Start of a Fake

Start of a Fake
Feel Guilty


Astounded. Of course it became a sense that immediately burst into the recesses of Galen, to the point that his eyes widened, perfectly rounded, staring at Loli, shocked.


But rather than focus on surprise, Galen felt more disheartened, hearing Loli speak so softly. His voice was trembling and slow, barely audible, a whisper.


Indeed Galen knew, that the beautiful girl who was sitting next to him, was currently desperately holding back the cry so as not to break.


Galen's heart is sick, too. Like there is a large palm with a level that belongs to someone who deliberately crept it, strong.


"By .. I swear to whatever, I have no intention of confessing to what you said just now." Galen said with great determination.


Loli's shaky-looking frame, slowly stretched, charted a bitter smile, a condition for pain. "If you have no intention to tell me that, then why did you abuse me, Semalem?" he said, asking frankly and very clearly.


Galen. Silently shaking, the handsome young man was silent, did not give his words, but did not take his eyes off the figure of Loli, staring at the reddened beautiful face, sad.


The beautiful hazel eyes of the trembling Loli, even glazed - inundated with tears ready to divorce at any time, looking at the tears as well as the eyes that Galen showed.


Although his gaze was blurred, blocked by the dam of tears, Loli could stare at the dim guilt and regret that was mapped out clearly from the look of Galen's eyes.


Biting strongly on her lower lip, Loli snorted while looking down and hurriedly wiped away the tears that were as yet breaking, using the back of her hand.


Carefully trying to muffle the crying, what power, tears are currently not able to be invited to cooperate.


Because poor heart Loli is very very hurt, triggered by the actions Galen did last night on him, which did not fail to make him feel disappointed, Loli so can not hold back his tears longer.


Not only disappointed in Galen who had done it arbitrarily, Loli also actually felt disappointed in himself, because when Galen almost took his first one last night, he said, he almost fell asleep and just resigned.


Loli's cry broke out in front of Galen. Not loudly, but deliberately muted his voice, so as not to make a lot of noise, to make his chest feel so tight.


...***...


"Hi, Vin." Reva greeted Kevin who was sitting pensively alone in the bar area of the night club he often visited.


Throwing away the rude napa, Kevin closed his eyes for a while before then looked up, meeting his gaze with Reva who was already sitting right beside him. The corner of Kevin's left lip swooped down, until he managed to map out a meaningful horrified grin. "Hi, Rev. What are you doing here?"


Grunting softly, Reva slightly raised her shoulders as she looked at Kevin with a sad look that was conditional on concern. "Still with the Loli?"


Kevin let out another rough breath while bowing his gaze and head. "Letting go is not easy, Rev. Lo hope I will immediately relax, happy-happy, when my relationship with Loli is finished, while I still love him very much?"


Smiling bitterly, Reva subdued her glance at a glance. "Gue tau's. It's never gonna be easy. I'm sorry."


Chuckling blandly, Kevin glanced cynically at Reva. "Why are you sorry? Self-aware, because you really know right, alesan my relationship with Loli is finished, because you?


Staring at Kevin with a sad look that was so conditional on sadness, Reva smiled softly, trying to ignore his piercing heart, then nodded. "Hmmm. And so, I'm sorry, right?"


Snorting cynically, Kevin smiled obliquely, more into a meaningfully horrified grin. "But I'm sorry you can't make things go back like they were, Rev. I'm sorry you can't make me Loli's again."


"Love and dear, are you the same Loli? Sampe lo still hope, if you can turn him back the same?"


"Do I need to answer, when I'm sure, if you already know, what is my answer to that question?"


Clenching the frame of the ledge tightly enough, Reva subdued her gaze for a moment. Grunting, the beautiful girl smiled blandly before then focusing all the attention she had, returning to Kevin.


Reva poked her palms on the edge of the bar table in front, in a state of interlocking her fingers and looking rather trembling. "Honestly, Vin. I also don't want to think of it, actually. I do not want to be the third person in your relationship with Loli, until your relationship is broken. But you know for yourself, if I have no choice at all."


Kevin snorted. Shaking his head and gaze in the opposite direction to where Reva came from, the handsome young man then grabbed the glass of alcoholic drink in front, gulping down its contents until it was gone.


As the burning sensation slowly seeped in the chest cavity, Kevin hissed softly while clenching the frame of the ledge and put the glass back into place with a slightly rough movement, until successfully producing a little noise.


Taking a rough breath, Kevin lowered his gaze for a moment. "Why did you come here?" he asked, deliberately wanting to shift the topic of conversation, suddenly.


Reva nervously circulated a glance, a glance. "Told by Bang Rey, get you to come home, because he said .. These past few days, you've been here all the time, so you've been so drunk."


Scattering the surface of the table in front using a palm that clenched tightly, Kevin made a little noise that did not fail to make the attention of people around him diverted towards him.


Reva who gasped in shock also reflexively circulated a glance. Spreading a clumsy smile, the beautiful girl repeatedly bowed her body at a glance, as an apology.


The handsome young man clenched his blue frame while holding his black mane growl back, using his straight hands fingers, venting a sudden burst of frustration. "Damn it!"


"Vin. You're just worried about you, so don't get mad, hemm?" Scared, Reva tried to calm Kevin down.


A moment later, Kevin suddenly shuffled, awakening himself. "Back home."


...***...


"Did you feel a little better?" Galen asked so gently as he stared warmly at the figure of Loli who was being as excited, trying to stop the crying.


As Loli's cry broke out before him earlier, Galen just kept quiet, letting the beautiful girl feel a little relieved, until her cries somewhat eased.


Repeatedly anchoring the pat, as well as the meaningful gentle swipe on the surface of Loli's trembling back, Galen tried to give a calming effect.


Loli glanced towards Galen. With slightly throbbing lips, the beautiful girl nodded while wiping her tears that were imprinted on both sides of the cheeks. "U-already," he said, stammered, because it paused a joke.


Galen smiled knot. Between feeling anxious, also at one time guilty, the handsome man then gently nudged Loli's face, making the beautiful girl look up and somewhat turned towards her.


Galen's beautiful soot-eyed bead stared at Loli's pretty face with a loving look.


"I'm sorry, for making you cry." Slowly, Galen wiped away Loli's tears using the thumb pads of his hand with cautious movement.


"Can we continue our conversation?" added Galen, asking to get confirmation from Loli.


Loli nodded her head so softly, making Galen smile in a daze.


"Gue wants to apologize about the incident. I swear, I have no intention to harass you, or want to take your honor. I was really upset again, so I didn't realize what I was doing myself" said Galen, full of seriousness.


Loli was silent. The beautiful girl was silent, watching as well as listening, every word for word that Galen laid out.


"Please excuse me, hemm?"


Exhaling violently, Loli brushed aside slowly at the nape of Galen's hand on her face. "I don't know if I should believe this brother, or not. I don't know how I'm supposed to respond."


"By lo li-" "please, brother. Couldn't you, Brother stop calling me By, or what is it?" cerca Loli, don't let Galen finish the word. "I'm not my sister's boyfriend!" coined.


Galen. He gawked, looking at the pretty face of Loli who was flushed with anger in front of him with a pushy look..


Loli took a long breath. Exhaling it with one rough blow, the beautiful girl straightened her eyes, breaking eye contact with Galen, before then rousing herself from her seat. "Mending Brother is coming home now."


Willing to take a step, immediately waltzing away just like that. What power, Loli's movement even get instant prevention from Galen who grabs his wrist with a fairly fast movement.


Loli lowered her head, stared at the fingers of Galen's palm that was coiled around her wrist for a moment, then reunited her gaze again with Galen.


"Kalo emang I just want to sleep with lo, deprived of honor lo, then my malem may not stop so just as I know, if you still virgin, By."


Connect ....