Tasbih Love In Qatar
Worse Again

Do you know what it's like to be in trouble? Afraid and confused about how to live my life after this, sadness and disappointment always haunt me, it feels like the world is no longer on my side.

When I sleep, I don't feel like waking up because the spirit and hope that used to be gone is gone, like those I love are gone forever.

Not entertainment nor advice I need because my common sense is not working right now, your support and patience in accompanying and waiting for me, that is what I really need.

(Zulaikha Azkadina)

***

Zulaikha squeezed the blanket she was using, her body still shaking from crying. Although he felt tired to cry, but somehow his tears always flowed. His heart wound opened again after a long time, and this time more brrtad added the pain because he blamed himself.

I don't know how many times he regretted the carelessness in keeping the child in the womb, even the word 'bod0h' he had said to himself. Zulaikha no longer knew how he had to deal with the world after this, dealing with Uncle Aaron and Aunt Anisa, Grandpa Hussein, Nameera, even he was very afraid of facing the husband.

Having a miscarriage is certainly something that is very painful, when the child who has been waiting for this long, suddenly goes away even before being able to see it directly.

"I'm sorry Mama, son. Forgive Mama, Mama is indeed bod0h not able to take care of you, is Mama still worthy to be called Mama? Hicks." Again the sound of crying from Zulaikha was heard filling the room, the room that now left only itself.

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While outside Zulaikha's ward, Tareeq sat on a chair while covering his face with both hands resting on his knees. Both of his shoulders seemed to shake, Uncle Aaron and Aunt Anisa were well aware that the man was currently crying.

Anisa's aunt, who was feeling sorry to see the sadness of the husband of her nephew, was about to approach the man, but was immediately detained by Uncle Aaron who now shook his head slowly.

"Let him get all his emotions out first, after being calm, then we invite him to talk" said Uncle Aaron.

The night grew late as Tareeq began to feel a little calm. He got up from the chair and stepped slowly towards the door of Zulaikha's nursery. For a moment he put his ear on the door to ascertain whether the wife is still crying or has calmed down as well as himself.

Tareeq slowly opened the door after confirming that Zulaikha was no longer crying, and sure enough, the woman was now asleep with her eyes moist and still wet from crying.

Tareeq sat by the bed and grabbed his wife's hand so carefully that she wouldn't wake him up.

"You're patient, honey. Allah knows you are strong, you are able to deal with it, so Allah tests you again with farewell. Whatever happens, I'll always be with you, baby" Tareeq said, then kissed Zulaikha's hand.

After saying that, he put his head on Zulaikha's bed with his right hand, while his left hand held his wife's hand.

Aunt Anisa and Uncle Aaron who saw how Tareeq's attitude felt a little relieved. They were very afraid that Tareeq would blame Zulaikha for everything that happened and even leave him.

"May Allah immediately replace it with a later pregnancy so that the wounds of Zulaikha and Tareeq can be slightly subsided even though it is impossible to forget," said Uncle Aaron and then saluted by Aunt Anisa.

***

It had been a few days since Aunt Afra was expelled by Qifty when she was about to visit her mother. Now the middle-aged woman came back to the room to visit her best friend since childhood, and luckily Qifty was not there so no one stopped her this time.

The middle-aged woman who was now wearing a prisoner shirt was silent for a moment with a sharp gaze that pointed forward. However, a moment later he bowed while giving a rough breath.

"You know, ever since that incident, I've hated Tareeq so much and everything related to him including you, that even today I still hate you, no matter how close we were, no matter how close we were, my heart aches for your nephew's humiliation. However, I realized, my hatred will not change anything, even he will just slow down my burden here. If only my Qifty did not exist, I might as well give up and choose to die instead" said the middle-aged woman.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know Tareeq would act that hard just to keep his relationship with Zulaikha that they obviously married because of an arranged marriage."

"Have it, don't mention their names anymore, I want to live a quiet life."

The two middle-aged women were now silent to each other for a moment in her submission.

"Oh yes, I have a request if you want to make amends for your mistakes." The mother of Qifty reopened her voice.

"What's that?" ask Aunt Afra.

"Please take care of my daughter, I don't want anyone to hurt her, keep her too so as not to go near Tareeq and his wife, I'm afraid she'll get hurt again."

"Alright, I'll fulfill your request."

After talking to her best friend, Aunt Afra came out of the room with a worried heart. How can he keep Qifty, while the woman now hates him so much, let alone be close to him, just look at him, Qifty will be instantly angry.

"Did Aunt come here again?" asked a woman in a sharp tone, making Aunt Afra stop her steps and immediately raised the face that had been bowed.

"Qifty's? Sorry, Auntie just wanted to apologize to your mother, son," Aunt Afra replied.

"There's no point in apologizing, it's all happening, now I'm asking, Auntie get out of here and never show Auntie's face in front of me," tell Qifty with a shrill voice that invites curiosity of some police who are there.

"But, Son ...."

"I said GO!!!" shout Qifty.

"Hey! Be polite when talking to older than you!" reprimand a man in uniform while approaching the two women of different ages.

"Khalids?" lirih Aunty Afra, the middle-aged woman obviously knew a friend from her nephew because she used to come to the mansion with Tareeq.

"You don't have to interfere" Qifty replied, then looked back at Aunt Afra. "Gapain Aunt is still here? I said go!" The woman was now trying to push the middle-aged woman's body before her.

Khalid who saw it quickly held Qifty's hand, but due to the strong urge and insistence of the woman, made the man accidentally push Qifty to the point of almost falling over.

"Hey, don't be rude to women!" This time the screams came not from Qifty but from Aunt Afra, making Khalid turn to the middle-aged woman in surprise and surprise.

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