a place to go home other than home. She's tired.
By sneaking in from the side door, Bee entered the house without being seen by anyone, even Aunt Di. From the direction of the living room, he could faintly hear the voice of people speaking in a rough and angry tone of voice. The star!
The man always dominates, making him fed up. Then came his papa voice that repeatedly apologized, and Aunt Di who cried. Bee doesn't care, even if the man is going to burn down the whole house, including himself.
He slowly climbed up the stairs, went into his room, then locked the door from the inside. So nauseating was the reality of his life at this moment. There is no place to breathe without pressure.
Tired of his mind and heart. There is no more happiness in this world. Bee with all her frustration and thought of getting into the bathroom.
All the words of the afternoon Eagle kept spinning in his memory.
The tap of water he turned to run out, standing under the cold shower, to just cool his mind. Not being relieved, even more upset.
I don't know what demon possessed her. He glimpsed the razor blade he used the other day to tidy up his eyebrows. Long time he saw the sharp object in the shape of a rectangle. Considering, was the decision right?
But to weigh right or wrong is not the right time. All he knew was that he wanted to end this, because there was no longer any purpose in life.
Haunted by the loss of the Eagle, Bee brought the razor closer to the pulse of his hand.
Sreeet.....
Fresh blood poured out. Bee was already sitting under the water, carrying his fresh blood towards the sewer.
"How could you lose track of him?" maki stars on Herman and his two men.
"Sorry sir. I followed the Eagle out of that place with someone, I guess it was non Bella" said one of the tall men.
The star is still pacing in the living room of Bee's house. He waited eight hours for the girl to return. When he came to his house to see the condition of the girl, Aunt Di who checked into the room found the room was empty.
Repeatedly in contact was not lifted until the phone is not active.
Hutomo was still silent, listening to the voice of the Star that continued to echo in his house, angry because of the negligence of aunt Di who let Bee out of the house, even to meet the Eagle.
"Diana, please look into her room, is it possible she left a message or a plan on her agenda. Who knows we could find a clue" suggested Hutomo.
Aunt Di's steps stumbled toward Bee's room. While trying to open the door, which he was sure was not locked, but still the door knob was not open.
"Bee.. are you inside, son? home yet?"
Auntie Di repeatedly knocked on the door. There's no answer.
"Bee..are you inside, baby? Open the door, son, auntie wants to talk" the knock turned into a pounding on the door. Aunt Di's palm even flushed to beat the door, but still not open.
From the living room Bintang and Hutomo who heard the hysterical sound of aunt Di along with the beat immediately ran towards the direction of the voice of aunt Di.
"What's the aunt?" The star that walked up the steps once two arrived at the door of Bee's room first.
"The door to this room wasn't locked, but now it looks like Bee has gone home and locked from the inside. But I'm calling, there's no telling. I'm afraid something bad happened to her." Aunt Di's voice was so scared.
The star quickly broke down the mahogany's door. Once this failed, Hutomo and several of Herman's men helped until the door opened. But the room was empty.
The sound of running water made them come to their senses and headed for the bathroom, and all were shocked, even Aunt Di fainted. Lucky immediately arrested Herman's men who carried her to the bed.
There, the girl sat under the shower with her eyes closed, and her wrists slashed. His blood was flowing with water.
If anyone had consciously turned their head towards the face of the Star, they would have realized that it was possible for the spirit of the man to drift somewhere!