SWEETHEART
Stifling

"Where are you going?" vano asked as he saw Yumna pass him by just like that.

"Of course to get out of this house, didn't you already indirectly have dropped the talaq on me, for that I left, for, since you are no longer entitled to me and I am no longer entitled to yourself sooner rather, take good care of yourself, Assalamu'alaikum." after saying Yumna also immediately went away with holding back the tightness and stuffing, he said, iq also wears makeshift clothes because he realizes he is no one and he feels he has no right to bring everything Vano has ever given him.

While Vano was still flinching in place while staring at the nanar, he did not expect the final decision he took would change everything in an instant. It all felt like a dream during the day, when he saw the person who had made himself a little forget his first love, Clarissa, now lived will be a blurry shadow that does not bloom.

'Please, whether my decision is correct or not Let the time come to answer it, I'm just disappointed by the attitude you're doing playing behind my back without me knowing what's causing it all, if you're pregnant with my son why don't you just say you're pregnant, and why should Abizar take you to check your womb,? what is your relationship behind me? I never knew until today.

I was hoping you would explain everything to me but you just chose silence and left without wanting to explain everything to me Yumna, Aaaaaa grrrrr, I hate you I hate you…" Vano shouted hysterically and slammed all the items nearby.

It turns out that all is not easy in his shadow, which is to hate the person who has made him fall in love for the second time the person who always serves all his needs from A to Z.

Every morning always build her up with gentle kisses, and always give her spirit, he said, the person who made him learn little by little about religion and about who he really is also that person has accidentally hurt him.

Is it wrong if he makes a decision not because he is afraid to hear an explanation, but what he fears is the reality, the fact that he must accept that Yumna will never love him again.

For this reason he did not want to hear anything from Yumna, because Yumna chose to be silent without wanting to explain everything, and for him it all felt so clear without having to demand Yumna to explain it.

Now Vano stepped into his room on the 2nd floor slowly he opened the door and lowered his buttocks on the edge of the bed. Vano stared at the room, Even he gently rubbed the pillow and bed where Yumna always gave her softness.

'Is this the answer to everything, why all this time always refused to.hah.." Vano recalled where at the time Yumna refused to do the unification perfectly, on the grounds of illness, and it coincides with Yumna's pregnancy.

Vano again thickened both hands.

'Did you know? all my life I've felt this pain, you've stolen my heart too deep and even managed to make me fall and fall I thought you'd be my lover forever, a lover who is always loyal to his love a lover who is faithful to his vows.

I don't know with this wound you gave me can I forget you? Because my love is too strong for you, don't you think that I love you very much Yumna.

But why is it that when I've fallen too deep, why should he be among us? and you chose to leave this house immediately without wanting to explain a word, without giving a defense for yourself.' Vano continued to talk to himself, making him cry again and lament what was happening to him at this time.

Until it crossed his mind for a while Yumna said before coming out.

"You have indirectly dropped the talaq on me for that I am leaving because I am no longer entitled to you and you are not entitled to me, either," Even he remembered his words a moment ago that told Yumna to leave and told her to wait until the decision in court had arrived.

Vano rubbed his face rough.

"Asstagfirullah, why can I do all that? if I repay him doesn't that mean I'm the same as him, right,? but I'm right, I'm not wrong he's wrong he has betrayed me.' Vano who was busy with his thoughts and memories was surprised by the sound of his cellphone ringing.

'Clarissa.!''s chat…!' she remembers her First Love lying in the hospital.

Meanwhile, in another place after finishing his prayer Yumna continued his prayer while shedding tears, it was unexpected if he had fallen in love too deeply with Vano.

But the man threw it away, it was considered like a dust grain, even his sincerity was only appreciated a pretty fantastic check, Yumna rubbed her stomach gently.

''Do not worry dear Mother, Mother can still be strong for your sake, you do not hate Father yes, Father is a very good person really, he is very dear to Mother, Mother, just for now I'm offended." Yumna again shed her tears. she looked at the check in her hand and smiled, she had her own reasons why she had to accept the check, he stood up and took the road to get out of the mosque to get somewhere.

"Save me to the street xxxx ya!" he said to the angkot driver, the driver only nodded in awe, after taking half an hour he arrived at the right destination.

"Sorry can I see Salma's mother?" ask someone who happened to pass by.

"Oh..iye has someone on the deck, enter ***, just inside" said the person in his Sulawesi accent.

"Thank you pale, Daeng di.." said Yumna who also chimed with his Sulawesi dialect.

Yumna also approached the house where it was occupied by Ms. Salma.

*Tock...tok…

"Assalamu'alaikum*.." Yumna's great-grandson gave her a greeting.

"Waalaikumsalam..who…?"

"Son Yumna come on please come in, son," the great-grandson of Bu Salma invited Yumna to enter his house.

"Thank you Mom, sorry to bother."

"It's okay, son, this place belongs to Yumna's own son because if it wasn't for Nak Yumna maybe Mom's place wouldn't be what it is today." Said Ms. Salma.

"Oh..Bu...Where are the children?"

"They have all gone to teach Nak" said Ms. Salma again.

"awh..ahk…"

"Son Yumna why?" ma'am Salma asked in surprise when she saw Yumna grimacing in pain holding her stomach.