Start of a Fake
Ex's Cry

Because as little as the thought of everything that happened in life in the last few weeks continues to rage in the mind, Loli sleep so not so sound. Sometimes he would wake up, then fall asleep.

It continued like that, until Loli herself felt really bored, eager to cry, but at the same time, she felt too tired, not wanting to waste a lot of energy.

Exhaling violently, Loli closed, leaving a circle of tears that do not know since when to pool, break, through the corner of the eye, forming a stream, at his temple.

The beautiful girl tilted her body, opened her eyes, but was immediately greeted by a dazzling light coming from her phone located on the nightstand. He wiped the rough tears that had broken earlier, then reached out to reach for the phone.

Surprise immediately greeted Loli's recesses, when his hazel bead caught a name plastered on his illuminated phone screen.

"Kevin?"

Applying an eye lubricant, Loli stared at the screen of the phone lit up in his grasp, showing Kevin who was the reason, the phone did not go out.

Kevin called. Her ex-lover contacted her via voice call late at night before morning, exactly at three in the morning. Of course it did not fail at all to make Loli immediately feel very very curious, related to the reason, why Kevin suddenly contacted him.

Trying to ignore calls from Kevin, Loli found his ex-lover repeatedly calling, even scoring twenty-five missed calls to date.

Starting to feel puffed up, Loli snorted violently, sitting down while leaning on the head of the bed, the beautiful girl finally decided to answer the incoming call from Kevin.

"Ah, finally, you lift up too." Kevin greeted, starting the conversation with his baritone voice that sounded a little raucous.

"Are you drunk?" Loli whispered, quietly, not wanting to say too loudly, despite knowing, if no one could hear her voice at this time.

"No. I'm not drunk."

Obviously Kevin was drunk and Loli knew that, because the man said in a slightly unfounded tone.

"Why call me malem-malem?"

"You're a mastiin, if you're okay. Nyokap you already told me to make jengukin lo, which he said again sick."

Loli rolled her eyeballs, puffed up. "I'm fine, Vin."

The fact that the mother and Kevin already have a close relationship, even without hesitation gives blessing after he and Kevin dated for the last two years, making Loli somewhat delay the time to tell Lita, that her relationship and Kevin are over.

"Why slow down anyway, your voice? You talk about that whisper, afraid of being heard by who? Lo's girlfriend?" Kevin chuckled crisply, dismissively. Of course typical drunk people who occasionally pause as much as they want.

"You know I already have a boyfriend, why do you still want to call me?"

After their meeting happened last time ten days ago, precisely when Kevin came to fulfill Lita's order - visiting Loli, Kevin never contacted Loli, afterwards.

"Gue's worried about you, By."

Two weeks into his relationship and Kevin ended, Loli did not think, that his feelings for Kevin were still this strong, to hear the ex-lover speak softly, already able to make Loli want to cry.

Loli has made up his mind to forget Kevin, really. To be honest, the closeness that came back between him and Galen was quite helpful for that.

"Lo's really good, right?"

Loli just shut up, let Kevin do the talking.

"Let's hope, you're really, all right." Sounding at the sebrang connection there, Kevin exhaled a rough breath, then chuckled bitterly. "Gue thought, I can definitely eat lo, or as unwilling, already can seerelain lo, By. But apparently, until now, I still can't."

Kevin sobbed, making Loli stunned for a moment.

"Gue still can not eat lo, By .. let alone menggelupain lo, ngerelain aja, I still can not afford. Can't you go back to me, By? I promise, I'll change. I'm gonna do you a really good job, By. I admit, I was wrong. Very wrong, because it has been bergekhianatin lo. I'm actually working on money, By. I'm really a nyesel."

Kevin sobbed again. "So I beg you, go back to the same gur. Don't punish me this way, hemm? I beg you, By ...."

Loli's tears broke, accompanying the heart that felt so painful, because it knew very well, that Kevin was now so hurt, and it happened because of him.

Do not forget the fact, that Loli once loved Kevin very much and gave full confidence to the man who had been in the niche of his heart.

Not dismissing at all, actually the sense that until now is still there, just ... not as big and as strong as before, to the point of making his heart decay.

Loli smothered her mouth with one palm when she accidentally threw sobs.

The sobbing sounding so terribly suffocating was returning from the sebrang of the connection there, charging into Loli's dimly lit, as if the airman was right in front of him.

"Turn around with me, By. Kevin'nya lo, kangen very much the same lo. Kevin'nya lo, want to go back. I love ba-"

Not wanting to wait for Kevin to finish his words, Loli disconnected the voice call at that moment and immediately turned off his phone.

Loli's cry broke, even though it had been smothered, sobs were still stifling with disrespect, followed by deep-rooted sports that were so stifling.

Convinced, if until he let Kevin finish his words, Loli felt that his defense would collapse, and he would just melt away.

Given what Kevin has done to him, of course Loli does not want it to happen, but at the same time, he does not want Kevin to suffer too.

Indeed, at the moment Lolo is in a position where, he feels very very guilty, despite knowing, he is not at all wrong.

It is not Loli's fault that he chose to end his relationship with Kevin and decided not to give his ex-girlfriend a second chance.

Knowing the relationship he had with Kevin was easily tainted with a betrayal, it seemed, there was no reason for him to stay.

Again and again, Loli forced her wits to work harder, ignoring her struggling heart, trying to erode her sanity, asking her to do what she thought was very, very stupid, that is to go back to Kevin and forget the betrayal he had done just like that.

People say, if you're in doubt, follow your heart, because they will lead you, but Loli chose to follow his wits.

Because it cannot be denied, sometimes ... the heart can also betray itself.

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