SWEETHEART
I'm not your Alyssa.

"As for you, you can go home with Aisah because I and Mas Bima have interests outside the city for a week, I'm sorry if I can not accompany you to accompany Amar."

"It's OK... You don't worry, Amar and I will be fine here, we're waiting for you..."

"Alright I go in to accompany Mas Bima all farewell to Kak Aisah" said Dimas.

"Are you sure you don't want to come in?"

"No Mas. I'm here." Alyssa refused back.

"Alright then, I enter first Assalamu'alaikum," said Dimas despite heavy heart left the woman he loved so much.

"Waalaikumsalam," Reply Alyssa, he could only stare at Dimas's departure with a rumbling heart, because he felt so evil that he could not give love to the man who had loved him so much, the man who loved her so much with all her flaws, accepted her for who she was even though Alyssa considered her current status to be a widow. But Dimas never disputed that, Dimas was also a very kind and loving person whoever would be his wife then he would feel very happy.

Two days after the departure of Dimas Alyssa was to the hospital to replace Aisah his best friend who he had considered like his own brother.

"Sir Aisah be careful on the road huh!"

"yes you are also fine here with Amar Assalamu'alaikum..."

"Waalaikumsalam.." answered Alyssa, yes today indeed his schedule will take care of his baby, because he knows Abizar only served during the day, and he will take care of his children, because he knows Abizar only served during the day, he was deliberately because indeed he did not want at all to meet with Abizar, the man he now considers as his ex-husband, a man who even until now still can not be forgotten, he said, but the man who had dashed all his hopes and dreams may even be the man, not caring about the news of his death, it is proven that he is now happy to marry the doctor Anha who looks so beautiful.

"Well... Why do I have to think about it when I take a deep breath.

"How is my son Sus?" Alyssa asked as soon as she arrived at her son's room.

"The doctor says tomorrow your son can come home, madam." Said the Sister.

"Thank you Sus"

"Same Madam I say go home first." The Sister's words were answered with a nod from Alyssa.

"Honey.Mommy's child is healing fast, baby. Mami longs for your laughter again" Alyssa said looking at the son who still looks so pale, Ammar was very vulnerable to the cold since he was a baby, that's because when baby Ammar was out all night and was hit by lucky rain his life could be helped, but since then he was vulnerable to excessive rain and cold, as a few days ago, he was vulnerable, Alyssa left Amar to Aisah because Alyssa was going somewhere, because she wanted to rush him to leave the son to his best friend, he said, but Aisah who was going to the toilet to remove his stomach because suddenly he felt a headache and nausea, and, while without Aisah realize Baby Amar out walking towards the yard even though it rained so hard that day. When Baby Amar was cold, he took her to the hospital.

Alyssa gently admonished her son's face a moment later, she kissed him.

"Oh..Oh, pardon why I'm so hungry, wait for Mami yes dear Mami to the cafeteria first, but how do I leave you here?" Alyssa who tangent to reach her salary she immediately ordered food if it was ready she would come to take it.

"Honey wait for Mommy for a moment. Mami will be back soon" he said, then rushed out but he just opened the door and rushed out suddenly he hit someone who was also walking towards the treatment room of his son.

Brugh...

''Aaaw.sorry I.." screeched as he closed his eyes.

Lucky the person held Alyssa's body so as not to fall, but how shocked Alyssa as well as the person who was hit by her, he said, even so surprised he made the person in front of him look at him with a teary look, but Alyssa quickly released herself and was about to leave.

"Sorry doctor Maybe you are wrong because I am not Alyssa you mean maybe our face and name are coincidentally the same" said Alyssa, then he rushed to leave because he did not want to linger in front of Abidzar. For 6 years he tried to forget the man.

"No Alyssa you don't leave my side anymore" Abizar said, pulling Alyssa's hand and carrying her in his arms.

"You are my wife, and you will forever remain my wife" she said.

"What do you mean doctor? let go before my husband sees it!"

"S-husband mean?" Abizar rounded his eyes.

"Yes Do you not yet understand Amar is my Son?" he said, making Abizar let go of his embrace.

"How did you get married when you were my legal wife, you left divorce papers for me, but I never signed them,"

"Sorry doctor. Didn't I already say that you're wrong people!"

"No Alyssa my feelings say you are my Alyssa," he said, re-hugging Alyssa to release the longing that has tormented her so far.

"I told you I'm not Alyssa you let me go…!" alyssa Sentak

"No Alyssa, I'll never let you go again." kekehw Abizar."Listen to me, I'm married and let it go!"

Alisa also with all her strength to release herself from the arms of Abizar, Abidzar saw the departure of Alyssa the woman who was late in love with him was now present in front of him with a different status, and the, meanwhile Alyssa ran while her tears could not be contained anymore.

"Why are you suddenly in front of me? when I wanted to start my life when I wanted to start a new life I'm sorry Mas Abi I'm not your old Alyssa anymore.

"Dear you why? why are you running while crying?'' asked Dimas who suddenly appeared in front of him, Dimas was very anxious when he saw Alyssa running but he seemed to be rebuking.

"Mas..Mas Dimas when did you come? aren't you__"

"I chose to go home early, because I don't want you and Amar why-why, let all the business be represented Mas Bima, now tell me why you ran while crying?"

"I-I'm fine, it's just that I I just saw a mother die and I remember Mama, I miss them so much." His words back sobbing.

"Wouldn't you go home to your family, it's been 6 years since you left them."

"No. I don't want to go back, they all thought I was gone. So why am I back"

"Because they don't know that you're still alive, Alyssa, for that you better call them, I'm sure that if they know you're alive they'll all be happy, they'll all be happy, moreover, we're getting married soon, are you getting married without your parents' blessing?" dimas stared meaningfully.

"I hope you think of my words, and now where are you going? I'll drive you."

"I want to eat."