Staycation With Boss
Admitting Not Sensitive

What Natasha said now actually made Raka aware. Is it true that his wife wanted a bed sheet with flowers because of the impact of her pregnancy? Is it really a form of cravings?

Raka blamed herself. He should have been more sensitive. Raka should have understood that his wife was pregnant and could have had cravings. But Raka did not understand it. Raka then glanced at Adista whose two eyes looked teary.

"Who said I don't like to wear bed linen? For my wife, anything I'll wear" Raka replied.

"Come, Honey. You want bed linen patterned flowers right? I'll buy you a shop too."

After that Raka took his wife's hand, immediately took Adista away from Natasha's presence. Meanwhile, Natasha is upset because Raka always defends her wife. Raka who is now judged Natasha is different. Even Raka seemed to be not interested in him anymore. No matter how big Natasha's efforts are, but Raka is cold and does not respond to anything.

Some distance they walked then Adista spoke again to her husband. "Mas, seriously .. I don't want that sheet. Come on, let's just go home" said Adista.

Raka finally chose to obey what his wife only wanted. Instead of later his wife crying there is more chaotic. Finally, Raka takes Adista back home.

Once he arrived home and was in the room, then Raka spoke with his wife. "You want that bed sheet, right? You're cravings, right?"

Just asked Adista was crying. An upset in the chest just appeared. Raka felt guilty.

"You should say if you want to, if you want to crav. There is no need to consider me and my taste" Raka said.

The way Raka communicated was slow, not emotional at all. However, for Adista still his heart felt bad.

"And I said, I suddenly wanted to. Mas Raka said what to try? Mas Raka prefers bed linen without motifs and one color only. That already gives a clear answer that our tastes are not the same."

Adista's tears flowed so fast. While Raka was disappointed in herself. He should be more sensitive and understand what his wife likes, especially his wife is pregnant. Raka now just knows where the fault lies.

"You should follow your wishes. Don't be like this" Raka replied.

"No, what Mas Raka is more important. I'm self-conscious, I'm here to just go with Mas Raka. If Mas Raka likes bed linen without a motive, I will wear it. I don't like class."

Again Adista can only express what is in his heart. Raka felt guilty. The answer Raka should have given was not that.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong here. I'm the insensitive one. My answer was wrong" I'm Raka this time.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I should have answered, yes if you want to buy it. Whatever I'm gonna wear. I forget that if you are pregnant, it could be because you are craving and want a bed sheet of flowers. Sorry yeah ...."

Raka said all of that gently. Aware of his mistake, Raka apologizes and says the answer should be. Adista must have been getting annoyed by hearing Natasha's words earlier.

"Nothing really," replied Adista sobbing.

"I'm sorry, should have heard that you said you wanted to bed sheet the flowers suddenly, I should have known that you were just craving. Sorry, I'm not so sensitive."

Bed linen is not an expensive item for Raka. Buying a single store Raka could very well. However, Raka also felt more guilty after earlier had said in his heart that the flower motif sheets made him not so fond. God, Raka knows how guilty he is. When his wife was pregnant and wanted something, the response Raka showed was precisely that. Raka was really upset with herself.

"Tomorrow we go to the Mall again well, I bought a bed sheet of flowers for you" said Raka.

"No, I don't want to. I don't want to at all" Adista replied, shaking her head.

"You're angry, Yang?" ask Raka.

"No, not angry. I really don't want to."

Adista chose to say so. It is better not to want what one does not taste with her husband. Adista remembers who he is. That she should live and follow the taste of her husband. Instead of wanting something first and her husband actually refuses in the heart. Instead of forcing her husband to follow what he wants and wear what he doesn't like is just pretence. Really, Adista doesn't want that.

"So, I'm not forgiven?" ask Raka now.

"Yes, I'm sorry."

"If you're sorry, tomorrow we buy another bed sheet. Whatever you want, just buy it," Raka replied.

Now Adista shook his head again. "I forgive you, but never mind. I don't want to buy anymore. Really."

Ah, Raka became annoyed with herself. Raka knew that his wife was suppressing her own desires. It is precisely Raka's heart that is hurt by all that. Raka regrets being a completely insensitive husband. Moreover, his wife is pregnant, often experiencing bad mood or other emotional turmoil. Raka should be more understanding and understand a pregnant woman better.