Sorry: You Not The First
2. Flash back 1
The Jisso POV
By taking a breath I tell my past, which I hate to this day..
And I saw the genie listening carefully,
***flashback
It's about my past..
Back when I was a teenager .I liked a lot of guys, almost all guys expressed their feelings for me, I was,but all I refused until there was a man who was 1 year older than me expressed his feelings to me and I accepted because I also liked him,
Not yet understood the true meaning of the relationship between lovers..
I communicate with other men besides my lover and it can be said to be friendly.and can be said I cheated.and the man is 3 years older than me,I know him because he used to go to high school with me, wherever he knows my contacts...
After a long time acquaintance and communicate with my affair, I met him in the cafe, after which he invited me to my house to obey him without any suspicion.until his luxurious home looks lonely atmosphere in it..
"Lake in" he asked
I followed him, followed him into the quiet house, he took me to his room, he sat me down or what was in his room.When he went to the kitchen to get food and drinks.
I preached myself in his bed, before long he went back in with food and drink in his hand, he locked the door, I was with him, but he tried to calm me down,
I tried to calm down, and we chatted while staring at the television screen,
"Jisso-yah?"call him
"Hmmm"
"You want to, right?" ask her
"Muoes?" ask me confused
"Married to me?" he said it surprised me
"You want to give birth to my son?" he said again
I just kept quiet, not understanding what it meant
"I want you to be my wife, don't you?" he said again
"But...."
"But what??, I already have a house, I already have a company, you don't have to worry, I will meet your needs" he said, holding my hand
I thought if I accepted it how about my lover, I kept thinking about finding answers for him.I was confused with my lover but on the other hand I was tempted by his invitation..
"Where are you?, if you're not ready, we're going out?" tannya
Without thinking for a long time I nodded my head .saying "yes" at her invitation, she smiled intensely at me,
He moved his face to me, I just kept quiet, not knowing what he was doing, until I felt my lips touched by his lips, at first I was surprised and avoided him, but he quickly devoured my lips,, and,,I did not return her kisses at all, until she finally stopped with her activities
"Come . . . . Why don't you return my kiss, you've become my girlfriend"
For the second time he kissed me, and I finally embalmed him, until I was washed away in the kiss,
She turned to my neck, wiped my neck making purplish marks, I squirmed getting a different taste in my body as she took a sip on my neck, then she tried to open my boss, I rebelled because of her treatment...
"Why?, I'm my girlfriend, and we're getting married"
"But...."
"Don't worry, I'm your favorite"
His words made me let him strip my boss, my red breasts exposed freely without a thread, I was ashamed when he looked at her, I quickly closed them with both hands, but prevented by him, I was ashamed,with a heavy heart I let it touch, play, please, the different taste had appeared again with great, make my libido rise.seem to be satisfied but I hold, color for my honor, I have to, and that was the first time my breasts touched a man***
"Then..?" said seokjin in the middle of my story with a face that was very disappointed with me