
finally my iddah period arrived and I was able to marry in the eyes of the law with tio.
tio's parents never minded my past, they accepted me for what it was.
my mother also supported me with tio although before her mamah strongly rejected me, karna mamah already loved bang heru.
after I explained all her.even all the costs of giving birth to me yesterday tio who bear the new mamah support me to separate with bang here.
even all my family supported me after hearing my explanation.
I got married to Tio and before long I moved to another city.
I am very happy married to her in contrast to bang here, Tio very spoiled me while bang here always curbed me at home.
every tio payday I always take the road, and shopping whatever I want to be.I was made a princess by her.
tio family is also very fond of themselves whatever they do for pleasure dira.karna is indeed tio there is one child of his.awajar if he is very dear because of his first grandchild.
for a year of marriage we never had a fuss we were fine, but in the second year I got married I started to feel that tio changed.
tio began to rarely go home, Dira was often invited to stay at home mamah his tio.with the reason that I could be alone with tio. whereas tio is also rarely at home.
I don't want to make tio angry at me. I keep quiet at home always patiently waiting for him to come home even though sometimes past midnight.
these two months tio less and less at home sometimes a week only once home.even go home just to give money monthly only then he left on the grounds there are still many projects that must be taken care of.
dira has also begun not to want to be close to me.every time I invite you to stay overnight always crying at night.mamah in-laws always come to pick him up.said his dira more at home if living with him.
I began to feel lonely at home like a stranger.
because I was too bored at home I went out to relieve boredom at home.
I went to the shopping center, just to let go of boredom, so my prank goes into the clothing store.Truely there is nothing I want to buy just to look at it.
when I came out of the clothing store I accidentally saw tio in the jewelry store he was not alone I saw there was a woman next to him.tio was pairing the ring on the finger of the woman.
I'm not approaching but I'm photographing them for evidence.
I called Tio asking for his whereabouts.
"you're where the bang is." I asked stalely
"i'm taking care of the project what's going on, if it's not important, don't call" said Tio
"the project where the sound is a bit crowded kayak in the mall that is"
"yes I was at the mall again eating with friends project all over the job.already yes I'm still busy"tio immediately turned off his phone connection.
tega nya you tio.kamu said again discuss the project but you instead walk with other women.
he's home indeed.
"tio actually where are you today" I asked directly to tio
"you're why the hell, I'm obviously working where am I going"
I showed you the photo I took earlier when tio put the ring on the finger of the woman earlier.tio was not surprised she was so relaxed
"oh you follow me" he said casually
"you can tell me what this means"
"yes, as you can see for yourself, I bought a ring again."
"you cheated tio.kamu have the heart"
"actually I'm the same Yulia not cheating.we are husband and wife.I bought a ring because she was on her birthday, only if I buy gold for my wife"
"your wife says.continue how I am"
"yes how,if you still want to yes survive if you do not want to also not papa.which is important you already love me a child.and that is enough to make you happy.and if you know I want to marry you just because son.emang who wants to be the same person as you.who could have left her husband who is sick again.severe again his own child is abandoned." said tio and looked down on me
"you mean I'm just in the tool to have a child only after that I you throw away.where your conscience.kok you can have misahin me as my child."now began to emotion
"you are where my conscience is you are aware that you do not have a heart.you must leave your child.only for your own pleasure."
"i left zahra because you asked. I've sacrificed for you but this is your reply that yes" I said while crying because I couldn't bear it
"now all the decisions are in your hands.if you still survive please if you want to separate also I do not mind.but, if you still want to,I won't stay here anymore and if we split up you will stay with me.you just choose" said tio gave a choice for me.then tio went.
I cried hearing tio's words just now.I was given 2 choices that are equally painful.A variety of eating simalakama fruit.
if I survive it will hurt myself, if I retreat it means I have to lose my son.
now I'm alone, though,turns out a lot of treasure does not make us happy.during this time I lived a lot of treasure with tio but I was hurt slowly land.while I used to have no treasure with bang here but he was sincere he even willingly wandered in search of sustenance for me and zahra even mamah and my sister also he bear.
when he was sick, he still had time to think about me and others, but I who could even leave him.even zahra I left with bang here.
is this a punishment for me for all my actions on bang heru.yang with his heart betrayed his loyalty.
now I'm just sorry I left someone who really loved me and chose someone who didn't love me.
Tio and his family gave me the luxury of just paying for the child I gave birth to they didn't really care about me.
I was still crying in my room alone.I felt that there was no meaning to my life.no one cared about me anymore.
I tidy up the clothes for me to put in the suitcase I intend to go home mama. find a solution and calm down for a moment.