
Trying to wear the white Grey uniform that was bought earlier and then standing in front of the mirror and I looked at it from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head. It's also funny that you're starting to grow up. I'll be wearing a gray white uniform soon.
"Dad, mother, your son is all grown up. Will soon be exploring the world of the white Grey school. I hope you will realize to go back to see your son even though he does not want to be together anymore" I said to the wall with my shadow standing while wearing a school uniform.
No tears coming back. Either sad or happy that I feel right now. But for sure I have to be a strong boy who is able to beat the pain in life.
"Relax key, not always your life becomes empty. Walk to reach for your star because of faith and prayer above all else" Again I converse with my own shadow.
Encourage yourself to live a life that is always interspersed with heartache. I hope that the pill goes and disappears and then a happy grip will come someday so that I can explore the world and rest on my own feet even though I am not fully standing.
"Oohhhh, it's raining tonight..... " Singing another famous one from one of the Indonesian bands that is last child entitled diary depression.I sang loudly while enjoying every piece of temple that pierced the heart.
The song I like most of all. Although there was no cell phone or TV at home, at least I could still listen at school or anywhere. This song is also about my life. But thank goodness my life has not fallen on the negative. Because of my high ideals then always keep this body to become a national team player later.
Very loud screaming inside the house. Destroying loneliness, after all, there is no one in the house or around my house. There is only one house at the end of the house adjacent to the rice field. So it doesn't matter if the concert itself is here.
"Oh yes I forgot, have not prepared for the siwa orientation period" I said while clapping the eel. I immediately woke up and prepared everything so that tomorrow could leave quietly for school.I then returned to rest to calm my heart.
It was a very cold Monday morning. I woke up in the morning to get ready. Worship, cook, eat and get ready to go to school. The school was very far away from the previous Junior High school, so I had to leave early in the morning using public transport.
06.00 A.m., I was at the stop waiting for the transport. Not forgetting I stopped by Mr. Abi to just say hello and say goodbye. And I also saw Riki who was ready to sell. It was like going back in time, getting together with Riki and Pak Abi. But this time I set out not to peddle newspapers but for school.
The journey takes about 25 minutes. Because my school is very far away and is on the border of the city. Sitting in an orderly manner in the transport, and calmly listening to the old songs played by the driver.
"Sir left sir"
\*critt\*
I got to the front of the school. The atmosphere was clean and beautiful, my eyes were amazed at this sight. Welcome banners for new students are already installed. Many new children are delivered by their parents. Some get a kiss from the father, some get a warm embrace from the mother. I just watch with a smile. Then hurry to get into the school.
"Hey you" That shout sounded as I was just stepping in front of the gate
"Yes me" I was immediately startled and turned to the voice.
"Yes you, where's your ball hat" My hands were busy touching my head and it turns out I forgot to bring the ball cap that had been ordered for MOS (Student Orientation Period).
" Okay, pake forgot everything and my house is far away again" I muttered with my head down
"Here you are" the senior snapped at the man. I rushed towards him calmly
"Fresh first enter has done a thing, now as the punishment you walk squat from here" he snapped with a ketus
"Squat road?, this is just a ball hat and students have to squat road is indeed what military school" I objected when told to squat road to the ceremonial field
"You're nyolot yeah, want me to add in" snapped one of her female friends who was on the side with an annoyed look. Here I try to be patient because I first entered this school.
"Eh key wait" A familiar voice from behind. The voice came when I wanted to squat
"Ari" I said as I looked at a boy who was running towards us
"Sorry brother, my friend's hat was left in the car. You see he likes senile brother" Ari gave me a ball cap. While I was still astonished to see Ari with a smile as if to signal for me to take it immediately.
"Yes already there wear and immediately gather in the field, watch out until I forget again" I immediately go and pull Ari's hand.
"Yes, sister" Ari replied as she walked with me. I did not answer because I was still upset. Just because the ball hat was punished to the road squatting, even though this public school is not a military school. And their faces just want me to slap.
"Kok you can have 2 ball caps anyway" asked me to wonder at ari
"Obviously there is" he replied arrogantly.
Ari said that he deliberately made 2 ball caps in case of fear of damage. It turned out to be at the gate, he saw me. His steps immediately ran and approached me who was not carrying the hat, fortunately there was already a hat in Ari's bag so he immediately gave it.
"Thank you very much ri, sorry for taking nicotine"
"Just calm down, sick one sick all and happy one happy all. Yaudah yuk to the field" We immediately rushed to the field. The MOS will soon be opened to new students by the principal.
"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatulli wabarakatuh
" Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh" Simultaneous answers from all school residents.
"In this sunny morning I will be inaugurating the opening of a new student MOS at High School A............."
Standing in the middle of the field listening to the headmaster who was doing the directions and making a speech. No small speech, always at length. The students who listen are always bored. I am bored too. But you still have to listen until it's over.
" Waalaikumsalam warahmatulli wabarakatuh"
"Thank God, it's finally over"
All the participants of the ceremony were disbanded, except for us new students who were still sunbathing in the field. Then there is one of the OSIS (student organization) women as the committee provides direction to do the next activity. It divides all students into 10 groups. After being divided, each group must follow the OSIS who leads. He said there would be a school introduction.
It turns out I was in a group with Ari. And I didn't realize it also turned out to be a group with Yuri. I was also surprised that Yuri went to school at this High School as well. I don't know why I was with him still quietly, just getting along at that time. Though I wanted to be friends but it turns out Yuri was still back to her old friend back then, so I kept quiet and stayed away afraid she was embarrassed to be friends with me.
Getting around the school by doing school environment introductions. After that we sit in a place that is the ball field at the back. Listening to games or directions made by senior kaka. At first I just relaxed listening to the direction and the game they gave, but the longer the stranger. Actually not a game and rather want to embarrass new students by doing whatever they want.
"Who here is afraid of cats" Some children raise their hands in fear of cats, but are instead told to take the cat and bring it in front of them. If no one complies, they will be punished. Some people do it even if they are afraid. Yuri also seems to be very afraid of cats.
"Hurry and bring the cat here" He clashed at Yuri who was still silent and looked at the cat with the greatest fear. I don't know if Yuri was afraid of cats, when seen from her eyes she was very traumatized by cats.
"Ta, ta pi I'm afraid of kak" his voice stammered as he trembled with fear within him.
"If you don't want to, then you have to crawl in this field" Yuri would rather crawl than have to hold a cat. I was angry to see all this but I chose silence.
It feels funny, there is this kind of treatment but the school allows it. How can military exercises be applied in schools that are generally for learning. But if indeed the school is military-based, it is only natural. This has nothing to do with military-based schools.
"Next, in the bushes there are fruits of red color and become food for snakes. I want 3 of you to take it"
The views of all the students were fixed on the bushes that looked extremely dense. The thorns grew up there. And the most frightening thing is that there will be snakes. It is a snake that will prey if we disturb the peace of his sleep.
"You, you and one more you please stand" His hands were busy picking three students they liked. One of them is Ari.
"So let me be brother" I prevented Ari from standing up. And I offered to replace Ari. Ari's body with me is different, I'm afraid she's why it's better I face all.
"Oh you want to be a hero? " Ari prevented me and forced me to sit back. I wanted to answer from the senior but Ari's hand held me back with a letting go look.
"No brother, he was joking let me do it" Ari gave an eye gesture to let me let him do what the seniors ordered.
"Had let's hurry there not too long" Ari and the other 2 students walked into the bushes and entered to look for the fruit ordered.
I thought worried, because when I saw the bushes it was so clouded by darkness. Either the darkness of a beast or whatever. My gaze remained as I watched the ari who was getting inside to look for the fruit. The three of them slightly grimaced in pain from being hit by a thorn from a wild bush. While the seniors were cool in talking and joking to see the grimacing students. My mind was already hot to hit them but my eyes could not escape Ari's sight.
"Yes, my brother found it" One of the students had already come out and found the fruit he was looking for. Inside was Ari and one other student. I think the more anxious, why Ari still has not found the fruit.
\*bruk, bruk\*
"This sis, I've found it too" One of the students caught up and found the ordered fruit. Ari is still in there. I thought I was being unreasonable, afraid that something might happen to Ari.
"Sorry brother, my friend has not yet come out of the bush" I stood up and held my hand to tell them
"Yes that means he has not found the fruit, hahahaha" Lightly said as if deliberately trapping the students into the dangerous bush.
"If anything happens to my friend how sis" I asked with an annoyed look
"Yes stay in foster care, keep going to the hospital"
\*plak\* fits right once, landing on the cheek of a female senior who speaks at will.
I had blown it away but the anger exploded and not seeing anyone speaking rudely finally the hand landed on the right face.
"Heh you're so insolent" His hand grabbed me and then I fought back by hitting his arm to get his hand out of my hair.
"Hey hey, you guys have been fighting. You too Ana fought. You are a senior must exemplify good" said one of the senior men who suddenly came when the two of us had a fight.
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