
after my divorce early, I started a new life.zahra always encouraged me, I started gardening like before.for while I borrowed my father's garden to manage again.
thank God nothing is in vain, as long as we are sure and always try all there must be a way. as I live today from the beginning of which only peasant chili and finally I can be his boss, I never stop thanking God almighty.
with the capital of my father's garden I borrowed finally I could buy 2 hectares of my own garden.all of which I managed to live, I also have 10 members to take care of all my gardens.
I am also building my own palace, because I do not want to continue to depend on living with my parents,thanks to them also I can be as successful as this.I am grateful to be born from those who love their children so much.even when I fall down even they are the ones who encourage me to be able to rise again.
"heru, I see you've started to succeed, don't you think about finding a new mother for zahra?"ask dad
"now have not thought sir, let it be like this first.lagian I see zahra also happy aja sir"
while I look at the Zahra who is playing
"are you sure zahra is happy, try to pay attention when there is an event at the school friends his friends all with complete parents.whereas zahra only you who accompany"
what you said is true, Father,zahra was always me who accompanied her friends with her parents.what I was too selfish just thinking about myself.but I myself was still afraid to live the household again, I was afraid to repeat.
"later I asked zahra first sir, if he wants yes I'll find."
I thought about what you said.indeed zahra need mother's affection, but this heart is still doubtful.when in fact I also feel there is less but always I'm distant.
tomorrow I plan to take zahra and my family to walk the road, sometimes bring them fun there is nothing wrong, Lagian zahra also school holidays.I will take them to the sea, Zahra is very fond of the sea.
"zahra, what a school holiday if we walk to the sea."
"yes, I'm not lying, right, who's going to come?" ask zahra spirit
"emang dad ever lied to zahra.ya all of them follow, zahra want him who would come?"
"all dong is not delicious if only zahra with the father, if the same grandpa grandma does not follow zahra also not come"zahra doesn't like it when she goes and doesn't take her grandparents.
"okay if it's ready to be ready for tomorrow's quick departure, I know grandma yes"
"paternity boss, hahahahaha"zahra laughed and ran to his father's house which was only 10 meters away.
because zahra to the father's house I finally prepared all the needs that will be brought.
not to forget I also invite my members to come, only some of them who want to come because they also have their own plans with their respective families.while the unmarried they come with me.
we all leave early in the morning from home because the trip is also quite far about 5 hours.we rent a car tub open so that it can be freely looked at.
after many hours on the way, I finally arrived at my destination, I woke up Zahra who was still asleep in my lap.
"we have arrived well,"zahra was enthusiastic to see in front of him there was a wide sea, he just ran towards the sea without hearing my words.
braakkkkk
"aww ouch"
"zahra you're not papa, son,"
"sorry sorry mbak, her mother is not papa right, sorry once again was my child was heartless.gak accidentally nabrak her mbak"
because too happy and heartless zahra hit a woman who was carrying drinking water until it spilled on some of her clothes.
"yes no papa his name is also a small child, it's common kok" all while wiping the wet clothes exposed to the drink earlier.
"let me change, dress the same drink" I said badly
"don't bang papa anyways I also want to play water later will be wet too," refused it
"but I'm not good at it"
"wait a minute let me buy you a new one"
I immediately bought the woman a drink, until I forgot the zahra.after the drink I bought.I rushed back to the place where the woman was waiting, I was waiting,how surprised I saw the zahra with the woman playing water with me saw the zahra who was so happy to laugh off.laughter that I have not seen for a long time.heart this as in the pinch, like in the pinch,his pain has not been able to give Zahra happiness.
I also approached those who were playing.
"zahra, father look for his likeness here"when I've seen him but pura search for him.
"oh yes this is the drink that was" I handed over the drink I bought earlier to the woman
"yes, thank you" she smiled kindly
"it's the same thing.thank you also ngajak my son play"
"yes, I go first want to join a friend of a friend" his camel
"big brother goes where, zahra can still play with brother no" asked zahra sadly
"maybe, if zahra wants to join.temen sister over there, but ask permission first same father yes, later the same mother nyariin" said the woman while pointing at where her friend's friend was, and asked permission on me to bring the zahra with her.
"zahra just had a father, a grandmother, and a grandfather.mamah zahra already gone, kak" said zahra
"sorry, you don't know, I asked you first"
"can zahra play with that brother" asked zahra
"maybe, later the father will follow yes, father look at the same grandfather grandmother used to be afraid of our nyariin.but remember not to play too far, do not be deep yes remember this sea is not a swimming pool" I reminded zahra
"yes my dear father" took a kiss as usual if his wish was followed
"i titip.zahra ya.later I followed to your place."
"okay no problem, Lagian Zahra is also a submissive child"
actually, I did not go directly to my parents' place, I just called them so they did not worry.I followed the zahra afraid of losing her because I did not know the woman, I did not know her,I saw the zahra so close to the woman that even the woman did not mind the zahra coming with her, with her painstaking care of the zahra, the woman guarding the zahra,I deliberately did not approach them for fear of disturbing the pleasure of zahra, I sat in a stall not far from them.
"sister zahra is getting hungry, anterin zahra is where yuk's father is"zahra's lover
" zahra hungry yes.yes we stopped first there, I'm not bringing a lot of zahra will eat the same" the woman bargained
"zahra same father aja kak.sata father can not take away people" said plain zahra
"sister does not feel repotinated even brother happy," he replied gently
"sini zahra eat the same as a lot of food tablets" said the girlfriend
"zahra father of cariin loh, the appearance of you here.di tanyain grandmother continues from earlier" lied to me when I was not good to the woman and her friend friend because it had long left the zahra on them
"dad, this is also zahra want to find a father, but in the same dinner beautiful brother" said zahra
"yes said that Zahra was hungry so we ate first just looking for her father,eh do not know it has been followed" said the beautiful woman who invited zahra to play
"yes sorry I have taken all of it, let zahra eat with me only" said I was not happy
"we're all happy that Zahra is also his submissive son"
"the next time we play again ya zahra, see you" said the beautiful and her friend
"yes sister"
"thank you everyone, we'll take care"