The Autistic Men's Stain
Acknowledging Feelings

Along the way there was no conversation between the two. Both are too focused on exploring the contents of each other's minds. There was only a subtle snoring sound coming from Aliyya. Yes the boy fell asleep greeting sling Fina.

Shortly after, we arrived at the apartment where William lived.

William opened the car door to let Fina out. Then he pulled his hand so that he would follow William to his unit.

"But our son was in the master room" William ordered when he arrived at his unit.

Fina simply complied, she immediately laid the tiny body on William's bed.

" If you have, meet me on the balcony" William said as he walked to the balcony.

There are thousands and even millions of questions that both will ask regarding the disappearance of Fina and William normally.

Fina's footsteps stopped when William's sturdy body was in front of her.

"How are you?" the first question that started the tension.

"good. Very good" replied Fina a little ketus and he did not care.

William faced Fina, looking with his sharp nettle.

"Why are you going, hem?" a question William wanted to know.

"Is it because I was sick, that you couldn't believe that I could make you happy and take responsibility for the child you bear? " William asked in a bitter tone. Her tears fell free from her eyes.

Fina couldn't answer that. He just kept quiet while bowing.

"Jawab Fina answered. I need your answer" William raised Fina's face.

"I just don't want to be married to an autistic man. How can you take care of me and my son while you yourself have limitations. And I think it's true, it turns out you tricked me William. You're not autistic, you came with this yourself. You who are without blemish.. Hikhikik.. You even mercilessly ruined my life" now Fina was already crying on the floor while covering her face.

William grabbed it immediately. Hugging her then carried Fina's body onto the sofa. William immediately overcame her and kissed her with unstoppable tempest even though Fina had thrashed but she was not comparable to William's energy.

"Eumppphh, Stop William stop" Fina cried as William continued to pique her. Longing, the pain now William poured on the woman who was under his confinement.

"Even your lips are still sweet, Fina" William melum@tnya, passed the row of Fina's teeth.

Satisfied with peppering Fina..William released himself.

"Let's talk, so there's no misunderstanding" William helped Fina sit down.

"Speak up so I can understand a little" Fina replied.

"You must think I'm pretending to be autistic, right? I'm not pretending, honey. After your departure that morning, in the afternoon I went to Pak Andi's house, but the situation was empty. I was sad, crying. I ran to find you but a car hit me until I was in a coma. Dady and mom thought I was going to die, but God is so good to me, I'm healed and normal again. Yes, even though I don't adapt easily to being an adult. It took me three years of personality school in Canada to do this. Honey, would you believe me if I didn't lie to you?" ask William to make sure while his hands cupped Fina's face.

Fina just nodded at me, enjoying William's handkerchief on her face.

"Cock quiet? Do you believe what I said?" ask William back.

"Yes, I trust you Willi" Fina replied with a shy face.

William hugged Fina. Kiss her with love.

"But Will!" fina's words hang.

"Why, hem?" William wanted to know what Fina was going to say.

"How's girlfriend? I don't want to ruin your relationship" Fina replied.

William was astonished to scrunch his forehead while Fina asked about her boyfriend. William said, Which girlfriend? While he was busy looking for the existence of Fina and Aliyya without any time to date.

"Daughter? Which was? I never had a boyfriend, baby. My woman is just you" William said.

Fina immediately reached into her phone, then showed a picture of William and Nikita Ozawa.

"That's paparazzi engineering, baby. Nikita and I are not dating" William replied.

Fina looked at William's netra, wanting to ascertain if William was telling the truth. And once again Fina didn't get the word lie there.

"I trust you Will" said Fina.

"Thank you dear. Let's raise Aliyya together. I want to protect you, I also want to atone for my guilt for not being there in the moments when you struggled to conceive and give birth to Aliyya" William said as he clasped Fina's body tightly.

"I want Will. But I'm ashamed" Fina said in a soft tone.

"What's embarrassing you, hem?" ask William.

"Our status, Will. I'm ashamed, not worth you. I don't believe I can be with you" Fina replied as she sobbed.

"Hey, listen to me, all men are equal in the eyes of God. I love you sincerely and you also have to accept me sincerely. Don't think about it. Mami and Dady must be happy if I told them I found my soulmate" William wiped Fina's tears.

"Don't cry because I'll feel your heartache" William said.

"William, I love you!" said Fina shyly.

"Hmm, try saying it one more time, I didn't hear it!" William is deliberately seductive.

"I love you, William Alexander" Fina said in a loud voice.

"I love you too Fina Nurlita" replied William.

On the sidelines of hugging sessions, William's stomach suddenly sounded.

"You hungry?" ask Fina.

"I haven't eaten since morning" replied William.

"Will fried rice?" ask Fina.

"You, want, want" William mimicked a boy-like style that reminded Fina of her past.

"Wait ya!" Fina immediately made William's favorite fried rice.

Finished eating, Fina was suddenly agitated at the thought of Maya serving shoppers in the canteen alone.

"Willi, I have to go back. Maya must be worried looking for me. Moreover, at this hour, many office buyers go to the cafeteria" said Fina.

"So that canteen you guys are managing?" ask William.

"Yes" replied Fina.

"Geez why don't I find out about that!" said riled.

"Darling, you know who owns the company?" ask William.

"No really. But said all female employees, if the new company owner is handsome, handsome, dashing, and uh making frowns" replied Fina who mimicked the style of speech of some employees.

"Hmm, so yeah. Are you willing to compete with them?" William said as he stroked Fina's hair.

"meaning?" Fina dengganga then realized William's question for a second.

"So you're Will's guy? You're the new owner of the company?" Fina took a step back.

"Yes, honey. I am the owner. I'm not the one who bought it, but Dady. I'm just replacing the dady here" William replied with a smile.

Fina shock.

"Have not been shocked that way. All of this will belong to Aliyya" William said.