Step On Me
Heartbroken

After drinking anget tea, I feel a little better, tired also cry for hours until it does not feel dark outside. Tissue used I use a tear wipe and snot scattered on the floor made of cement, here there is no AC only a standing fan that hobbies nengok left and right.

I don't mind how cramped this room is, nor the typical stench of bachelors tickles my nose. My body has been sloshed in a thin cotton mattress that is occupied by Kava every day, yes I again function in rented to calm down. After I don't know where else to go, the only thing on my mind was just asking for help.

I refuse time to be escorted back to the apartment, the reason is because.gue is not ready for Nay and Gea. I am ashamed because my gnawing does not bear beautiful fruit, behind it up a storm with my friends in order to maintain the prinsis but the results are zonk.

I should have this year the target of marriage was implemented, with the Sultan of my dream husband. I can show off the Sultan's success to my family, can be proud of him to my friends, I can. Do you know how it feels to be heartbroken and discouraged at one time? Your life is no longer hope.

In the middle of me again lamenting, you know my phone rang loudly. I really hope the Sultan who called and told me that he had finished giving me.

"Hallo, Brother Kin? Can I borrow a shirt to make content?"

"Jelly's? Where are you peak boy?" My same Gregtan son said already a month no news, eh now call just find the button doang. He knew I was worried, no. Fortunately, I did not report the book.

"Kak Kin is still in the office, huh? If you go home until you stop by the supermarket first dong, the refrigerator is empty, I want to cook capjay, laper." Jelly finally called after a week more disappeared, brash children emang nyari me when there is a button doang.

"Gue overtime, Jel. Lo pesen good aja."

"Oh key." Jelly was talking to someone. "Sir Gea nanya, where is the real brother? He doesn't believe you're overtime because he's back first."

"There is a point." I'm kind of powerless nanggepin babbling Jelita.

"So no more problems, huh? How does that lemes sound?"

"It's okay, just hang up the phone, I'm busy."

"Well, I want to tell you."

"What story?"

"I was finished yesterday...." Jelita giggles. "Funny anyway, Kak Kin would not have thought, deh."

"Here's the story waiting for me to come home, I'm after the explanation you say where? It's hard for people!" I ngomel, how if the deceitful syndicate buying and selling women is not possible.

"I'm out of jail, brother." It's real, but this is a whiny kid. "But I can run away and come back here again."

"Reverse is okay, I'm happy!"

"That big brother, if I can't go back and go where do I dong? My house is now here with my sister."

I just want eyes while covering the phone, ngeladenin Jelita makes me dizzy.

"Mom Okta?" Kava knock on room door. "Can I come in?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Kava immediately entered after my permission, it turns out he had finished praying Maghrib. Adem really see the man in the glove wearing cocoa clothes and peci items.

"Tumben you're cute?" This is what I was talking about, coming out without thinking.

"God be my praise mother, so the pengenewahin inner birth."

"It's dark so I said that, try if the lights are bright? It's just ugly." I quibble.

Although I often shamming body, but Kava never angry. "Big-ugly I care about mom. Why was that crying?"

My face is sad again, but somehow I don't mind telling Kava my problem. I was able to express the bitter things that had just happened to me. As much as I want to talk to him. "Next year I'm 28, my friends are all married and have children.I have a promise with my mom and dad next month to go home with a prospective husband. I'm tired of being asked when the wedding, I feel like it fits with the Sultan, I'm sure it will go up with him but.but..."

Just as my cry broke again, Kava immediately nyodorin Tissu. As long as I spilled out uneg-uneg, Kava can play a good listener, he does not cut my speech or interject with wise advice.

"In these two years I've dated 3 guys but the ending was none of them. Do not think tired of finding a mate according to the desire?!"

"Not to be sought. Later also comes his own soul mate."

"It's easy by the way!" The older I get, the harder it is for me to find a worthy and competent soul mate. Well-established men and high quality must have sold out, while the rest become the scramble of other girls, let alone their age young out of energy right me. Yes, I had to be an actor first so I could be a businesswoman's wife.

"My life is 3 heads, but I'm still relaxed, ma'am. If you haven't met your soul mate, how else?"

"You're a guy, there's no limit to his expiry, what am I?"

"Why is that pessimistic? Beautiful mom, pinter, has a high position in the office. Stay blinking his soul mate directly came by himself." Kava.

"You think calling a soul mate like calling a gallon?" I'm ketus.

"Carely ma'am, mother's soul mate is already there."

"Nothing."

"There's." Kava.

"Where?" I challenge.

"Stay here, ma'am. Peek ba!" Kava can make me laugh.

"Okay, your face is slipping." I talked to that.

"Ngeselin but mulu. My own mother is the same as me."

"Part is not brought to death, ma'am."

"Iye, the treasure is not brought to death, but it is good to be brought alive." Bales I'm ninyir.

"Yes, yeah. Know myself, ma'am."

I don't care about Kava anymore. While breathing deeply I continued to complain. "Sad to know so I, had met a well-established guy, stayed in the room and married doang, uh knew he was gay...."

It's gonna suck me again, damn it. I think I can just stop depression after being able to replace the Sultan, deh. Who is I guess?

"Yes, ma'am, he cried. Later people think I'm the one who ngapain mother."

"Have you ever had a painful break-up experience, didn't you, Kav?" I'm tanya.

"I last broke the umbilical cord myself."

"Baboong." I grunt in disbelief.

"Yes, mom. I've never dated."

"What if you never had a crush on a girl?" Ask me to doubt.

"If the crush is infrequent, be appraised often." Kava's answer was very clear.

"Is there a girl who wants to be with you?" Gak kebayang dating Kava, instead of profit even dumbfounded. Must be a mulu, Kasian.

"Alhamdulillah there is a ma'am."

"Oh, Tasya's daughter's mother's shop?" My insinuation that only Kava responded with a loud laugh.

"I'm hungry, here. What are we eating?"

"Wall mom usually want to?" Kava is obsessed with free food, my sprain.

"Relieve it!" I refuse to go raw.

"All right now I want to say. Long time no see Dek Tasya, kangen." Maybe he was showing off the girl in front of me.

Without even thinking I pinched his right arm. I twist the screw until the owner grimaces in pain. "Oh, mom. Ow."

"Apes got a KDRT." Kava while ngamatin reddish marks on his skin due to my pinching.

"I'm laper!"

"What do you want to eat?"

"The flour omelette that the other day you made for Lantang and Mizal. Eaten the same sambal soy sauce good times huh?" My stomach was straight up. The menu that I want is very simple, original, just a grain egg given seasoning and flour so much.

"I cook, right?"

"Well, did you tell me?" I'm back in a bad fashion.

"Ready to the queen."

"Where do you look?" While getting out of the mattress I open the top 2 shirt buttons and roll the hair of the model cepol style. Very bright here, my body to dry. Ingetin buy AC, yes, let me be comfortable if you want to nginep here again.

"Mom likes to torture me." Kava turned his face.

"What, anyway?" I grunt my forehead.

"My sister's active, ma'am."

"Who? Abstinently? Why else would a child?" I looked out, last I saw him again kite with the village children.

"He had to..." Kava let out a long sigh before taking off his peci and cocoon.

"What do you want?" I'm alert, crazy about changing clothes in front of me.

Kava is already naked leaving a sheath whose bond has been broken. "Mom see what I'm doing?"

"You can't just take off like that dong, at least wait for me to come out first."

"Will you see the cirain?"

"Amit-amit!"

"Mom's out, I want to change here." With the rest of Kava ngibasin hands to ngusir me, all use hush hush is not brazen.

"You dare tell me?" My hands are crossed. Though originally my eyes were fixed on his sturdy stomach, safe is still 6 plots and ready to be hoeed.

"I dare not the original...." But at the end of the day, he still took off the scabbard before my eyes.

"LAKE!" I screamed and closed my eyes with both hands.