The Betrayed Husband
early divorce papers

I lived in my parents' house for a month,during that time also I did not work because it is still in healing.dini stay with his mamah did not want to be invited to live with me.but my parents still gave him a living.

my parents wouldn't let me go back to work in the woods, fearing it would happen again.

when I was busy playing with zahra arrived early.

"mah, who's coming, why didn't you tell me you wanted to come here.can you pick him up there"

"sama rizki.gak papa father is still not healthy right.mamah here also not long anyway"

"oh, you want to take us back there?let father be ready first if so"I want to wake up to be prepared but held by early

"well, you come here just want this love."now give me the brown envelope

I took the envelope, then I read my hands shaking holding the letter, without feeling my tears fall.

"what does this mean mah, what's wrong father is equally mamah" I see an ordinary early face just no guilt in the slightest.

he arrived and brought divorce papers to me.

"yes mamah want us to separate, mamah is not strong with father"

"the color of the father does not work, but mamah still the father gives a living, how could you see the child separated with his parents mah.try mamah think again"

"yes father can not meet all the needs of mamah, mamah tired of living with a father who has nothing, can not give us happiness."

he paused for a moment to catch his breath

"children don't have to bother thinking.lagian this is not a father's child, if zahra wants to come with you please,"

she lightly talked that the child she had just born was not my child.then whose child?

"do not think too much about who the biological father of the child.later there is pain again, now the important signature of the letter, all completed.come or not to the trial is not important, it is not important,the important thing is that we separate the cost of all the responsibility that I do not need to think about"he easily explained everything as if there was no burden that he bore.

I just kept quiet to hear everything he was talking about. indeed I did not fulfill all his will, not that I ran away from responsibility, not that I ran away from responsibility,all this time I worked tirelessly early in the morning and even at night I still work to meet his myriad needs, even the often-foya behind me.all I try for him and the children.but he didn't really think I existed.

"do you know him well" I asked early on about his affair

"yes I know him well, even he is more everything in your appeal,and I'm sorry to know you first rather than him.but it doesn't matter what else he accepts me.even we were married siri before this child was born" he explained

it was beyond my expectations that the early days that I thought loved and cared about me turned out to be her betraying me in the back.Even she had a child with another man, the stupid one I thought was my son.

she used to frame me for being responsible for getting pregnant out of her real marriage, but now she's pregnant with someone else while I'm working out of the area,it was a life I lived with.

"thank you that's how we say we go home, salute your parents and Zahra" stand up and go, without looking for Zahra first.

even he left did not ask zahra, even though it was his own biological child he could leave her.

I heard Zahra's voice crying.I looked for where the voice came from was Zahra inside.from earlier she heard our conversation.

I hugged zahra.gave a little comfort to her.so that a little calmer.after she was calm then we talked.

"Zahra shits all of it" I asked quietly.he nodded

"what does Zahra want to say" I need her head soft

"Zahra will remain the same father, Zahra does not like the same evil mama.mamah, Zahra hates the same mama"

"sadly horrified father yes, you can not hate the same mama, lest he who menggahirin Zahra, Zahra should still respect mamah okay"he nodded without arguing, I hug again Zahra.

we just stayed at home and my parents went to a cousin's show.

"sir ma'am, I and I will be separated at noon on coming to bring a letter from the court" I told them

"why, what problems you can't talk about either."

"i don't feel wrong about him, sir, but he's the one who can't afford to live with me"

I explained everything to the father without anyone I covered the father was still listening.

"you agreed, and signed the letter" I nodded in agreement.

"good, you keep coming, we'll see what he'll say at the trial"

the father is also really caught off guard with early behavior that likes to regulate me, and too royal with money, the father has been silent because he did not want to interfere.

he disliked it early when I was sick, and didn't even accompany me in the hospital, and came here just to see, then go home again on the grounds that Dira can not stay and may not stay overnight with the baby.

indeed, at that time he was still 1 month old, and was having diarrhea, he said, too often the color was given water, not formula milk, when early was gone.dini himself rarely gave his reasons, not the reason,asi's not much out.

the divorce trial finally came, I and the father attended it, all went well, nothing incriminating, all the explanations from the early was received by the judge.

when asked about early child custody replied that we agreed to bring each of 1 child.zahra with me and dira with him.when the judge asked me, I also agreed.

finally, the judge decided that we were both legally divorced in the eyes of law and religion.