The Bride Substitute for the Cruel Blind Mafia Head
106: The Past and Difficult Decisions
The arrival of Chole accompanied by Helios had immediately made Cikho feel uncomfortable. Especially the way Chole behaves. Not only the gaze that Chole did, but also the way that Chole looked at her. Most strikingly, Chole did not reach Cikho's hand.
“We're just a waste of time, Mah! A man like him does not deserve to be a papah! Adam was too happy to be a part of him. Just say if the papa is dead, it is indeed the most appropriate choice!” emphatically Helios.
Cikho who had never seen Helios' new face, was immediately shocked because Cikho recognized Helios' voice. Which makes Cikho surprised, of course because Helios suddenly blocked the collar of Cikho's short-sleeved cocoa. Helios did it cruelly. Making their bodies especially their faces barely spaced out in the middle of the wooden table that separated their togetherness.
“Quick get out of here. Because with just one hand, I'll kill you immediately*hmu. A person like you would rather die, than live but continue to injure others even your own flesh and blood!” firmly Helios who that second also memban*ting Cikho's body to the floor. Moreover, Adam is the son of his sister Excel.
“Remember I said, never appear before us let alone Adam again. I'll make sure Adam never gets to know you. I'll make sure Adam thinks you died like you did!” Helios is still very emotional. “From now on you are also not part of my wife's family anymore. And from now on I do not want to accommodate all the results of your efforts. Whatever the reason. IT'S A PUNISHMENT FOR A ZALIM FATHER LIKE YOU!” Not wanting to deal with Cikho anymore, Helios had also directly taken Chole who was originally sitting lackluster on the bench there.
“You also don't need to explain anything because he's not a kid who has nothing to guide! Why is it useful for others if only to children to not admit? Instead we will share his sin if we continue to give him the path of sustenance. Already, from now on just end it. We better not have a relationship, this is really the best choice!” Helios.
Chole just sobbed without being able to comment. He followed Helios's instructions.
“Adam deserves to have the best papah!” isak Cikho remains curled up after being replaced*ng Helios.
In that instant, Chole, who had just been hugged by Helios on her back, became unwilling. Chole stopped stepping then stared at Cikho at once.
“People like me don't deserve to be papah. What does the world say ... how would Adam feel if he knew his father was a hunter*h? How would he feel if he knew, papa who he expected like a super hero, just no more than narapida*na?!” Cikho was getting sobbing, feeling the regret that would only be present at the end of the mistake he made. Regrets are always the result of every selfishness, evil* and all acts outside of goodness and truth.
If you can repeat the time, of course Cikho will fix everything. Of course Cikho will do something worthy of making his son proud. So, after everything that happened and he still could not get out of the dark past, Cikho decided not to be known Adam the son.
“But Adam is entitled to know ...” Chole's still sniffling. It hurts too much, it hurts really. He understood, the position of Cikho is like swallowing the fruit simalakama.
“He is entitled, but it is better not to know!” lirih Cikho was confident in his decision.
“I beg you, faithful child always expect full happiness from his parents. Children always want to be with their parents because that is also what you feel!”
“Once again I reiterate, Adam deserves to know! Whoever you are now, not only the past will be taken into account, but also everything that exists after the past. Whatever the response will be, it has become a risk as well as the consequences that you must face at the same time solve.”
“Silent and unwilling to acknowledge the flesh blood itself is not the right way. Try to reflect on your situation. All of these votes*kkan, you did because you were disappointed after you found out your true status in my family, right? Think of it if it were to happen to Adam.”
“Do not forget, until whenever we will never be able to run from reality. While facing at the same time solving problems, is the only way to get everything done.”
“Do not make your child fall into the same abyss as the abyss that has hurt you!” firmly Chole who finally ended his long speech. Nevertheless, he has not been able to end his grief and also his tears that produce extraordinary tightness.
Because Cikho continued to sob, Chole deliberately said, “This has become a risk of everything you do. Face and finish. Take care of your child, not just anyone is trusted to have children.”
Chole no longer refused Helios' guidance. He felt, he did not need to go further into Cikho's life because Cikho deserved to solve everything himself.
“Let Cikho mature through every trial of life he has to complete,” Helios said as she tightly embraced Chole's back. Without looking at Chole, in the middle of their two feet that kept stepping, Helios locked Chole's forehead using her lips. Long enough that reality happened. Moreover, Helios was sure, what happened to Cicho concerning Adam, had made his wife hit.
“Until our last breath, we should still be the best parents for kids well, Pah!” said Chole who slowly turned her head then looked up, and ended up making their gazes meet. “However our past, .. children deserve to know because it has become our risk. Because as I said, the past is not the only thing to be judged. Because everything that happens after the past will also still be considered!” soft Chole who gradually used both hands to clench Helios' back.
In his silence, Helios who still led the way even though Chole continued to embrace him, justifying Chole's assumption. Later, slowly he will tell who he is to his children. Yeah, Helios would really tell you everything. Instead of children actually hear it from the other party with a portion that actually harms Helios.
Everyone has a past, and not all pasts are beautiful, especially worthy of pride. But that does not mean, the past is the only reference to one's life. Because everything that happens after the past will also be taken into account. So, the only way to treat the past that we consider less even far from perfect, we simply do better things, continuing so without forgetting your happiness. Because sometimes, people who work too hard also do not realize that they are too selfish on themselves. Yes, everything really needs to be balanced.