Tasbih Love In Qatar
When the Back Exam Approaches

Somehow I again feel a kara here, the husband I slowly believe will be loyal immediately changed. I know he has no other choice, but it still hurts.

When I began to realize love, the exam came back to greet me. Was my heart that strong until God continued to test me? Is not God not going to test his servant beyond his means? Why does my heart feel so tired? Can I take a break from this painful fate?

(Zulaikha Azkadina)

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Like in the waves, Zulaikha's body seemed to feel so weak when he heard the answer from the husband. After fighting together searching in two countries at once, in the end Tareeq still had no choice. For the sake of his brother's recovery, he willingly accepted Qifty's request and dented him.

Sick, of course he feels pain, but what can he do besides trying to be patient and accept the reality? Nameera also needs help, and this time she's the one who has to make sacrifices.

His chest now felt increasingly claustrophobic when he saw Tareeq go with Qifty to speak four eyes. Tears that he had been holding in front of Tareeq eventually spilled and soaked his cheeks.

Ammaraa's mother looked at her daughter-in-law, she clearly knew what it was like to be willing to share a husband, slowly approaching the girl and hugging her.

"I'm sorry, son. We have no other choice but to let Tareeq with his decision" Ms Ammara said in a voice that shook.

So even with Grandpa Husein, it was here that he felt guilty for marrying Zulaikha to his granddaughter who in the end the girl had to accept the harsh reality of her marriage that was just the age of corn.

***

Qifty takes Tareeq to a restaurant for dinner together and the man follows her without saying anything. It felt so happy because everything he had planned from a long time ago now bears sweet fruit.

"So, are you serious about what you said, Tareeq?" ask Qifty.

"Yes, if you keep your agreement" Tareeq replied.

"Of course, all right, maybe we should just talk about our marriage. I want our marriage to be carried out first and your sister's operation, I don't want you to cheat" Qifty said.

"Alright," Tareeq replied with his flat face.

"Okay, come to my house next week, and apply for me officially in front of my parents" Qifty said.

"Alright, but before that, I want to see that cord blood, I also have to make sure that you don't cheat" Tareeq said.

"Of course, I kept it in my hospital, and not in the hospital where your sister was treated" Qifty replied.

They went to the hospital belonging to the Qifty family. During the trip, the girl never got away from staring at the man who was focusing on driving the car. The man he had long admired for a long time, and finally he could be in the same car as today.

After arriving at the large hospital, Qifty took Tareeq to Rafif's umbilical cord blood storage.

"This is a lab, only lab officers are allowed to enter and must wear Lab equipment. Cord blood that is here is in its final form, namely stem cells because it has gone through a series of processes, it is stored in a device called cryotank that contains liquid nitrogen with a temperature - 196 degrees Celsius so that the condition is good and stable even though it is several years old," explained Qifty.

"How can I trust you if it's really inside?" search Tareeq.

Qifty seemed to think for a moment. "Well, if you insist, you can come in with me, but put on these clothes first." Qifty gave her a lab outfit, complete with a mask, headgear and a handscoon. After everything was used, both Tareeq and Qifty finally entered together with a laboran in charge of maintaining cord blood stem cells.

"I'm going to document what I saw" Tareeq said as he pulled out his phone and began taking videos of every detail in the lab.

"He is the doctor in charge here and the future wife" Tareeq explained what was in the video, making both cheeks Qifty met red and in the end he allowed the man who would become her husband to take a video of what they saw at this time.

After showing everything to Tareeq, they came out of the lab.

***

As the night wore on, Zulaikha decided to return home. The girl entered the main room which has now become her room as well since Tareeq brought her back from her apartment in The Pearl Qatar.

The room was still empty, there had been no sign of her husband's return since he left with Qifty. I don't know where he is now, there's no word from him at all. Zulaikha who was so tired ended up falling asleep first.

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The next morning, Zulaikha woke up a little late than usual. On seeing that Tareeq had just returned from the mosque performing dawn prayers in his signature attire, it meant that the man came home when he was already asleep.

"What time are you home?" ask Zulaikha.

"At half an hour in the morning" the man replied flatly.

Zulaikha nodded his head. "I pray first then," he said then immediately to the bathroom.

Without her noticing, Tareeq stared at her into the bathroom with a sad look. "I'm sorry, may you be patient" he said.

After Zulaikha finished his prayer, he furrowed his brows at the sight of Tareeq already preparing with his usual office clothes.

"You're going to the office?" the question is astonished, the article is still too early from his schedule to the office.

"Yes, I will have breakfast outside as well" the man replied and left immediately, without saying goodbye or even greeting Zulaikha's hand.

The girl could only stare at the husband's departure with a sad look, even tears again began to gather in her eyes without asking permission first.

"Why is his attitude back to what it used to be? Was he just kidding?" inner Zulaikha with a chest that felt so tight.

***

A few days had passed, Tareeq, Grandpa Husein and Aunt Afra were preparing for a proposal to Qifty's house. Ammara's mother obviously did not come because until now, Tareeq had never wanted to talk to her, let alone Aunt Afra who was very clear showing hatred and even refused her presence.

Zulaikha looked at Tareeq who was about to leave and again said nothing to him. It feels so painful to see the change in attitude of the husband, plus at this time he has to let go of her husband to propose to another woman.

Even if Zulaikha was smiling at the moment, it was only her way to endure the turmoil in her heart that seemed to want to make her vent all the feelings that made her chest feel so tight.

Tareeq who saw the wife's sad gaze, even the eyes that had now been covered in tears finally turned towards Zulaikha. Without saying anything, the man immediately hugged Zulaikha tightly.

"I'm sorry, I hope you can be patient" he whispered near Zulaikha's ear, again that was all he could say to her.

Zulaikha's cry finally broke after a long time he tried to hold back his cries all this time. Wanting her to prevent her husband from going to propose to Qifty tonight, but she had no power whatsoever, the current situation really made her have to give up.

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