Still Loved Even In The New World
CHAPTER 59: Helheim

(philian point of view)

where is this?. After I saw grandma hurt, suddenly I was in a very dark place.I don't know if grandma is okay now. I don't know why I couldn't control myself and hurt Grandma.

think about it later, for now, I have to find a way out of this place.I keep walking without knowing how long it has been.one day, two days, or even weeks. I really cannot tell the exact time in this place.this place only contains a pitch-black void with nothing to see but darkness.

I kept walking without knowing the time and direction. somehow, I started to feel exhausted and sleepy.I could just sit and rest first.I don't know why, I started to feel tired and sleepy, I felt like I was no stranger to the aura that was here.I was like I had come to this place, but I could not remember when it happened.

as I recall, after I saw the wounded grandmother, my gaze darkened.I may have died again, and this place is the afterlife.No, there is no way this place is the afterlife, according to my knowledge, it is impossible, the Hereafter is always described as a beautiful place, unless I go to hell.

whatever, all my thoughts started to get messed up because I was in this very quiet place.I can't even hear my own heartbeat.This room is completely silent, if one's mentality isn't strong enough, he may have gone mad in the first place.

I sit and close my eyes.it makes no difference either, between closing my eyes or not. Anyway all I see is darkness and silence!. I need to find out what this place is, and if possible, I want to get out of this damned place.

I stood up and patted my body that was either dirty or not. I returned to walking without direction, like a headless fly.after walking nonstop, I walked back, I could see a light that looked so bright in this darkness I immediately ran towards that light, but no matter how fast I ran, I felt that the distance between me and the light was not reduced in the least.

come Filia, never give up. Even if it is small, it is your only hope.I try to convince myself and keep running towards the light. suddenly I saw something I never expected...

I immediately stopped my footsteps and looked straight ahead.about three meters away from me, I saw the shadow of two people that I will never forget. slowly, slowly, tears began to drip and obscure my eyes..

mom, dad...

I immediately ran in that direction and longed to embrace them, those whom I could not be happy with, those who always worked hard to heal their sickly and useless child...

Phile:"dad, mother...!"

up near the shadow, I shouted and called out to the two shadows in front of me. The two shadows turned around and revealed two faces that I had long since missed.familiar smiling face, the two shadows, were, the tenderness that has always accompanied me since childhood...

I hugged the two shadows, and the two shadows raised their hands to stroke my head.

Philia:"father, mother... Is this really you?"

"honey, it's us. Now you're all grown up"

my heart ached when I heard their words.the yearning and other feelings instantly overflowed into tears.I couldn't help but cry and started sobbing.

Filia:"father, mother.I'm sorry because back then, I could only trouble you"

I held my arms towards the two of them.

"it's okay baby. Now you're not a weak child, now you're a strong child. You don't have to be sad anymore, now you can stay forever with us"

"that's right, honey, stop here and stay with us'

I wanted to answer yes, but suddenly I remembered my father and mother who were in the Regalia Kingdom. Now I am not the Filia that used to be. I lied if I did not want to stay, but my time as Filia Ankerman is over, now I am Filia Rosefield.

Philia:"sorry father, mother, I can't. There are others I need to protect in another world"

I immediately stepped up and passed through the two shadows, and continued towards the light.As I passed through father and mother, they both turned into a black shadow that was as dark as the surroundings. they were barely visible inside this darkness, but I could still see their fiery red eyes.

I stopped using my eyes to see, but I spread mental strength around.As mental strength expanded, I could see and feel the surroundings clearly. the two shadow creatures moved swiftly towards me.

but before they could get close, I condensed mental strength into a transparent spear that flew rapidly towards those two shadows without being able to react, without being able to react, the two shadows were pierced by the mental spear and disappeared after a heart-wrenching cry.

this is why I feel like I am familiar with this place. the existence of «Shadow Devil» confirms my guess. shadow devil is a mental attack type creature, the existence of Shadow Devil, they could not be killed using physical strength or physical skills.The only way to kill them was to attack them using mental-type attacks.

there is only one place where the shadow devil is located, which is the ghost soul passageway.ghost soul passage is the path to the world of darkness, where the soul ends «Helheim». in the game Alterion, Alterion, Helheim is included in one of the nine worlds that are supported by a giant tree yggdrasil. yggdrasil itself is the remains of the seed of the origin tree, which is, and inherited a fraction of Origin's power after the origin was destroyed.

I myself have visited the nine worlds only for the sake of hunting the summon monster that became the soul of the nine worlds.that means, that summon monster cannot appear twice, either, once the monsters of the world soul were conquered, there would be no more world souls in the same world.

not that if we conquer that monster we can rule the world there, but that monster is only as a special symbol of every world. as a collector, I can't possibly release rare items, right?!.

so for the sake of those monsters, I roamed the nine worlds to hunt them down, but alas, I only managed to conquer seven of the nine monsters. the rest had already been conquered by others. before I could capture them, I'm dead first.

well, since I've been here and know this place well enough, so I don't think it's that difficult. I started to move my mental strength to rampage and wreak havoc in this soul passageway. after a mental attack that had nothing to stop, this black space slowly cracked and shattered like glass. this place is then replaced with a stone hallway with various reliefs that are illuminated by a dim purple light.

nine worlds exist in this world, does another alternate world exist?, perhaps we should find another time to examine it. Broadly speaking, the world I live in now, is, as Filia Rosefield, it has similarities with Alterion, except for their different uses of mana...

I walked down the hallway and continued forward towards the light. After a while, I was right in front of the light of a ball of light that was as big as a two-story house. the moment I touched the ball of light, the surface of the ball of light was surging like water.

I put my hand like I put it in a tub of water. Suddenly a strong suction force pulled me inside. My vision was covered by a blinding light. I closed my eyes to avoid being blinded by the bright light.

not long after, I tried to open my eyes slowly.The bright light had disappeared in place by the environment that I knew.I stood on a rocky wasteland.The surroundings were dark and gloomy, dark, only in the light of the blood-red moon hanging high in the sky, as if the devil's eyes were staring at us and giving off a strong sense of emphasis.

the dim blood red light reflected by the sharp rocks towering into space, as if challenging the sky and wanting to tear it apart. This place was so barren and monstrous, as if it was, there were only rocks and cold winds that hit the skin.in the distance, I saw a stream that reflected the moonlight until it looked like a thick and terrible blood flow.

this is truly Helheim, the land left behind, the dwelling place of the soul.

I stepped my feet and walked a very barren rocky path.I don't know what happened, I felt that if I wanted to get out of here, then I could find the answer in this world...

I can't wait, what kind of adventure is waiting for me out there?.

(the end of this chapter)

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