The Autumn In Heart
The Part 34

I cook dinner, eat warm soup will definitely taste very good. Since Merry couldn't stand using MSG, I used mushroom broth and beef broth as flavoring.

"Merry, you try it first." I put the sauce in the spoon.

Merry sipped his broth.

Srrupp!

"Hmmm... very good, especially if the meal is still warm like this." Merry gave a thumbs up.

"Let's eat now!" Take me.

"In the meantime, I'm gonna make some iced tea for both of us." He opened the refrigerator.

Merry broke ice cubes and made ice tea. While I'm putting together a meal on the table. Our dinner menu tonight is beef soup, with the addition of mushrooms. There is also a sambal that Merry made by himself with his recipe.

There are also fish crackers that Merry's parents sent from the village. It feels so good it's amazing, I think. Of all the crackers I've ever eaten, this is the most delicious.

We ate voraciously, occasionally we both gasped for spiciness. This dinner is really good. I remember 3 days ago I was starving all night with Briyan. What is Briyan doing tonight? is he gonna come over here?

Why am I thinking about it?? huh! this Briyan is indeed the cause of trouble in my life.

Tonight was very quiet and sultry, I went out to relieve the sultry, Merry also followed me.

"Wi... usually Mr. Briyan has come at this hour, why did he not appear?" Said Merry sitting next to me. Our feet both dangled down.

"Come on Merr, I don't want to see it either." My words Santaistake my back to the pole.

"You are like that Wi. apparently you still can't see the contents of Mr. Briyan's heart."

"I'm not stupid Merry, I can clearly see that feeling." I exhaled a rough breath.

"So, you still can't accept Mr Briyan's feelings??"

"There's nothing Mer needs to accept, the more I fall into that feeling I'm just gonna sink in. What he once said Mr. Briyan was right."

Merry looked up and looked at me sharply. "What did Mr. Briyan ever say?"

"He said he didn't need love, which is why he wanted to marry me. I agreed, too, but baby, now we're both caught up in that feeling. I'm in love with her too."

We both fell silent, the atmosphere became silent. This is what I don't want, someone will know how I feel. But I can't bear to keep him alone. I want one person to know that I actually love Briyan.

The weather changed drastically, the cold started to flow. Looks like it's going to rain.

"I understand your character Wi, you are just inferior to your status who is nobody compared to Mr. Briyan. While Mr. Briyan only wants women who really sincerely love him. But it is inversely proportional to the wishes of the father and the president."

I was more and more silent listening to Merry's words, she understood everything but I brushed everything aside.

"My position is too difficult Merry, sooner or later I will definitely retreat. Now, or two more years. It would be best if I killed my feelings from the start."

"That's cruel Wi..." Merry just said that. "You're a woman too, you deserve to be happy and you don't have to kill your feelings. You just have to fight with Mr. Briyan. I've always seen you always pursue a career and money."

"Yes Merry, you're right."

"Yes, I'm getting tense."

We both laughed together.

"So, have you ever been in love before?" Merry asked curiously.

"I. um, I have a bad habit." I said it with worry.

"What's that?"

"Every man who is close to me, I must always underestimate them. I always feel better than them when it comes to work. Because the man who approached me had an uncertain job. I regret underestimating them, even though they are good men like Briyan, all because of my selfishness."

"So, you insulted them??"

"Ng—no, not insulting directly so... means only in the heart, but it's also very bad right??"

"So you don't have any sweet experiences with other men??"

"That's never really... It's sad, isn't it??"

Merry nodded, so I exhaled a rough breath because of it. Tonight Merry really blackmailed me.

"So, what about you, Merry...?" I asked him back.

"A—aku...??

"Why are you so nervous?"

"Ng—no, I. actually I also want to confide in you."

"Just tell me. Who is he??" manya curious.

"I'm ashamed, but he asked me to get married immediately."

"What??!"

I stared at Merry in disbelief, I looked at him completely in disbelief.

"Who is he?? let's quickly say Merry..."

"I—it, it's still a secret Wi.. We promise to keep it a secret" he said nervously.

"Emmmm, you made me wonder about Merry." I was upset with him. "I didn't expect you to get married soon Mer. I always left my friends behind when it comes to romance."

"I'm sure, one day you will be together with Mr. Briyan. You just need to be sure with Mr. Briyan, and sure of your heart."

"Yes Merry, but I really don't expect much, I think it's better." I threw a smile at him.

We both went into the room because the weather was getting rumbling sign of rain coming soon. Me and Merry went into our rooms.