Sorry: You Not The First
3. The flasback 2

Still flashback)

He kept playing me, until he finally asked for more from me.

Refused it..

"Darling, I'll be your husband.let me know"

I thought for a moment, fondling his words, he kept trying to convince me. And with a heavy heart I obeyed him.

He began to open up my subordinates.By shame I was naked without a single thread.My body was exposed Freely, and,

By slowly opening the ************* by me, addressing mrs. V, he is advancing his face towards her.My irregular breathing is getting a different taste than before..

He began to open his clothes that had not opened before.I see his pubic stem has hardened and stiffened.as if asking for input on his opponent..

"Relax, this darling is sick, but I will do it with my heart." he said

I follow him, by following him,

Slowly my cock hurts, until I let out water in my eyes.I feel different body like something hard entered,,

I couldn't help but cry, but she immediately kissed my lips, removing my crying voice...while his body is moving backwards, he's the bottom..

"Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.".ahhhhhhh."

My voice endured the pain once gus felt an incomparable pleasure,,

I was surprised to see my Mrs.V part, there was fresh blood coming out of it, the sheets wrapped in the mattress were covered with Blood.. I panicked because I didn't know what the blood meant

"Choi, what's wrong with me?"

He just smiled

"Gwaenchana, that's natural,,"

"Don't worry, I'll take responsibility, if anything happens to you"

His words gave me calmness while hugging me..

After that incident her relationship with me became more tenuous she left me for no reason ..Often times I call she never returned my reply.

And my relationship with my boyfriend is fine he doesn't know what happened to me,

3 Months passed as far as the incident I chose to decide my lover.he did not accept, but I was still with my decision,

I feel bad for him..

I'm sorry to have known that...

He has ruined me, my future..

At my school age I closed myself to all the men, traumatized by it, just one time I fell out of it..

Four years passed I covered up from everyone, trying to act like nothing happened in my past, until, I met you while I was working at your company,,

"I keep the guilt right now on you, because you're not the first for me, in other words I'm not a virgin on this first night," said jisso, who bowed shyly, grievingly,because of her

" sorry. I'm not the first for you"_jisso

Seokjin POVs

Surprised, who did not hear the wife who had lied to me,

Angry.Surely, because he had had sex with another man

My heart burned, and so did my mind.I left it when she stopped telling her stories,,

My mind is not good, I am out looking for peace for me..

With a sense of overflowing in the mind, I drove my car at maximum speed, the color of the atmosphere of the streets was quiet showed at 01.00 in the morning, he said,

My goal now is just club, looking for a woman to vent my anger,

She opened a virgin, while I was a virgin, maybe others thought I was no longer a virgin because maybe I had everything to get what I wanted. That's true but not with ****, I'd rather get married soon than play**** with a woman, even if there is a woman who offers herself voluntarily,because I don't want to sow my seeds in the right mind********** that and if that happens it will be a thorn in my career..

I guess jisso's a good woman.from her behavior reflects that she's a good woman's good, but unfortunately my guess is wrong, I want to feel like I left her for what she did , but this love is too heavy to let go,

Arrive at the destination

I asked the bartender to bring me a bottle of soju,

Frustrated I dipped it out,

Suddenly a young woman with a perfect face and body approached me,

"Hay. I'm lissa "He introduced himself.

I replied with a smile, the color of my mood is not in the mood

"You're seokjin, right?"

I nodded faintly, What demons possessed me,,

I told you what I never told any woman

"You want to serve me tonight?"

"It is with pleasure" he said

I took her into the room at the club,

And that night I lost my virgin status to a virgin woman..

yes lissa is a virgin girl she first got into the club to be a waitress there, otherwise she wouldn't have done it, the family needs a lot of money to cover their debt to the loan sharks, and I pay Lisa whatever she needs.

Unknowingly I left my wife who might have been asleep or perhaps waiting for my return