
"Why did Mas Raka never tell the story of his past? Until Rayyan had to speak to me first" Adista said now to her husband.
"I've long forgotten it. Really, even I'm sure there's no place in my heart for him anymore. Many years, have passed," replied Raka.
Adista. She said she chose to trust her husband. Besides, it's been so long. Since Raka was High School.
"Have you met again after?" ask Adista.
Raka shook her head. "No. In fact, I wish I wouldn't see you again" Raka said.
"Fear to remember the past?"
"not too. I just don't want it. Let all the past be kept behind us. I once gave you PR to clean up your heart and your feelings for Rayyan. All because I have cleared my heart first" said Raka.
Adista looked at her husband's face, which now looked very serious. When Raka asked him to clear his heart was it because Raka had already cleared his heart? So, it's all based on his own experience.
"How long did Mas Raka take care of it?" ask Adista.
"Unfortunately, that was quite a long time. First year abroad. Escape by learning and organizing. I'm diverting it there. You're even much faster" Raka replied.
"I was just trying to be sincere and accept my true destiny. I don't want to be a sinful wife, maybe God opens the way. Hearing her name won't change Mas Raka's feelings right?" ask Adista.
Raka shook her head. "No. Just you, honey."
Finishing her answer, Raka dropped a kiss on Adista's lips. He let his lips perch for a few seconds on Adista's lips. Raka was very sure of his feelings. It will not affect anything, the one he loves now is Adista. The woman he fought for even for Adista, Raka was ready not to budge with her sister. Starting from just tasting, Raka slowly opened her lips. She clenched the surface of her lips warm, supple, and always sweet when she greeted him. Raka closed her eyes, slightly tilting her face. The way Raka clenched Adista's lips was really soft. He did not hesitate to put pressure in the movement of his lips, bringing Adista's lips to dance.
While Adista felt her husband's kiss very soft. However, this gentle kiss actually made Adista bristle. Therefore, Adista, who had both hands broken, now began to squeeze strands by strands of her husband's hair. Adista tried to follow the rhyme her husband did. I don't know, it's not just a kiss, but the way Raka shows her feelings. Adista knew that her husband was not a man who was good at stringing words, so Adista tried to get into the rhyme. When two lips meet each other to kiss each other, open a moment, and close for a moment to give back the pagutan, Adista wants Raka not to mess with her feelings.
The longer, Raka's kiss deepened. Not only that, the originally so soft pagutan slowly began to stir. Eyes are increasingly closed, the face sometimes moves to the right and to the left, the lips are unceasingly frowning and sucking.
Until finally, Adista just popped his eyes. Yes, the clear circle comes out by itself from both eye fertilizers. The circles that make Adista's face wet. Feeling the difference in his wife's face, Raka pulled his face for a moment, he looked at Adista's face with his eyes still closed, lips swollen there, and Raka heard a soft sobbing from his wife.
"Why are you crying?" ask Raka.
Adista opened his eyes slowly. Then he shook his head, at the same time, Raka immediately grabbed his wife's body. Raka brought Adista's head closer to his chest. Raka just found out in the middle of a deep kiss, a woman can shed her tears.
"Don't cry. Don't be afraid, I'll prove it all. Natasha is just the past, I've forgotten it. It was just a hidden love and I buried it all. My present and future are with you. My wife and future Mama of all my descendants" replied Raka.
"Mas Raka sure?" ask Adista.
"Yes, I used to just like it in silence. Like a teenager in a high school uniform who has a crush on his friend. That'sthat's all. Believe, Yang. I can at least lie. Now, I also tell you the truth" Raka replied.
After which, Adista nodded slowly. This time she will choose to trust her husband again. Hopefully, Adista's trust will not be hurt by her own husband.
"One day, if maybe we meet him, Mas Raka just said if you want to chat or so. I'll try to accept. However, if one day Mas Raka feels no need for me, just say so. I will volunteer to go from Mas Raka's side," Adista said.
"It's not like that. You have made me fall in love and filled my heart with your own charm. I will keep you forever by my side" Raka replied.
Adista was silent with some soft stuffing still heard. Until finally, Raka unraveled her embrace, she wiped the remains of tears on his wife's face.
"Don't be afraid of excess. Don't think shit. Remember, there's the fruit of our love here. Mama Dista can't stress, pity our baby. Want some ice cream?" bargain Raka with suddenly to his wife.
Adista shook his head. "I'm not a kid who is entertained with ice cream" Adista replied.
"So, what do you want me to comfort you in?" ask Raka.
"no need. All I want, Mas Raka won't change. What I want, for sure I am not a place of impingement for Mas Raka. If that happens, I .. I won't be able to anymore" Adista replied.
Again he shed his tears. It feels that if it is already in love, and then there is the name of another woman who appeared, there is a story of the past that appeared that made Adista sad. There was a fear of her own if her husband would change someday.
"Believe me, I'll never do that. Hopefully with all this, our relationship will be stronger. Don't be afraid, focus on the two of us. Don't stress."
Raka said everything. He now speaks solemnly that Raka does not want his wife to return to stress which is not good for her baby.
"You don't want ice cream, do you? So, I hugged. Mama Dista, don't cry and be sad anymore. When you're sad, not only is the baby sad, Papa Raka is sad too" Raka said.
Adista smiled slowly by landing a blow on her husband's chest. Adista also said to himself that hopefully his relationship with Raka will get stronger. This marriage and love is still a corn, but Adista wants this bond of love to last.