
" I've done a lot of things, and I don't even hesitate to hurt myself for your sake, why don't you choose me, and why you stay away from me just because your feelings change a little. I once loved you when you didn't love your wife, why am I now being ignored like your wife back then? You hurt me, but I still choose you. Has our two years of closeness meant nothing to you? "
Mona looked at Arnold with a pressing gaze. The man who had only arrived fifteen minutes ago was as if he could not make any more small talk. Understand, and understand, it feels like he's been doing it for the last two years. But is that effort also meaningless?
Somehow reading Arnold's heart, but to be honest Mona is very unwilling to accept any more rejection from the man. For a moment he turned his back to wipe his tears. Arnold's silence seemed to make him guess the intent that would hurt his heart.
" Mona, everything that's going on I know is right if it's my fault. I know I can't just say sorry, and then just walk away. But really, I didn't know that my heart would change, I didn't deny that I ever had a taste for you, but I was also always haunted by Shen's shadow. At that time I never tried to love her because I thought that way I could vent the vexation I couldn't show grandfather. Shen, she has always shown how great she is as the mother of my daughter, so I never promised you a future together. Mona, I'm really sorry. "
Arnold looked at Mona who was reluctant to look at him, and chose to stare at the glass window next to his safe. Yes, he understood that what Mona did was all because it was to get her attention, just like Shen did back then. Although his heart felt Iba and a great sense of guilt, but how could he possibly go through a relationship by directing his heart to two women?
For a moment he sighed as he raised his head. I no longer know how to speak to Mona.
" Yet, you once agreed to my request for us to take a vacation to Paris. Maybe you don't know, but ever since you said yes, all the good dreams were just created in my mind. How wonderful it would be to walk through Paris hand in hand, how happy we are to spend the holidays together lovingly, but it all hurts because of all the rejection you gave me. "
Arnold hardened his jaw, of course he remembered about the promise. The promise he made in order to expel saturation with his household life that felt very tired.
" Arnold, are you in love with Shen now? You fell in love after she came back with her new look? " Mona looked at her with a stern look. Maybe this question sounds normal, but it's very important for Mona.
" Mona, I admit I like Shen now. But that doesn't mean I can't like the old Shen either. If I wanted to, I'd say whatever Shen would do at that time, but I didn't. Not because I don't care, only my ego still doesn't want to understand about Shen. I don't know since when the feeling arose, but I'm sure it's true that none of this came suddenly. "
Mona threw away the face, it was hard to get Arnold to love her back, but she would try to use that old promise as luck.
" Well, then let's go to Paris, just think of this as my last request before parting ways with you. "
Arnold frowned in confusion and objection. It feels impossible to go with Mona, and what lies will she use to reason? Even if speaking honestly, how could Shen possibly understand?
" Mona, can you ask for something else? I can't go with you. "
Mona smiled wryly with a disappointed look.
" I don't want anything else, because if I want anything else, then you're all I want. "
Arnold was silent, thinking for a moment, then without a word he left the nursery where Mona lived. Her step-foot-levels irrigated her head which kept thinking how she could realize Mona's wish, but she also didn't want to waste the opportunity that Shen had given her.
It had been five years of their relationship floating around with no certainty, and when she began to believe in staying with Shen, why did all the ink have to happen? Unfortunately he was also unable to ignore Mona just like that, so what should he do now?
***
In a playground, Shen is smiling and looking at his daughter who is running around and playing with her friend.
" You don't want to go home yet? " A man was now sitting next to her, then gave his beautiful smile to Shen who was looking at her. Yes, again that man is Damien. He could smile for a moment, but seeing that there was no red left on Shen's neck, it felt like he really didn't want to smile anymore.
" Why are you here? " Shen stared for a while, then looked back at his daughter.
" I'll follow where you go. "
Shen frowned, then threw his face away after Damien again smiled at him.
As Shen was distracted by a voice call from his mother, he quickly picked up, then asked why his mother had contacted him.
Shen, where's Asha? I'll pick her up because Mom, and Dad wants to take Asha to the shopping center.
" We're in the park near Asha's school, Mom. "
Very good, Mom is near. Ya wait? Mom and Dad are gonna be here in about ten minutes, you wanna come?
" No, Mother. I want to go home and rest. "
Ok, alright.
" Shen!, Asha! " Call Mother Lean with passion.
" Granny....! " Asha smiled happily, then ran towards her grandmother and grandfather who spread out arms welcoming her.
" Mom, Dad? "
" Hello, Auntie, and Uncle? How are you doing? "
Mom and Dad looked at each other questioningly at Damien near Shen.
" You who? " Ask Lean's mother.
" Ah, I'm Damien, nice to meet uncle and aunt. " Damien thrust his hand to shake the two.
Her mother and father Shen seemed friendly, she also introduced herself with a beautiful fluffy smile.
" So this is why you won't come with us, Shen? " Ask Lean's mother.
Shen glared in shock.
" Mom, this has nothing to do with this jerk! I really want to go home and rest. After all, I am also married, of course I must know the limits. "
His father and mother Shen nodded in understanding, then said goodbye to leave immediately.
" Eh, where are you going? " Task Damien as Shen turned his body and began to step.
" Want to go home! "
" What about me? " Pointing Damien to himself.
" Go home to your country! "
" Oh yes, let's go home to my country! "
" Crazy! "
Just a few steps, suddenly heavy rain flushed, and made all the children who were playing run to shade. While Damien immediately grabbed Shen's hand, then took him to a house on the playground.
" lh! Why pull me here? You know that's narrow, right? " Poor Shen.
Damien smiled, but he continued to look at Shen's face, which was now grumbling, not knowing what it was.
Now it was not just heavy rain, but thunderous lightning made Shen shuffle while covering both ears.
Damien hugged Shen even though he was a bit afraid that if Shen just grumbled, the rope seemed like the lightning actually brought good luck to him since Shen did not resist at all.
" It's okay, just lightning, I'm here. "
Degs....
Shen was stunned as he looked at Damien. Yes, those were the words that were always spoken to him by the Father when there was such a terrifying lightning present. Unknowingly their gazes met, and it was like channeling something out of their control. Their faces were approaching each other.
Seriate.....
Sorry if there are a lot of typos...