Take My Life
chapter 61's

Before meeting Emily

Nathalia opened her eyes, a sense of tightness and strangulation, making her muddled in tears, while not far from her Dr. Lanscaster looked at him with a haru smile.

"You can Mrs. Morales" said Dr. Lanscaster was encouraging, finally after days the woman was able to get through the pain of hypnotrapi.

Nathalia didn't care what the doctor said, she just cried. Wishing the heap of pain in his chest to be crushed and come out with the fall of his tears.

"I'm sorry" said Nathalia lirih Almost inaudible.

Nathalia's grip on her bag grew tighter along with her heavy steps. He stepped out of Dr. Lancaster's doctor's care room

It has been a few days that Nathalia returned to therapy, suddenly her steps stopped when passing through the operating room.

Lauro could have a surgical schedule today. It made Nathalia reluctant and completely unprepared to look at Lauro now, immediately he turned around but the figure with a ferocious face was already blocking his body.

"You why?" Just ask Emily who was standing right in front of her.

"Ak.. I'm fine" Nathalia nervously wanted to turn away from Emily's sharp gaze but to no avail.

Soon Emily pulls Nathalia's hand to follow her. Should not be in this condition Emily would have gotten a tantrum from Nathalia, but now.

Nathalia could only fall silent and follow Emily's quick steps, which pulled her down a small hallway near a rarely used staircase. Because some people may now use the elevator more often.

"Speak to you now! You're avoiding Laureokan?" Ask Emily who is anxious because it has been days accidentally watching this girl

"..." - ".Nathalia bowed lethargicly and chose to lean her body against this cold wall, too much for Nathalia to say but she did not know where to start.

"OK I know, it must be because L made your mother wretched, didn't I?" Ask Emily who's trying to hold back her emotions, come on. Anyone knows it was just an accident.

"..." Nathalia remained firm not to answer.

"I know everything, I know you're hurt but... I hope you're trying to be realistic" Emily knows Nathalia's position, perhaps too harsh if she expresses her true opinion?

"..." again Nathalia seemed to ignore it, the woman remained silent and looked down at the cold floor to make Emily even more anxious.

"Tha? No one wants to make a mistake! I don't want to do that to your mother either. You should know how he's been living his life after that."

"..."

"Can't you prepare a little apology for Tha? You're not the only one who's hurt. You should know how L lived his horrible life"

Sayup sayup cry Nathalia liquid, her body shakes restrain emotions.he is not deaf to hear all the screams Emily.

"I'm a witness to her journey, only Evgania stole her heart first. I chose to stay in Spain what do you think?!" Emily's Salak is on fire, finding Nathalia who always ignores her.

"I just want L not to live this horrible life on his own! From him looking after the woman, I should know it wasn't Evgania who was the mastermind of L's solitude" said Emily tired, whether once again she should see L tormented after living off Evgania.

And now Nathalia? Two women with the same face, no! this really can't happen.

"Should I bow down to you? So you can forgive my brother?" Emily clenched her lips together with a falling clear crystal on her cheek.

Emily knew the gravity of Lauro's childhood, watching Lauro let her know that a bad fate was also hitting the man "if you think of me chasing him because I like him, you're wrong. I just want L to live his life right.

"Can you not let him get hurt again?" Emily pleads almost prostrate in front of Nathalia, and is quickly restrained by Nathalia

"I. I just want no one to hurt her anymore including my own ego" said Nathalia softly looking into Emily's eyes with a look full of pain.

"L lived her life feeling guilty" Nathalia sobbed. Removing her tears tried to explain everything.

"It's all because of me"

The flash back

Nathalia re-entered this yellow room, looking so peaceful and serene. Then sit on a special sofa and lay his head on the backrest.

Dr. Lanscaster smiled and sat in the single seat not far from Nathalia "as usual Mrs. Morales. rilex's"

Dr. Lanscaster began his therapy

"This time you must dare to go deeper into Mrs. Morales, you have to be brave against all your fears. Make it all a lesson. Go deeper and find the rain, little girl and your mother"

Like changing the tv channel all the memories are seen changing, overlapping and want to be shown first. Not to mention the shadow of Axelin that made Nathalia's body shake. He wants to run away from bitter memories and continues to blame himself for Axelin's death. He felt he could not breathe but the suggestion from Dr. Lanscaster urged him to go deeper.

Nathalia's memory stopped at one point. As he sat on the terrace seat "Dad and mother will part" said James\-\-Nathalia's father, this time staring at Nathalia who was busy with her activities.

"Owh.." said little Nathalia was still busy drinking her dinginya. He was not surprised what else was afraid because he did not understand about the pain of becoming an adult.

The man took a slow breath"Dad probably won't come back"

His father's words scowled Nathalia's attention "Where's Dad? Is the place far away now?" Tanya little Nathalia began to be enthusiastic because she endured the longing every month alone she was not strong what else she had to wait any longer.

Like today, today he just met this slightly stocky man, then tomorrow he will definitely be in stay again, it had been almost a year that he knew his father was working out of town and got only one day off in a month.

"Hmm" the man cleared his throat hard enough to find a comfortable position for his next words, he quite understood this was not good for his son, but he had to say goodbye to his beloved daughter " mom and dad don't fit in anymore maybe it's better to split up"

For a ten-year-old girl, maybe Nathalia doesn't really understand what it means to be apart, but not being able to see her father is what she fears most.

"Then what about my mom?" The girl slightly held back the fear that had just emerged from her body, could it be that mother would leave her as well?

How will he live? Without both parents?

"You're with mom, I think you'd be more worthy of being with her than being with me"

"What if I miss you?" The girl began to cry, the fear of a child is not being able to see what used to look beautiful, there will be someone hurt by a departure.

Any parting plan will torture a child who should not understand an adult's decision.

The middle-aged man sighed softly, he knew this was a good thing for his son, but both for him and his wife had decided to divorce.

"Baa... What if a. I want to walk with you again, I promise not to ask for anything I just want you" the girl cried and pleaded for an innocent wish, a happy little girl is forced to frown on the selfishness of her parents.

Tbc

Sorry for those who have ever run hypnotrapi can comment on how the conditions in the field because this is only the result of research..

Always remember do not expect perfect works from ay 😂