The Autistic Men's Stain
A Line Two
No one knew that night Fina was in her house. He was intentional so that no one would ask him about his condition.
In the midst of his sadness.
In the middle of his daydream, the door of the house was knocking. Fina walked over to open the door. Fina had a little peek at who was coming.
It turns out that Chandra and Else along with the perpetrator William who looked swollen because they had cried.
Fina breathed a rough look at who was standing at the door of her house.
Once again Chandra knocked on Fina's door, but there was not the slightest intention of Fina to open it. The fear, trauma and hate were still deeply entrenched in him.
"Suster Fina, please open the door we need to talk. I beg you" said Chandra.
"Suster out dong! Sorry Willi" Now the old boy is crying again.
"I feel afraid to meet them again" Fina just stayed behind the door.
Hearing the noise in front of Fina's house, her neighbor Dicky came out and approached the three.
"Sorry sir and Nyoya are looking for Fina?" ask Dicky.
"Right bang, we're looking for Fina!" answer Chandra.
"But Fina doesn't seem to be coming back here, sir! I was waiting in front of the shop there but did not see Fina coming" said Dicky.
There was a sense of disappointment in not being able to meet Fina who was actually listening to their conversation behind the door.
"Oh so yeah bang!" chandra.
"Yes Sir! Moreover, the lights of the house will turn off" Dicky said again.
"Oh well if so, we say goodbye first" said Chandra.
"Suster Fina doesn't exist. We'd better go home" Chandra takes Else and Willy home, but the young master is again sulking but wants to be at Fina's house.
"Willi, listen to dady, son, you don't do this. Let's go home tomorrow we'll come back" Chandra pulled William's hand.
When stepping out of front of Fina's house, William had turned to look at the house, and how surprised when Fina was looking at him in the window with a little opening her curtains.
Realizing William knew it, Fina immediately pulled her face and closed the curtains back to her house.
"Dad, look at that dad, Sister Fina is inside. Let's go there again" William pulled Chandra's hand back to Fina's house.
"Suster Fina no Will. Let's go home yeah" Chandra doesn't believe the boy's words. William was so likely due to feeling too guilty towards Fina.
"Don't want dad, Sister Fina was there" William kept pointing towards the supposedly empty house.
Chandra's patience seems thin tonight.
"William Alexander Tanoko, listen to dady. Let's go home!" chandra snapped that scared Else and William, and it was only tonight that Chandra's whole life never snapped so hard.
The three of them finally came home.
Now leaves Fina in solitude. He wept, lamenting the injustice of the world against him. Moreover, he had thought what if she was pregnant because William and himself both reached the peak when William mengkap0$@nya and William threw ca1r@n laknat it inside. But he immediately brushed off the privates of his mind.
The next day, William came again escorted by Eko. Fina didn't know how to get rid of the old boy. Meeting him was reluctant because of his fear and hatred.
The days were increasingly changed, Fina increasingly dizzy with the behavior of William who every day came to his house from morning until night had not come home, until one night, until one night, he deliberately set up the front tent of Fina's house to invite Yudho and Wati.
It was funny, but Fina was even more afraid of William.
It's been a month since that incident. Now Fina's body is often weak, and her appetite goes down.
"Why me!" mumbled Fina.
"It feels like my body is limp" he said again.
then his memory was fixed on the date on which he came to the moon.
On the calendar shows he has fifteen menstrual dates but this is almost the twenty-sixth of last month there are no signs of menstruation.
He was even more afraid that the thing he refused would happen. Fina then left her house to buy a pregnancy test.
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With a worried heart Fina opened her eyes to see her pregnancy test. As soon as he closed his mouth, his tears were already pouring down his cheeks.
"No way, no way.... Arghhhhhhhhh" Fina cried when she saw two red lines plastered in the pregnancy test.
His body immediately fell on the floor. The hysterical cries were inevitable until they were heard outside his house.
"Bang, you hear the voice of a cry not at all?" ask Dicky at the koswara who was coffee at the front stall of Fina's house.
"My horror. His voice was rich in Fina. I'm worried again. Let's get scared" Koswara asked Dicky.
They also walked towards Fina's house.
Tok!! Tok!! Tok!!.
"Fina, you're inside, right? This bang Kos same bang Dicky. Open the door first we worry" said Koswara.
Fina opened the door immediately.
"Fina why are you crying? Ask Koswara.
How could Fina have told the truth that she was two-bodied. It could be a galaxy of Milky Way if Fina gets pregnant without a husband.
" Hmm, it's okay bang. I just miss you" Fina replied lying.
"Patience to Fina. Please let your father go. If you need anything, we citizens here will help you at any time. You and bang Mahdi Almarhum we have considered brothers" said Koswara.
"That's Fina. Don't worry about us" Dicky said with pity.
Soon koswara's wife named Dian approached.
"What is this kang?" ask the husband.
"This is bun, last time I was coffee with Dicky, I heard the voice of someone who was crying, it was Fina. Pas we samperin he said miss his father" replied Koswara.
"Oh so!" said Dian.
Then the woman approached Fina.
"Don't be sad. Stay patient and do not feel alone because we neighbors will always love you" he said while hugging Fina.
Fina was also moved.
"Thank you everyone" he said.
"You're more than sad continue, mbak Dian cook a lot at home, let's eat yes surely you haven't eaten huh?" ask Dian.
Fina just nodded weakly because she had not eaten.
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William is now confined to his room. The rice that Wati brought was all nothing he touched.
The old boy just cried and sometimes went berserk.
It's always tantrums that happen until both parents become sad.
"Darling, eat well don't be like this. Don't make mami equally sad dady" persuaded Else.
"No no no. I want Sister Fina mi. Willi wants to apologize to Sister Fina" William again sulked.
Else took a heavy breath.
"If Willi doesn't want to eat, what if Sister Fina doesn't like Willi?" else asked continuously persuading him.
"Suster Fina likes Willi, the proof when Willi plays horses with Sister Fina he just wants" he replied innocently.
"Oh yes, son, no longer talk like that mami does not like. Now you eat. Sister Fina once told my mom that she doesn't like children who don't want to eat!" firmly Else.
The pain returned to Else's heart remembering Fina's fate. He was afraid that if Fina became pregnant that automatically was his grandson. Else was not afraid of having a granddaughter by her employees and in any case Fina was far below Else, but she was afraid of how Fina would pass the hard times by herself.