The Bride Substitute for the Cruel Blind Mafia Head
78: Apologies and Mutual Honesty

Although not the first prayer they both lived, both Chole and even Helios felt, the prayer they lived this time felt very special for the chat they had previously done. The conversation still concerns their relationship, but once again Chole gently pulls Helios back on the right path. In order for Helios even Chole to be a better figure.

Beres sata, Chole had immediately touched Helios' right hand with reverence using both hands. For so long, Chole put his head in Helios' lap. Helios, who waited for a long reflex, used his free left hand to stroke Chole's back, followed by his lips resting there.

“Mas, I'm really sorry well, if I'm wrong to Mas a lot. I'm really sorry for making Mas uncomfortable so often. Sorry I was too noisy, sorry I was too careless. But believe me, there are many people like me who love and love something including that to my partner, in my way. With my situation very noisy, also my carelessness ...”

The apology from Chole suddenly made the world of a Helios so silent. Chole's voice becomes the only sound that is so soothing there is like tranquilizing music whose effect is really deep.

Chole gradually looked at Helios with tears suddenly falling. Therefore, his left hand, which had initially touched Helios' right hand, gradually wiped around his eyes as he lowered his head.

“Anywhere isn't anyone intentionally making a mistake because everything including me always wants to be perfect. Especially if in front of Mas.”

Helios accidentally cut Chole's speech. “Keep, why suddenly there is an apology-sorry event like this, even though it has not been lebaran?”

Hearing that, Chole immediately pouted. “Then yes, sorry to wait for Lebaran? Yes, if you have one and also concerned long life, if not?”

Helios who nothing always wants to get straight to the point, says, “Intinya!”

In that instant, Chole sighed deeply as her left hand touched her stomach because until this second, her right hand was still touching Helios' right hand.

“As well as the prayers of others, our prayers are much better for the good of our little family. Not only is my prayer very good for you, but it is also a very good prayer for me. Our prayers are equally good for our children. I thought this for the future of our family. Noisily, my noise is useful, right, Mas?” Chole stared deeply at Helios' eyes, both of which were doing the same to him.

“Beautiful man-tan .. what Mas has more beautiful. If for Mas remains a more beautiful ex, it means that Mas FAILED because of our existence is also a reflection of Mas. What you want and need, point it at us. Don't be like the others and really poke eyes. Especially if there is a sow. I will not only blame the woman for a relationship because both parties want. So, if you still have a stand and do not be tempted, yes the impudent relationship will never exist. I am not afraid of how much more like I say from the physical, material, and way of thinking even though I am noisy, I am perfect.”

“Later if I cut your words, I was wrong ...,” honestly Helios deliberately complained.

Hearing that, Chole reflexively held back her laughter. “I'm sorry again.” As he said, he shook Helios' hand with reverence again.

Along with that, Helios gradually clutched Chole's back. “Do not think of such a thing again.”

“Not likely. My husband, I'm pregnant and soon, let's just say our son was born. The disappointment of a spouse is nothing more than the disappointment of a child if one of us deliberately hurts with betrayal. This pain and disappointment can also be a trauma for the child, this is the reason I take great care.” Chole gradually looked at Helios and the man had already directly looked at her much more seriously than before.

“Chole, trust me. Although our relationship begins with dishonesty, even if our relationship begins with lies and hatred, after what happened and we passed, after everything you did to me and ... you led me then took me to your truly happy world. After you gave me so much happiness and even love, even now we are given the trust to be parents, .. Since then nothing really matters. You, ..you are the most precious treasure I have. Because of you, there will be many other joys. It's not just the kids that are the result of our relationship. Because as you say, your intelligence is also useful. Especially until anytime, I am not a person who can talk a lot.”

“As you said too, perfect exists because of the two parties who are in a relationship that seeks it. You make our relationship perfect with your noise, while I choose silence so we don't explode. Poor ears of unfamiliar neighbors. Because honestly, I'm used to your noise. I was afraid that you would shut up. So scared.”

“And since with you, I believe in sowing again because before, before I became Helios, I believed it. It really exists, not about us, it will definitely come back to us either to the people around us or even people who are very close to us. I really believe that, so this is what I keep because I'm a mafia and I really can't leave. I really can't go for the safety of all of us. For your safety, our children, and our families. I told you a story, right? The exit of Excel is like half my life is lost, and automatically I have to bear all that myself.”

“While I may withdraw, the thing I fear the most is the fact that the opponent deliberately suppresses me by means of meluk*ai ..you and our family. So, instead of me having to be a subject*duk but you guys are always dikak*iti, better I survive and through my power, you guys are safe ..”.

“I will also always accept your proposal then consider it. Everything, ... including the one we broke a few moments ago.”

“I promise to be a better person even though I really can't get out of my world. Because ...” Helios was devastated because what he was going to say and it was about the Chalvin accident, for him it was too much. He was afraid that Chole was angry, let alone disappointed in him. But if he were dishonest, Helios would continue to feel guilty and sinful. Moreover, Chole had already given him a lot of Love—the main reason that always made him feel guilty in every he gave the woman disappointed let alone hurt.