
Bugs......
Arnold hit the wall of his study because he kept feeling dizzy for all the problems that occurred. Complicated, convoluted, and like a pile of misunderstandings that continue to mount, and beat him from various sides. In fact, he always felt he was not free to do anything.
Time goes on, but the worry is still on the same line. Not that he did not want to end the feeling of being tossed about without a stand, just that he had gone too deep into the abyss, wanted to crawl up it was already very difficult. But if he were to remain silent and accept that the abyss swallowed him, he would lose something precious that he could not buy even if he gave him all the treasure, even his life. Yes, she is Asha.
Asha was present in the midst of her plight, becoming a beautiful star that brought happiness and illuminated her dark and empty heart. His laughter, his smile, the way he stared innocently, the way he was spoiled, the way he understood his parents, everything was clearly recorded in his head.
But the anxiety did not stop there, his heart that used to be indifferent to Shen, slowly moved involuntarily to care as Shen began to ignore it. Plus, Shen had an accident, all of which he clearly remembered and made him realize how much heartache he had inflicted on women who were also victims of their grandfather's matchmaking. Wanting to give up and let Shen have another man for him to be happy, but his heart was also unwilling when anyone took his place, let alone Asha having to call him Father as well. Again, he was so in a dilemma because the mistakes he made with Mona were so deep, he wanted to end everything, but it wasn't easy for him either.
" How can I endure all the confusion I made myself? How do you handle it so that everything is okay? " Arnold grabbed his hair because he could no longer bear the dizziness in his head. It was already twenty-one in the evening, but he was still at his workplace as the anxiety in his heart continued to torment him nonstop.
Trings....
The voice of the incoming message was heard again after several messages sent by Mona. But this time it was Shen who sent him.
Arnold, why haven't you come home yet? Is there any important work? Don't forget dinner, your health is more important than anything.
Arnold put down his phone, he lowered his head and started hiccupping. It was so painful to receive a message from Shen who just kept paying attention to it, as if it had all become a hard slap to the reality of the past, she said, even today who still could not return that attention to Shen.
***
After meeting Digo, Marisa now returns to the hospital to keep Mona from doing anything else that would harm her. For a moment she saw how her brother was doing, but because her sister was asleep, Marisa's mind floated back to thinking about Digo's words a moment ago.
Disappointed, and ashamed of what his brother did. In fact, she used to be a woman who upholds the dignity and worth of being a woman, and she is also the one who often advises the importance of guarding herself from jerks out there. But what is this? The person he had always considered a role model, the person who had achieved many achievements, even his name was also known by many people for his achievements. Although not from a rich family, in fact Mona is a figure who brings parents, and her sister enjoy the beauty of life because of her efforts so far.
" Sister, I'm going crazy thinking about it. " Marisa rubbed her face rough. He wanted to get angry and vent his resentment and disappointment, but he did not know how to express all that to the older brother who had been struggling to improve his family's economy. No denying, Marisa also enjoyed it all.
Morning time.
A sunny morning for some people, but also not for some who feel the day is chaotic. Like Mona, when she woke up she did not speak at all, she ignored her Mother and Father who continued to persuade Mona to eat her breakfast, and they were constantly asking what happened? What should they help? That's how most parents are when their child is in turmoil.
" Mona, tell us, son. What do we have to do to get you back to what you were? Our hearts are broken to see you like this. " Mona's mother grabbed Mona's hand, then held her tightly.
" Then bring Arnold here, and tell him to marry me. " Mona looked at his mother's eyes with a pushy look. There were no tears dripping from her eyeballs, it was just that a blank stare without the passion of life was so excruciating for a Mother to see it.
" Mona, a man who doesn't love you where could possibly be forced to marry you, son? " Mona's mother spoke while wiping away her unbearable tears.
" Where does Mom know she loves me or not? From the beginning he never talked about love, but I knew he was comfortable and liked me! So bring her here, and get her to marry me! " Mona brushed off her hands, her eyes widened sharply as if she denied firmly the words of her mother who felt were not in line with her mind.
" Mona, "
" How is this? What are we supposed to do? " Mona's mother wiped her tears from confusion and sadness with what had happened to her first daughter.
" I'm going to see that guy named Arnold. " Said Mona's father.
" No! " Marisa screeched disapprovingly upon hearing the father's words. With a hunting breath he put three food cribs into a seat not far from the Father.
" You can't find me, Arnold! "
Mona's father and mother frowned in confusion.
" why? If you don't see him, what about your brother? "
Marisa let out a sigh, it seems that it is impossible not to tell what really happened to her parents if the situation is like this.
" Father, Mother, Arnold already has a son and a wife. "
Marisa's words just now really made her parents' chests tight. How could? How could the princess that they had been so proud of do this kind of thing?
" It's impossible, there's no way Mona would do such a lowly thing. " Mom got up and gripped both shoulders Marisa with a demanding look.
" You're lying, right?! You're kidding, right?! "
" Mom, do I look like I'm kidding? "
Mother let go of Marisa's shoulder while shaking her head because she didn't want to believe it.
" If you did that, maybe I could believe it! But if it was Mona, that would be impossible! "
Degs...
Marisa stared disappointedly without being able to speak anymore. Yes, he realized that he was not as smart as his brother, he knew that he was not as good as his brother, but why the difference in trust, affection, love, so different just because he hasn't been able to make money like Mona.
" Mom, whatever you want to do. Just do as you please, and I pray that you don't make the wrong decision. " Marisa walked away from her parents, that's enough! Whatever he does will never matter in his mother's eyes.
" What are you doing? You've hurt Marisa so deeply, you can't think so clearly. " Dad rubbed his helplessly tangled face.
Seriate.......