Take My Life
Chapters 10

1 year later

The jewelry store in one of these large malls is visible in the human padati. It is as usual this store will be crowded with customers but it looks like this time it is a little different. The store was just crowded from the outside as almost everyone, be it a male or female they were just watching and sometimes whispering to the theme.

The scene of a majestic man kneeling before Nathalia was the cause.

"Please give me another chance" said the man, not ashamed.

Nathalia with a slightly different appearance. The woman was wearing a fiery red dres that contrasted sharply with her white skin. Plus a red lipstick that puts a little bit of a mature look on her face. The girl looked indifferent and smiled disdainfully.

"Listen yes, jos. Don't make me say anything I've said before!" Then Nathalia tried to step away from the man. But unfortunately his footsteps stopped, the man held Nathalia's right leg.

"Tha you can't break our relationship like this"

Nathalia breathed a rough sigh. Honestly this girl's temperament the past few months has increased and she hates this kind of thing so much. Nathalia flicked her legs to release the man's stranglehold.

"Stop being silly. Joseph!" the girl stared loosely at the people gathered "don't make me say the same thing a second time. And you should know I'm not playing with the TRASH!"

"Tha I'm in a trap. I didn't know the woman, 'ak. "the man ran out of words to explain what happened. It's all in because a woman tempts him to do things he can't refuse. But it was caught off guard by Nathalia.

Nathalia took a few steps back to her original position. Then half bent down to look closer at the man's eyes

"Ck! I only repeat this once. Make sure this goes into your head that only has a chest and ***That!"

"We. pu. tus" Nathalia pressed each pronunciation of the letter.

"That..."

"Sheep..." Nathalia pointed her index finger towards the man's lips.

"I don't give a reason! To me you are nothing but trash! The man playing behind his girl was no better than a disgusting pile of trash" Nathalia said the painful words in as casual a tone as she could.

Then Nathalia left the joseph bowed in lethargy. Breezed out of the jewelry store in cheers of laughter and the sneers of those who were there.

Then Nathalia smiled obliquely enjoying once again in this week she broke the hearts of men. That's the end of the girl's routine. Wasting money, dating, clubs and drinking made him forget what a dark story was.

Suddenly the phone in his tiny bag vibrated. He took a little trouble to take the phone, just look at his left hand is full of 4 white grocery bags with famous brand logos.

"Where?"

"....."

"Owh okay I'll be there soon"

When he wants to put his phone in a bag. The name and photo of a handsome man appear on the screen of his phone. That's Ray's sister this girl. Ignoring the call, he prefers to keep his phone and leave immediately.

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"You are really cruel!" Ami Gelak

"Me." said Nathalia. He actually did not really care about this topic the girl looked out the glass to see the beauty of the city from the cafe on the 2nd floor.

"Who else if you're not Miss?!"

"I didn't do anything wrong"

"What human being pays another girl to destroy her own relationship? Cuneiform!" Again Ami could not stop his laughter.

"I only reply to what I should have" Nathalia said as she sipped a cold drink in front of her.

Not without reason Nathalia did that to joshep. The man who owned the famous jewelry store a few weeks ago also humiliated a woman, perhaps her boyfriend, from whom Nathalia heard the man left the girl just because he was already interested in another woman.

Remembering that incident alone was able to make Nathalia cause her disgust at useless men. Life is so painful, then what harm do we do to help the task of God in punishing useless humans?

The gazes of the men who admired him and the ravings of Ami did not really care. He only saw the beauty God gave him to enjoy. But in silence he actually enjoyed the feeling of emptiness more than a year of this to bully his mind.

A horrible feeling that cannot be explained by words. There are only two choices between the empty feeling, either living immediately or dying slowly due to the pressure of this feeling.

Nathalia picked up her bag on the chair beside her. Then put his phone in the bag. As he stood up, Nathalia's actions made Ami look up to see Nathalia's face.

"Where?"

Instead of answering, Nathalia prefers to open her bag and display her phone screen on Ami. Ami nodded in understanding. Then without a word Nathalia breezed away from her theme.

"Later tonight you must come! It's very rich!" Triakan Ami before Nathalia far away left him.

If Nathalia had looked so lazy to do anything. Now the girl stopped looking at Ami and then showed a sweet smile and gestured okay with her finger. The man who will date him is like a money tree that will update every item. How could Nathalia not like that.

Every step Nathalia noticed by the man. Seamless legs decorated with hell cream shoes and a sexy red dress with a back that is only covered by a few tiny cross straps. His appearance is very striking the impression of an adult girl who is 21 years old.

For Nathalia, facing such a male gaze was common. Even it became commonplace for him after becoming a new person.

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Nathalia closed the car door, before that she had told her driver to bring her shopping up.  Step feet in welcome the big house dominated by white color.

This was a common thing, even from his childhood he always felt this way. If not Ray who always shared his affection he might not be strong to live a lonely life before he met Axelin.

"What are you doing?!" The voice was very familiar, but his tone was now a little foreign.

Nathalia turned her head towards the voice, staring dislikefully at Ray's late attitude. The man nagged her more than he loved her like he used to.

"Just have fun" said Nathalia feeling innocent while releasing the tab from her hand onto the sofa.

Ray rubbed his face violently, as if he was really frustrated to see what happened to his sister this late. "What happened to you? Why are you doing this again?"  Said Ray who no longer understood the mind of Nathalia.

"I live my life a lot" said Nathalia. Then choose to go past Ray but his hand was stopped by Ray.

"You didn't continue your treatment?"

Nathalia turned her head to the side with Ray's burly hand, which stopped her steps with a sharp look.

"I'm healed!" Nathalia said as flat as she could.

"Are you going to ruin your life with all this tha?!" Ray sayup's screams rang out before this white door closed.

Pov Nathalia

No one has ever understood the inner problems I am experiencing at this time. Losing someone in such an unnatural manner made the invisible wound immortal!

If anyone asks me if I ruined my life with all this?

Did they forget my life was ruined a year ago? Where do I see Axelin holding back the pain just to save me?

If ever

Yeah.say word that's ruining my mind right now. All the impossible possibilities I've always proposed for life today. If only X hadn't come to see me.

If only X had been in his office at the time. Maybe he'll be with me now.

Give up?

Ck! It was just a human hypocrite word that was never in my position. I tried everything to live. Erase all the memories he left for me?

I gave up his disappearance. But everything I do is in vain. Every time I want to forget it makes me miss it even more.

This feeling of emptiness, a terrible emptiness made me want to run away from the painful reality slowly but surely eroded my sanity 

I took a picture of Axelin. This is the only photo I have, after my attempts to forget it. I stared with great difficulty holding the crystal clear circle forcing out of my eyes.

I always ask if it's over?

Can it be completely erased? 

Can I let you go? 

Can I erase memories I used to love so much? 

It can't happen again!

I can't get near you.

I want to run to a place where I can't think about you anymore.

You've gone and the memories that remain are so painful.

The memories you left for me turned into a sharp thorn.

Get out of my memory. The photo with the white frame now looks blurry because my tears have taken over the platform.

One drop of clear crystal touched the photo glass of the man hugging his friendly self. The silence of pain merged into unity into a cruel whip that hit me every day.

Pov author

Nathalia hugged the photo tightly, curled up under this thick, warm, pink blanket. Crying and crying that is what Nathalia lived when remembering the figure of Axelin.

It's been a year, but Axelin still lives in the shadow of his black shadow. This is the main reason the girl is now living to be someone else. Enjoying the world of night, booze and men as if it had become his mirichas. Living a fragile life into her self is very painful.

Indeed nightmares and anxiety are rarely experienced by Nathalia. All thanks to alcohol and the new free life he wrestled with.

A few months ago Nathalia tried therapy at Ray's direction. But Nathalia stopped the treatment with the excuse of being cured.

Not without reason.

The dose of psychiatric drugs was very hard, it felt when Nathalia took a gulp he felt like a heart attack until sometimes he had given up and chose to die.

Not to mention the sudden panic attack experienced by Nathalia as if he returned through the difficult time. The time when he saw Axelin get stuck in the wound. Axelin's agonizing face made Nathalia want to run as hard as she could from this harsh reality.

Hypnotrapy is not as easy as Dr. Lauro talks about. Remembering that person was Nathalia. Perhaps Nathalia is one of the most dissident women on earth. But it used to be in a reasonable status.

If lauro wants to avoid using the ego personality method. But accidentally the results of the hypnotrapist instead form a new ego personality for Nathalia. And unfortunately Nathalia chose to stop the therapy. On the grounds that he's 'healed'

Now the soul that develops in Natahlia is the worst soul that she has.

TB

tukan's? don't always judge others as evil, because you don't know what he has experienced until he can become his current figure. the past is theirs and the future with them is upon our settings. always do good even if there is no benefit amu yourself 😘

Anyone know how Lauro and Nathalia met?

who have read Apk next door please turn back because the story will be ay pull and will ay revision 😂 here aja deh read it 😂