Start of a Fake

Start of a Fake
Missing to Make Frustration


A rough gust of breath slipped through the gap between Loli's somewhat spaced out frame of her arms as the beautiful girl sat herself on the edge of her bed.


"I'm doing fine. You don't have to worry." Loli said resignedly, giving information to Naya and Dara through a voice call connection.


Five days have passed since Loli fell down the stairs. Because the condition is not too fit, plus a limp leg also a sore wrist, Loli so not allowed to return to college as usual by the mother.


Even as soon as Loli found out that she was injured, Lita panicked. Not only panicked, he was also angry and blamed his two domestic assistants for the incident of the fall of the princess.


If only Loli did not give understanding to the mother as gently and prudently as possible, it could have been, this resulted in Bi Ririn and Bi Yayu losing their jobs.


Had been visited by Naya and Dara three days ago, because it still never raises the nose on the campus where he studied to this day, Naya and Dara contact Loli to just make sure, to make sure, if Loli is okay.


"So when do you want to do it again? We already miss tauuuu," whined Dara.


Loli loled a knot. "Secepetnya. Maybe the day after tomorrow or not the day after tomorrow. Waiting to be allowed by Her Majesty first.


There was a sigh of relief at the sebrang connection there. "Yes already. May Nyokap lo sepetnya ngijin lo ngampus again, huh?" tukas Naya and Dara, in unison.


Loli chuckled limply at a glance. "Hmmm. Where are you guys now?"


"In the bar, Naya's place of work." Dara gave evidence. "You want to join?"


Sighing for a long breath, then exhaling it with one rough stomp while bowing his gaze, Loli pursed her lips. "Great desire. But I can't."


"Focus recovers your body until you actually recover" said Naya.


The frame of Loli's ledge instantly stretched. "Hmmm. So have fun, you guys. I'm gonna take a break."


...***...


One week has been exactly Galen did not exchange news with Loli. Whether it's through voice calls, short messages, or social media.


Every day ... Galen is getting messy, because he can't stop thinking about Loli. Eager to ask the news of the girl who had reigned long enough in his heart, Galen desperately dampened the desire of longing.


Not not trying, it was just that no matter how hard he threw Loli out of his mind, he could never do it and ended up cursing himself.


"Stop, Bang. You can't drink anymore." Galang took a bottle of alcohol from Galen's grasp.


Galen is currently in the main room of his apartment unit. Sitting on the edge of the bed while staring blankly at the surface of the fur carpet that both legs incandescent.


Galen. Staring sharply at Galang who was already looking at him with a sad look, in disbelief. "Reverse!"


Galang screeched while shaking faintly. "No. Enough already. You're so fucking heavy, Bang!"


Galen clapped his black hair with his fingers. Frustrations. "So. I am still conscious. Your eyes are blind, you can't see, ha?!"


Actually, the crazy action that Galen did during this one week, not just to shut himself up while enjoying bottles of alcoholic beverages.


Galen would go to clubs every now and then, meet his friends and go home, in a state of chaos, heavily drunk, half insane.


Not enough to torment his own body that almost every night diced alcoholic beverages, Galen also vent frustration that lately so confined in the niche, Galen, by taking part in a wild race organized by the Motorcycle Gang led by one of his best friends.


Omophroses. As the name suggests, Omofros which means handsome if interpreted from the Greek, Motor Gang was composed of a group of handsome men who have the same hobby, the, that is to love everything that goes with the automotive and the motor.


Galen is one of the members of the motorcycle gang, only .. since about four years ago, Galen is not very active in all activities held.


It can be said, Galen almost left, leaving the Motorcycle Gang that once was ... was once a place to vent frustration and stress by doing various activities together, such as wild racing.


Galen bowed lethargic. Honestly speaking. He himself did not actually know the reason why he behaved as he does today. Clearly, he felt that something was missing from him since Loli kept her distance.


"Gue can't stop thinking about her, Lang. Even when I sleep though, all I see is him. Seriously, it drives me crazy."


Galen's eyes were reddened with tears welling up, ready to drip at any time as he looked back at Galang. His breathing was heavy, so breathless. "Do you know how the pain is for me?"


Silenced, no longer able to speak. He silently nailed, staring at Galen in disbelief as well as not knowing what to do.


For the first time, after a long time, Galang saw the weak side of Galen that he last witnessed, about two years ago, precisely when their mother died.


Frustration, sadness and despair, radiated from the eyes and tears of Galen as Galang looked at his only brother.


The reaction that Galen was currently showing before Galang, as intense as the reaction he had witnessed, was right on the night that their mother had finished her dream.


"Damn! You won't understand. Shut the damn up. Go, stay alone!"


Galang looked at Galen with a sharp look. Both of his palms clenched tightly, crimping the bottle of drink in a grasp. "Cuman because I choose to make a strong look outside and keep running the life as usual, it does not mean I also never suffer motherfucker!"


Galang paused his words for a while after seeing Galen again bowing his head.


"Gue doesn't know for sure what you're doing right now. But, what do you think by acting like this all things will go according to what you want, Bang?" Galang let out a breath of air. "But if you want to keep kayak gini, yes please. Drown yourself with this stupid beer" he added, returning Galen's drink bottle violently.


Staring at Galen who was instantly silent flinching with a sharp, concerned look of eyes as well as sadness at one time, Galang snorted in frustration. "Kalo lo as much as Loli, you should fight him, Bang. Instead of torturing yourself like a loser like this!"


Galang finally left Galen in a state of concern there.


Galen felt completely empty and lonely at this moment. Loli's influence was extraordinary for his life.


'Shit! Lolita Gentari Princess! How can you make me like a gini ...?'


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