Step On Me

Step On Me
Baper's Laughter


All the time I had a wet dream, surely the guy who was the opposite sex I did not look at his face, but last night I was really speechless because it was given a clear look to the corners, this is a typical grin still imprinted in my brain is not cross-figured.


I woke up with a hot, boring, sweaty body. Hella Shit, why Kava must enter my subconscious and make me shadow his muscular body, but I no longer think it's a person.


Thought no, yeah. Just wondering where he's been this week until he doesn't see his nose. Since when, we have never met let alone communicate, ever so I misscall the number using Jelita mobile phone but not active.


Strange as it is, we usually like papasan either intentionally or accidentally, but now he sort of lost in the earth. Uh this I'm not looking, yes, please underline. My business is a lot, why also I must be confused about the Kava thing, not really deh.


"Mas Kava hasn't come home from yesterday. Don't know where he didn't say." Mizan who opens the door, he's like alone at home while Lantang doesn't seem to go anywhere.


For what reason I go home from the office must come with Kava's contract first, not directly back to the apartment. Teniat my struggle, my car lives in front of the alley continues to enter here on the ojek, where the other person will not fall free.


"Why not get a call?"


"Call where? The phone is being serviced again." Mizan is different from his two brothers, his face is always serious and flat when spoken to.


"damaged?"


"Yes, the fall continues to hit the LCD. Don't know if it's safe or not." Mizan continued speaking. "There's message? I'll tell you when the guy comes home."


"Uhm no. This is for you guys." I just stopped by to buy grilled chicken, I just gave it to Mizan to keep saying back home because Kava also did not know when behind it.


Mizan said thank you, and before I left he had a chance to gini. "What's her brother's name?"


"Oct."


"Oh? Okta-Okta that one?" Mizan watches me more closely. "I mean who likes to bring us food, who bought the same clothes bag yesterday?"


I smiled back, but I did not ask to be called the name of the time giving goods to his sisters Kava. Just a matter of time to meet the shirts of men in the mall I buy a dozen for them. The price of the bag is also not how much, the tree can be made to school or college.


"Mother's girlfriend Mas Kava?" Shoot it straight away without further ado.


"No!" Reply me cepet.


"But you guys are deketing, right?"


"It's a habit, anyway."


Mizan was not satisfied with my answer. "Is there really nothing between you?


I took a deep breath. "Our relationship is just a superior and subordinate, nothing more. It's not a question."


"If so mending mom don't need to love us anymore, deh. Not that I don't like it but it would be nice to take care of my brother's feelings."


"Kava accept-just time I nitip something for you guys, then what's the problem?"


"The problem is, my brother will be kegeeran. Do you want me to take responsibility if Mas Kava reaches Baper?" Mizan's words made my pain deeper. He said Mizan is not his son a lot of this talk I was asked mulu mulu kind of interrogated again.


"I am responsible, my intention is good to help you. That's none of my business." Refute me.


"I thank you for the kindness of my mother to our family, but my advice should not be continued before getting further. Is it okay if my brother wishes for more?" Mizan looked serious about his words. "It's okay, ma'am. I don't accept that Mas Kava is just played with mom."


I snorted, this snot boy was warning me as if his brother would be me anything. Do you know what he is about adult relationships? Very old mind.


If the Kava baper problem or what is not my business. Lah guenya just do not say anything, giving signals interested just do not play recriminations.


****


I did not bother the arrival of the Sultan when doi again be sweet with my bouquet of flowers and imported chocolate. The habit of having a fight must have seduced me with such a classic. All he wants to make sure I have dinner but I refuse with sleepiness.


"Are you going to bed at this hour?" The Sultan greeted me with the expression of not accepting that his arrival was in vain. My guy used to get whatever he wanted easily, so rejection from me was like touching his ego.


"You still angry?"


"No." I answered a word.


"Lack of explanation yesterday? You don't take it because I'm cuekin you?" Sultan Tandas.


"I'm not angry, yank. Really, deh." I'm with a mobile toy.


"Why don't I eat?"


"I'm not hungry."


"You're pretty sure I'm eating."


"You're going home, huh? I am tired of wanting to sleep. I'll play tomorrow at your place." Smoothen me.


"That's right, tuh.kamu not clear. This is what makes me not like having a fussy girl like your attitude lately." Sultan ngoceh long asked me to understand his position at that time without the slightest regret of the word not to wear that was thrown at me the other day, "So did the matter in question? Mature little, dong! We are no longer brothers!"


"You're the one who's in trouble, how come it's me?" I didn't think it out.


"Why are you kayaking males like me? Answer, Kin. Don't be tired of being sleepy but originally goiter behind, I don't like hanging like this?" The Sultan wants to solve our problems on this day.


"Okay, I'm talking." I said everything even though I wasn't sure the Sultan could understand it. "You do not realize that I need you at certain times, but the attitude you show like me is not important to you?"


"What's important? Who am I defending here for?" So careless, I until frothing clear if the case is not this simple.


Yes, I am dating someone who has a logical but selfish mind, so it is natural that he always looks down on all the affairs related to me. His request was understood but the opposite did not apply.


"That's not the point," I sighed tiredly. "I just need a little care for you."


"I wouldn't be here if I didn't care about you!"


"When my car broke down and I was stranded on the road, you were worried about me?"


"That again, that again! Useless is really talking about this with you?" Sultan stared at me not "Originally you know, Kin. I run a big company that every second makes millions of dollars, my time is limited even 24 hours is not enough especially if only to take care of our car that broke down. Please understand this, your girlfriend is not a random person. Why do you have a tow car number, why have a subscription workshop and vehicle insurance if not used as a solution? Don't bother why? Do you think I can make your car run again?"


"Oh." My lips form the letter 'O'.


"You can protest if I keep cuekin you, but in fact not, right? Instead now I'm here for you, but what's your response? It's no fun seeing me." Dengus Sultans.


"God, yank. I'm lazy to make a fuss."


"You are the first to make a fuss, I took the initiative to come here for you, invite you to eat, bring flowers.... And I need you how else? Kneeling at your feet let you be satisfied?" Sultan is a stiff guy and all-all must be taken seriously, until sometimes I am tired if told to worry.


Come to think of it every time our conversation feels so boring, more Sultans dominate the conversation while I have to be at home listening. Even if there is a two-way conversation, it means that we are fighting again and the ends I am also giving up. He will not connect when spoken to simple things or chat with joking exclamations, the level of humor is exorbitant. Yes, I give you a wad of money if you can make the Sultan laugh.


"Yes, yeah. I didn't realize I was getting noisier. Sorry deh. I think again pms, really lebay ya even though you are very good. Don't be mad, honey?" In the end I gave up. I can not lose the Sultan whatever happens, arrogant and arbitrary nature because I feel already have everything is too attached to my man, let's just say I deal with it all.


A typical sultan is one who does not want to lower the ego standard or let different sides come in and change his taste. The reason I feel at home is because of the money and have a definite future, what else is it?


"You're breaking my mood." The Sultan replied with a stroke.


"The festivities haven't been cancel, have they? I was suddenly hungry, right. We're out, yuk?" I changed the conversation and tried to make the face as happy as possible. Time because the car broke down we just fight until breaking up, can not do that. Think of it as a mission to save my future.


"So said males?" The sultan grumbled at length as long as I groomed and got ready. "Other times I won't defend your childish attitude, again you're not clear immediately I'm staying!"


Without a lot of talk, I'm holding the Sultan's arm that is still cranky. I kissed her cheeks softly and said. "I love you."