Sorry: You Not The First
19. Runs
Jisso limped as his breath gasped for breath, the road he passed was already so far away from the hospital.
This is not the direction to the apartment hoseok, while he himself did not know where he was.
No one who jisso knows here.the people who walk past the bowed jisso hold tired.
Jisso knows his current condition, but want how else.jisso can not force the will of jung hosoek who apparently can not accept him, he said,
Even so it feels like jisso is calm because he tells what he should be,.
At least he didn't repeat the same thing
Jisso's memories that once returned were not regretted, because so jisso knew who he was.
And the one thing he wanted right now was just to go back to Korea.
At least he is safe there.Dinagara alone despite hunger but in L.A jisso can what is only an immigrant who does not have a penny.
Now jisso is confused about where he goes, the job has no, inevitably jisso must look for him, because otherwise he will become a vagabond and be dragged forcibly to return to his home country.
Jisso did not want to embarrass his own country.
"God what should I do?"
-Jisso
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In other places the hoseok has surrounded the area of the hospital occupied by jisso. But unfortunately the reality is that jisso is no longer in the area
Frustration is not the play that hosoek feels at the moment, a lot of regret that he feels, just left a few hours ago hosoek feel lost and himself who feels restless.
Hosoek brushed his face again because of his stupidity.
"Hyung..how does he exist?" jungkook
"It's.." said hosoek tired
"Well let's look the same, I'll go to your apartment who knows he's there" Jungkook said
Hosoek nodded, sign approving of his maknae's opinion, then after that the two left .
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"Hyung..Where are you going?" say someone
While in the parking lot
Hosoek turned around and saw the caller
"Ah..Namjoon I'm looking for jisso" Hoseok said
"Mwo? Waenayoe" asked namjoon confused
"I can't say it now, if I can help me find the jisso" said Hosoek and left the parking area
Namjoon immediately nodded and then returned to his red car, his intention to visit the lover of his hyunga had disappeared.
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On the trip which has now reached 5 KM from the L.A hospital
Hoseok has yet to find a jisso or a person dressed in a hospital uniform.
Drrrtt...Drrr..Drrrttt
Incoming calls from mobile phones hosoek. seen calls from former group leaders first, hosoek also directly install earphones on the earphone and answer calls while focusing on driving.
"Nee...WAE?" ask HOSOEK
"I was looking for a jisso on the southbound road" said namjooon
"Nee .. I hope we can find it" said hosoek worried
"Hyung??" - namjoon
"Mwo?" reply hoseok
"What's the matter" said namjoon
"Jisso ran away from the hospital after he told me the truth" Hosoek said
"What made him run away from the hospital, what truth he knew" - Namjoon
"He has remembered what happened in his past, and some time ago he told what happened to him"__hosoek
"Then" asked namjoon
With a slow breath hosoek repeated jisso speech some time ago
"Jisoo said that she was the wife of Jin hyung, I didn't believe her at first. But he said seriously, I don't know what else to talk about I'm flabbergasted by what jisso said .I'm disappointed with him" said hosoek
"Then how can jisso run away from jin hyung if he is married, and when jin hyung married" said namjoon increasingly confused
"About when they married I don't know, and that makes jisso run because jin hyung himself is not the first person for jisso, until finally jin hyung vent his lust on other women" explained Hosoek
Namjoon also joined when he got a complaint from Hoseok.
"Well, hyung should focus on finding jisso .kasian he here has no one he knows other than us" said namjoon
The connection is interrupted when the hosoek agrees with what namjoon says.
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Jisso is now cradling on all fours walking when people who pass by see him strange.
Quickly, the color of the face of the jisso is very pale with typical hospital clothing, in addition to hair that decomposes without ribbons
Jisso was really confused where to go while his body was now getting weaker, to walk was difficult, to get a place to rest was difficult..
Jisso could only cry, how could he act so foolishly, once in a while he regretted his cruel past to him,
The past that keeps him away from people, the past that people hate, the past that makes him lose every time the person he loves away because of unwanted reasons.
If time can be reset, jisso just wants to improve, avoid what has happened. But it's all just an illusion for jisso, his love used to make jisso stupid.
Jisso sat on the sidewalk that was still passed by the crowd.jisso thought he was now a vagabond, and just waited for the pp satpoll to drag him by force and return the jisso in a despicable way
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