The After 150
Aerospace
*Flashback before timeskip*
Each name has meaning and meaning for the person who carries it, such as Asmaraloka Kirana which means beautiful rays of love very much reflects the figure of her as a woman who shines in her place of origin, then what about the figure of the aerospace aksa darna?
“You never asked your mother about that?” Rara asked with a curious look
“My own book does not know what the meaning of those words is, because who gave me that name..
For a moment the atmosphere in the dream world became silent
“I also do not know who my real father even my mother also I do not know, who they really are..” Call Rara while looking at the distant sky.
“Indeed who gave you that name??”
“That's my mother, and she really hopes to auntie that one day I can be a figure that reflects that beautiful name.”.
Dirgantara Aksa Dicolor consists of three words Dirgantara, Aksa, Adicolor, which means the space that is around and around the earth (Dirgantara), Far (Aksa), and something that reflects beauty (Adicolor), and is, what did he expect me to do by giving that name? how am I supposed to be in the sight of his mind and his eyes? what should I reach?
The answer was also slightly answered from a letter he sent at that time, a letter containing a few words gave me a glimmer of light, my heart thumped every time I heard the words that the letter was emitting, and with it I could still think that far away he still thought of us here.
But it's just a lie…
I always wait for her and the letters that she will send in each year, time continues to pass but my hope in her never faded, has she forgotten us…?? Just giving news can't let alone coming back with us.
The more I grow, the more I fight against the disappointment that befalls me every year, but until the time when that trust will wear off, those hopes cannot last forever, the more a person grows up he will be aware of the reality around him and slowly he will change.
Time continued to pass and did not feel it had been 3 years Me and Poppo past our High School, at the age of 17 we graduated high school with a very satisfactory predicate, which is very satisfying, on the day of farewell, I felt very proud when my name was called as my favorite student.
I am proud to step forward on stage and receive awards and scholarships for everything I have achieved during my high school years, When I was on stage I looked up at the old man's row of chairs and there was a mother with a big smile showing her proud and happy face.
But when I saw other parents go in pairs, my mother just sat there alone, There are still family issues that remain unresolved.
Uncle who used to visit is now no longer seen himself since mother began to dare to fight, one night saw me fall unconscious after trying to fight uncle mother not only silent, but also silent, he took a bat in the middle room trying to fight uncle, although the resistance was not too impactful but at the right time poppo and his father came to help us.
Since then our lives have been better, with the help of poppo and her family mother also got a better job and no one else bothers us, but we cannot ignore his absence.
At least I wish he'd come to visit on this special day and then happily say "I'm really proud and happy to have a child as great as you..." simply saying those words alone will surely melt the heart of every child after being conveyed by his beloved parents.
I walked slowly down the stage and approached my mother, I hugged her tightly, I could feel her body squeezing as she hugged me and I could feel the sadness directly stabbing me, it hurt as if I was going to cry because my mother struggled alone raising me.
As my feelings and mother began to deteriorate, Suddenly Poppo came patting me on the back while saying.
"Blessed, my friend, this is the day!! The day we graduated!! haven't you always dreamed of??" Poppo with joy.
Then the poppo parents also came to us, and with their presence the sadness that we were waiting for disappeared
"Thank you buddy... Countless more how much debt I have against you..." (Dirg)
"I'm also very grateful to know... If you hadn't helped me back then, I don't know what would've happened to me..." (Pope)
FANTASTIC DUO, that's me and poppo, a friendship that started with a one-sided offer of good fortune, and it certainly won't end here...
Arriving at home I continued to wait for the right time to talk to my mother, in the afternoon before night mother usually sat on the terrace while watching the sunset, that was the right time in my opinion.
I immediately went out and sat down in the wicker chair beside my mother, We told her about the past, the beautiful things that have passed and the moments that changed our lives, on the terrace of the house that afternoon my mother and I laughed, a feeling of relief flowed as we chatted until suddenly mother asked
"So... Do you want to wander off to continue your studies...??" Ask mom
I was surprised to hear the question and then fell silent for a moment thinking of the best answer I could give
"Yes... I'll go, I'll study in the best place with the scholarship I received."
"Then go, reach for your dreams."
"Mothers... You don't mind??"
"Why is that?? As long as it's the best choice for you, why not??"
"Mother..."
"Then... Dirga really can go...?"
Meanwhile, just after the black car parked in front of the house, my mother immediately fell down while her hands were trying to hold back the tears that poured out never felt like I had seen a mother this weak for the rest of my life.
The car door opened and a man came out with a brown jacket covering his entire body and a fedora, the man saw me and took a suitcase in the back seat, the man then walked up to me and asked.
“Are you Dirga?? Son of Dahl?”
“Dahl? yes I am Dirga and I am his son.”
“Alright then, I am a good friend of your father, far away I was always by his side until the end of his life.”
“Until the end of his life?? What do you mean."
“Dirga, your father is gone. and before he leaves for good he asks me a few things and one of them is...this.”.
The man then gave the suitcase in his hand to me, as I received the suitcase felt light and When I shook it there was the sound of an object shaking in it.
“What is this..??”
“Pump a letter, he wrote one in every last year put it in a box located in the suitcase, I'm sure Dahl really hope someone will read the letter.”.
I opened the bag and found a small box with a stack of letters inside it, the letters are old letters written on the date of writing written 16 to 1 year ago.
“What is this letter..??”
“All the letters should have been sent to you Dirga, but your father never had the determination to give them.”
“No determination?”
“I cannot explain everything, Your father is a figure filled with mystery, but since the first time I met him he has written the letters, he said the letters were about to be sent to his family far away then when I asked him why he did not visit he only replied that he did not have enough determination and courage.”
Among the letters was a video tape hidden in it, I immediately took a video tape and went looking for a television to play it at that very moment, at first the screen was filled with gray until I finally could see the face of an old man in his 40s who felt like I had not seen for a very long time.
Can it already be?? Is his camera
it's on??
Just direct?? Alright…
“This video is his last offering for you, I hope you can listen to him wholeheartedly.”
As she took a long breath, I remembered her face clearly and it was true that I had stared directly at it many years ago.
But now all over his face there are many wrinkles and some gray hair on his head, very much different from what I remember and displayed in the photo.
"Hi Dirga, how are you?? Yes it's your father I can guess you might forget the face of this one old man huh.. Haha...."
Yahh..it's something to understand.I'm sorry I couldn't be there during your best moments, all I remember about you is just a little boy waving at me in the rain as I was about to leave…
Time passed so quickly, I kept thinking about when the right time to send the letters, when the right time to go home.
I'd love to see you for a while, I'd like to hug you right away but all I can do now is…
His stern-looking face slowly faded on the television screen, the smile he maintained began to tremble in tears.
I deserve to call myself a father…
You know, no matter how far you're there. I love you more than you think, you can hate me, because I am nothing but a loser who does not even have the determination to raise his child.
Remember one day until you are happy.remember me all your life, so that you can be a good father…
You can certainly do it, Dirgantara Aksa Dicolor.A beauty that is far along the earth Heaven and sea…
Suppose I could repeat the time, I would always go back to the time when I was last with you Dirga… and feel your tight grip on my fingers…
until the end of my life, I will love you…
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