The Autistic Men's Stain

The Autistic Men's Stain
Making a pilgrimage to Eat Daddy.


This evening Maxim deliberately invites Fina to talk from heart to heart. He wanted to ask Fina for permission to apply for Mila.


"Is there anything you want to talk about?" Fina sat in front of Maxim.


"Fina, I want to be honest with you if I love Mila's mother. Do you mind if you want to marry your mother?" Maxim was eager to hear Fina let him get in touch with Mila.


"What's? Om not kidding? How can you, while you just know your mom?" ask Fina astonished.


"Om knew your mother three months ago when your mother was..." Maxim did not continue speaking.


"Cur bella, you mean? How does om know?" fina asked increasingly curious.


"Because I used your mother" Maxim was honest with Fina.


Instantly Fina was surprised, she did not expect that a respectable man like Maxim liked the street-side hawks.


"I didn't think he was a bad guy" there was a upset and disappointed tone there.


"It's not what I imagined. Let me explain it" Maxim finally explained everything about the origin of his meeting with Mila until he was determined to marry her.


"Please if you want to marry your mother. I will not forbid happy mothers. But I ask one thing to om, please if one day you guys fight or mom makes a mistake, please never reveal her past. Can you promise that?" fina asked as she looked at Maxim with an intense gaze.


"Thank you for accepting me. Om promise never to bring up your mother's past" Maxim promised.


William just silently listened to the conversation between Fina and Maxim.


William did not expect Fina to be very sincere for the happiness of the mother. Without William knowing that in the depths of Fina's heart he harbored tremendous destruction.


That morning Fina fell silent to herself in front of the pool. As if I didn't want anyone to bother me. William approached while hugging him.


"Why here?" ask William.


Fina turned her head while wiping her condensed tears.


"Speak what's really going on?" ask William.


Fina shook her head.


"Does this have anything to do with Maxim's plans to marry his mother?" ask William.


Fina shook her head.


"Speak up so that I understand how you feel" William said as he gently rubbed Fina's head.


"I don't care if mom gets married to anyone she's happy with. Because we weren't this close. Will, you know, mom gave me a million cuts, especially in my childhood. I'm used to living without a mother so she's married too I don't care. I just remember my dad. It's been a long time since the account went to his grave" said Fina.


"Not be sad anymore. Tomorrow we make a pilgrimage to the grave of my father-in-law" William said.


Unexpectedly, Mila heard what Fina said to William. Guilt was now back in his heart. He deeply regretted why he could be deceived by the persuasion of Tarmidji who lured the world's treasures until he consciously left Mahdi the husband and Fina.


In fact, from his marriage with the master, did not bring him a happy life and a rich treasure, he even fell into the black abyss, and Fina was the one who saved him.


"Son!" mila said in a soft voice.


"Mother? When did you arrive?" asked Fina trying to look mediocre.


"Just now that mom arrived, Mr. Maxim picked up mom" said Mila.


"Mom, you better take it from Maxim. Fina can be sure that Maxim is sincerely in love with her mother. We talked and I agreed it was about mom's happiness. After all, I'm still young, too" Fina wanted Mila to take care of her and not be alone anymore.


"Mom can think about it, because the mother who is getting married is not me. May mother always be happy with mother's choice" Fina again shed her tears.


Mila said nothing, she immediately hugged Fina, they both cried together.


"You've always been good to me, son. Although I have inflicted a lot of wounds on you in the past" said Mila a hiccup.


"A thousand times you make a mistake, I will always forgive you" Fina said.


...


He then arrived in front of a very simple stony meal. Not that Fina was unable to fix the father's meal with ceramics or marble, but Fina remembered that the Mahdi had been efficacious if he died, so the meal should not be on the wall.


"Son, if dad dies, dad's grave isn't good. Enough stones as a sign that the body of the father is under it. it could be how many more years there are new residents who will be buried here" said Mahdi stamped in the middle of his illness.


Fina wiped her tears as the fond memories of her father's Mahdi unfolded again.


"Dad.. Hikhikhik" Fina ended up crying in the pusara of the father.


"I'm sorry, Fina just visited me now. Dad, Fina's fulfilled my request to forgive mom. Fina misses dad" Fina hugged the tombstone.


On the sidelines of her cries, Fina even recalled the remains of the puzzle of how Mahdi took care of her alone in a crumbling mood after Mila left and married the Tarmidzi master. At that time Fina was sick from crying too much. He's feverish. Mahdi was very worried about making porridge for Fina but the porridge was burnt and bitter. Mahdi also took Fina to the clinic ...


"Dad.. Hikhikhk' Fina still weeps at the tomb of the Mahdi.


A hug fed him.


" Fina, your father must be proud to have a son as great as you, son" said Mila.


"Mother!" ogre.


"mas, look at our son now being a tough woman. He has forgiven me. My thousands of sins and mistakes to you. I'm sorry" now Mila who turned to cry while plucking weeds on the belly of the ex-husband.


"You are great, you have managed to educate our children to be this great. Thank you that the reward always flows to you. May you be placed by God's side, mas" said Mila lirih.


His chest was tight, since the death of Mahdi, he had twice visited his tomb, this was the third time because he believed Fina brought his sorrow to the tomb of the father.


Even at dusk, When the two of them came out of the nutrition area, Fina saw two old people, they were husband and wife who used to clean their meals.


"I'm sorry, are these grandparents the caretakers of the tomb here?" ask Fina.


"Yes neng! What's up, huh?" ask the grandfather.


"Sir, please take my father's grave. Please clean the wallless tomb" he pointed at the Mahdi's tomb.


"Oh who's near that frangipani tree?" show the grandma.


"Yes, grandma"


"We always clean all the food was neng without exception. We are happy to do that" said the grandmother.


Fina then took the money from her bag. He gave ten pieces of money a hundred thousand to the couple.


"This is for grandparents. Thank you as a thank you to me because my grandmother and grandfather have taken care of my father's meal" said Fina.


The grandfather shakily received the money given from Fina.


"Thank you, may the windfall be more. We can buy rice today and feed our twenty cats" said the grandfather.


"A lot of cat cakes?" Fina wondered what grandfather was raising cats.


"They're street cats, we pick them up because we like them" the grandmother replied.


"Where are grandparents' houses?" ask Fina.


"In the hompimpa alley, next to the gang bacok, neng" replied the grandfather.


It was enough to talk, now Fina and Mila were gone. There Maxim picked him up.


"Do you know where we are in the tomb?" ask Fina astonished.


"Know dong, do om ngikutin prospective wife from earlier" replied Maxim while glancing flirtatious at Mila.


Mila was embarrassed, she just lowered her face.


"Ish basic bucin aka slave love" Fina's son to Maxim.