The Arrogant Widow of Father Choice
Chapters 82....

My feelings were greatly relieved after revealing all my heart to her.No matter what her judgment towards me was, but at least she knew at this moment there was a woman who was learning to fill the void in her heart.

And suddenly I missed Rima,because she could always comfort me when I was sad, her adorable face and her babbling, sometimes adult-like babbles always made me laugh, even though she wasn't born from my womb,but he was like a heartbeat that gave me new life.

I continued my delayed thinking, too,which is to lay down my body that feels tired after finishing doing homework.And I chose Rima's room for where I lay down my body because I think I should not disturb David anymore.Surprisingly getting into Rima's room more and more I miss her.

"Rima dear..hurry back, because Nai's mother misses you so much"

I said while hugging Rima's photo and lying on her bed.

"What is Rima doing now?"

"Surely it's there in the afternoon and you must have gone on a road.."

"Haaah..Mom Nai misses you so much, hurry back Nai's mother is so lonely."

I said this time talking to a picture of Rima in her room.

"Would I make a video call instead?"

"Hemmmm yeah, I think that's a good idea."

Thought.

And I immediately grabbed my negligee pocket to find my cell.

"Ouch..fuck, it turns out my phone was left on the couch in my room."

I said to curse myself.

One side I was lazy to go back to the room because there was David.But on the other side I had to go to the room to take my phone because I missed wanting a video call with Rima.

Having no other choice, I ended up with a heavy step back to my room to pick up my phone.

I saw David still sitting contemplating on the sofa and looking out the window.Without asking anything I immediately took my phone on the sofa right next to David sitting.But my steps had to stop because David pulled my hand when I managed to grab my phone and wanted to go back to Rima's room.

"Wait...."

Said David holding my hand.

"What's wrong?"

My toot.

"Sit down...."

David Pinta.

And without denying, I sat beside him.

"Why did you just leave after so much talk?"

David looked at me so close.

"Because I think it's useless to stay here because you won't give any response with all the expressions of my heart."

My answer.

"You're why you always just justify what you think without listening to what other people want to say."

David said and held my other hand.

"What else should I listen to from you besides refuting and rejecting everything I think."

"Hey.women preacher."

"At least stop talking and let me say something you should listen to."

David Pinta.

"What?"

My question's short.

For a moment we were both silent and David kept looking at me so close that it made me a little misbehaved, until he finally smiled and pecked my hands one by one in turn.

"Thank you....."

David said to me for the first time which is usually the word more often I said until finally I was stuck to give a gift to him.

"You owe me one gift ...."

I said as if reminding David of the rules in his life.

"Let it, and I'm ready to give you anything as a gift."

David said as if he did not care if he had stuck with his own rules.

"Why say thank you?"

"For what?"

My toot.

"For a heart that has begun to love me."

David replied instantly making the atmosphere in the room romantic.

"Oh...."

"There's no need to thank me because it doesn't mean anything because you can't see the sincerity of my love trying to fill your void."

My answer was a little ketus and stood intending to go back to Rima's room, because despair had crossed my mind all would have sounded useless if David also still persisted in his arrogance to remain unconfessed of his feelings.

But as fast as lightning David immediately pulled me and made me sit in his lap.

"Sit in silence, for I have not finished speaking."

David's orders were a little harsh and held me in his lap.

"I don't know since when you started loving me,but all I know is that my heart has started to love you ever since I saw and heard you praying for my daughter Rima in the hospital mosque to tears.Since then you've touched my heart.I'm so moved to see your sincerity in love with Rima is so extraordinary even more than the love of her birth mother.Even you dare to fight my fear about Rima's identity that I had doubted whether she was my flesh blood or not.You are really outside but the fear of loss continues to haunt me.I'm so afraid if I start to justify what my heart feels is loving you, I love you,one day you will also leave me because I think that is what my life is like.I am about my heart that always tries to whisper love words for you by way of exalting my ego,cover it with my arrogance.But ...know you every day I find it difficult to cover up that feeling even I gave up and had thought to want to reunite with the man you once loved that is Arga even though I was not willing can kill my love for you and I will never be hurt again.But the existence of Rima like giving strength which is an excuse not to let you back to Arga.Rima so love you and vice versa you are very loving Rima then how can I possibly separate you.Finally I choose to cover my feelings and throw the word love in my heart even though it is difficult.And do you know this feeling makes it more difficult when you sincerely allow me to touch you even though you hear yourself there is no love between us and wisely you say consider it a right and an obligation between a husband and his wife."

"You wonderful woman, you have touched my stiffened heart,you're willing to budge by choosing silence when a harsh word comes out of my mouth, and that's what makes me lose you even harder."

"You're right I was so jealous when you were so close to Arga, that's because I love you so much, ' she said,I don't want to open any chances for any man to come near you because I don't want my past to repeat itself.If after I love you you will go away I will. Promise me and swear on Rima's behalf that you we will not die for any reason if one day I am not as rich and great as I am now."

David let go of his embrace and stretched out his hand asking me to promise to look so much hope on his face wet with tears.At that time I really understood that he was so traumatized by his past it's my job to cure him.

"Promise...."

I said welcome his hand, and David hugged me very tightly..😍😍😍😍😍

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