
Marisa continued to cry after the doctor told her that her baby's condition was getting worse. Shen, Digo, Teo, and also their parents gathered to strengthen Marisa, as well as Digo who was very sad even though they also felt that sadness.
" I'm sorry if we have to say this, but it would be best if the baby was named just now. " The doctor said with a voice and a face that seemed to describe a scary thing for Marisa and all.
" No, I'll give you my baby's name after he's healthy, I don't want to give you a name now! " Marisa shook her head with a hysterical cry that she could not bear.
" Sir, please forgive us for having to say this, but your baby's heartbeat is already very weak, we've tried it too, but- "
" No! You're doctors, you can cure my baby! " Marisa took the Doctor's leg and continued to cry bitterly.
" Please save my baby, I beg you. " Marisa's door did not stop her crying, she even ignored the pain of the surgery on her stomach until she bled at all she did not feel it.
Digo grabs Marisa's body, along with the Doctor who asks him to get up.
" Marisa, please don't be like this. " Digo actually could not bear to cry anymore, but he also had to calm down so that Marisa was not getting hysterical.
" Sir, please hurry, there's not much more time. " Say the doctor again while continuing to work for the baby. "
Marisa looked at her unmoving baby at all, her heartbeat was also already sounding very weak. With all her energy, patience when a mother's heart is slashed as if it is no longer shaped, Marisa touches her baby's face, she said, with a gentle look even though she was crying she mentioned a name that she had prepared from far away.
" Sleep peacefully, my son, Morisson. "
Titt........
Digo, and all his family members were compactly crying silently maki noiselessly. While Marisa, she still faithfully looked at the baby with tears that she ignored. She kept staring at the baby hoping God would do wonders and let her baby live. But until all the tools came apart from the body of the baby weighing one thousand two hundred grams, there was also no such thing as a miracle.
Marisa grabbed the baby's tiny body, carrying it into her arms carefully. Patting his back gently while singing a lullaby.
" My son Morrison, sleep peacefully and soundly? Dream of Mother, and also present in Mother's dreams so that we can play together. " Marisa said calmly although her tears could explain how her current mood was.
Digo wiped his tears, walked over, hugged Marisa and her son together. He gave a kiss on the head, also the hand of the baby who was no longer alive.
I'm sorry, baby? Sorry for making you suffer, even making you unable to see the beautiful world, nor can you spend time together. Wait for us to come see you one day, and we'll be together forever.
" Sister-in-law, we're back home huh? " Take Shen soft.
" Whose house? I don't have a house to live in anymore. " Answer answered Marisa with her eyes still fixed on the child's belly button, her hands touching the mound of earth that had just formed.
" Sister, of course our home. "
Marisa no longer replied, I don't know how many millions of tears had dripped from her eyes. But I don't know why he still can't stop that even though he tried.
" Marisa, we go home first, okay? I promise every day we'll come visit our son. " Digo tried to reach for Marisa's body to get up immediately because he knew very well that his former surgery would definitely get friction and that was also a danger.
Marisa's words just now really make Digo's body like losing all his life. To be honest she also seemed powerless to withstand the sadness of losing her baby, but for the sake of Marisa who currently does not want to live, Digo was forced to hide her sadness in order to strengthen Marisa.
Lean's mother wiped her tears because she couldn't stand everything that happened. It feels like he still can't relieve the pain of his daughter's suffering, now has to lose a grandchild, even seeing Digo and Marisa who do not get along in front of the child's navel.
" Marisa, let's go home first. We'll talk again, okay? " Peach Digo again.
" Marisa, I know it must be very painful, but we also feel the pain. Please, let's strengthen, shall we? Morrison will certainly not be happy to see Mom and her family continue to grieve. " Lean's mother chimed.
Marisa was silent for a while, then she rubbed the nameplate of the child, then kissed him.
" Mom'll be back later, baby. " Marisa got up from her position, then walked to where Digo was leading her.
After they left, Mona came in all black clothes, as well as sunglasses while carrying a bunch of flowers. He crouched down next to eating Morrison, then put down the flower.
" Morrison's? " Mona smiled considering that the name was the one that Marisa planned to give before birth. In the past, their parents thought Marisa was a baby boy, so they prepared that one name.
" Morrison, I'm your aunt. Sorry for just seeing you, huh? Whatever happens, please be happy there, don't blame your Mom or Dad, just blame Auntie. Aunt is a guilty man. " Marisa opened her sunglasses, wiped her tears and wiped her niece's headstone.
Days passed, and the sadness was still felt by Shen and his family. Especially Marisa, she is now at all, even arguably barely talking if not urgent. Digo has tried his best as a husband, only he also needs more patience this time. Lean's mother and Gani's father can now only give encouragement, as well as advice to Digo to be more legowo facing Marisa, and Lean's mother also unceasingly gives encouragement to the daughter-in-law.
Apparently for the woman named Shen, sadness is not only because of the state of the house, but also because her heart is still waiting for someone. Four more months he waited for Damien to contact him, but the man seemed to no longer want him.
" Fuck you! Is it that easy to forget me? Ck! " Shen pushed the phone to the end of the bed with a resentful feeling.
" If you are curious, you just meet. " Tekar Teo who has not seen him since when he saw him in the doorway.
" Don't interfere, boy! "
***
Damien held onto his phone which he rarely used for four months. He opened his photos while with Asha and Shen, trying to eliminate or slightly reduce his longing.
" Shen, how are you? I wanted to call you, but I'm afraid I'll be disappointed. "
Damien dropped his body on the bed, staring at the ceiling of his room while imagining Shen's face as he smiled.
" It drives me crazy! " Said Damien who couldn't stand his own madness.
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