SWEETHEART
Alyssa is alive

"Huh...joking you is so funny, do you want to make me cry here, then you will laugh at me that way? forget your bullshit you better go in and look at Mama" said Abizar, although his heart was now uncertain.

Drt...drt…

"I picked up the phone for a minute" said Vano

When seeing the incoming call from Yumna.

"Hallo Assalamu'alaikum…"

"Waalaikumsalam Mas.. Jenasah Alyssa has arrived quickly you guys go home, and Mama how?" yumna asked from across the phone after announcing the arrival of her brother-in-law's body.

"Later I will explain it if it has arrived at the house" Vano replied with a cry, it was visible from the veins of his neck that were holding. Vano ended his phone call.

"Let's go home" Vano asked Abizar.

"Let Mama I tell the sisters who will look after her for a while, after the funeral is over I will come back here, now we better go home because Alyssa's zenasah has arrived home." Vano again.

Abizar did not speak a word when he heard what Vano said to him, he was like a buffalo on his nose, just following Vano's steps.

Until arriving at the Abizar Grief house seen walking on foot with a blank look.

"Assalamu'alaikum." said the greeting as soon as Vano stepped in, and sobs and chants of the holy Quran now began to be heard.

"Waalaikumsalam. Mas..Alyssa Mas..Alyssa" sobs Yumna now began to be heard.

"Honey this has become the Decision

Almighty, has not been described in Surah Ali Imran Qs 185,

Kullu nafsin Dzaiqatul death.

What it means: Every soul must feel death.

For that we must be able to accept this fact, if you are sad when the body is sad, I'm sure Alyssa does not want us to cry for her, she is not sick and hurt anymore" vano comforted his wife while holding back her tears from falling, because she did not want to make Yumna too sad.

"Do you know what the saddest thing about Alyssa Mas is…?" asked Yumna south of her husband's face with eyes that were still watery, while

Vano did not answer, he just shook his head.

"Some time ago, when he was visiting the hospital he said he was so envious of seeing me have a lot of Adam, do you know his last wish, he wanted to have a happy little family, he said, with a beautiful daughter who will be betrothed to Adam, even he also really wants to make a message with me. Hyi hyi hyi" the sobs of sadness came back.

"Where are you going?" Vano asked as he saw Abizar stepping out.

"Of course look for Alyssa" he said flatly with a straight look to his face.

"Abi, did you not hear that Alyssa was gone, and where would you go to look for her if her body was here, come in you can see her one last time!" Vano.

"Abizar realized, I know you are also feeling devastated by this sudden incident, but believe me everything will definitely pass you by, which is important now you also have to be able to accept the reality."

"No! it's not Alyssa, my Alyssa is alive and she's fine, I have it first, I want to find her again, I want to find her again,

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat…"

"Allakumsal…"

and Abidzar was really out leaving Vano and Yumna until both of them looked at each other with eyes of sadness and they regretted Abizar's indifferent attitude as if they did not believe that his wife was dead.

Abizar had heard the conversation over the phone when they were in the hospital, which is why he was silent when Vano brought him home.

"How is this Mas,?"

"Just let her go, Let her go to calm herself down"

"But Pity Diaa Mas"

"You feel sorry for him while he is, does he feel sorry for himself. It's a pity we should take care of everything because the mourners have also come a lot.

"All right, let's go in !" bring Vano.

"But wait a minute...Mama How's Mama Mas doing,? Why Mama? why not come home with you?" ask Yumna, I'm sorry I was late in informing you of all this, Mama actually had a stroke and we don't know when Mama will recover perfectly after the caretaker is done then we'll meet mama and remember don't talk about Alyssa in front of Mama"

"Alright Mas said Yumna with his feelings and surprise, then stepped in.

Meanwhile, Abizar has now arrived at his house and entered the house and opened the door to Alyssa's room.

"Your remains are where if you hear me then go home and I'll explain everything to you, I promise you I'll start all these relationships from the beginning but I'm going home, baby…" Abizar again sobbed considering how his attitude had been to Alyssa but it had become too late for rice to be porridge"

the regret he felt now was useless because his Alysa had gone far away because he felt tired and tired finally Abizar fell asleep on the bed. Anisa while hugging a photo where the photo is the only photo belonging to Alyssa Yang Left behind in the room. Even until the morning before and Alyssa's funeral was finished Abizar did not appear, even Abizar really did not want to attend the funeral, because for Abizar Alyssa he was still alive. For this reason, he did not want to attend the funeral even though in fact Alyssa's belongings were still intact attached to his body, just unfortunate that his face had been destroyed beyond recognition.

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6 Years have now passed since the death of Alyssa Abizar really has turned quiet and stiff even to smile very rarely seen Even he chose to leave the city of Makassar just to try to forget his memories of Alyssa.

"Doctor doctor help my son!"

shouted a mother who held her child in her cradle.

"Bring the baby to the ER quickly!: abizar orders "Well doctor" said the nurses ordered.

"You better wait here. Let us check it out,"

"Alright doctor but the doctor has to promise to save my son said the mother back, with her tears of sadness.