
“If this is the best way I die!” Just looking at his two hands that were adorned with severe beret wounds, Love was already terrified. The fear that also made him remember the reason he was like that.
In her memory, Love sees her new self coming out of the rutan. He ran away in a hurry and intended to catch up with Akala who went with Nina instead. Akala no longer cares about him because he continues to refuse to turn himself in to the police. Akala kept defending Nina and instead continued to avoid her while she remained unwilling to apologize let alone turn herself in.
Unbeknownst to anyone, Cinta did deliberately buy Nina on a germ*o named Reno and none other than Nina's husband. Love accidentally sends Nina to South Korea for facial surgery. Because for the sake of being able to return with Akala, Love deliberately makes Nina have a face like her face. The plan, Nina will make Love as her successor on the side of Helios. Which is all that costs, Cinta costs with Helios money that he has drained out. The problem is that Nina who should replace Love at marriage, it is helped by Excel—read the novel: The Revenge of a Haram Touched Wife.
Then, the memory of Love made the woman shudder. Because after the phone and his bag were dammed*pas by begal, Love who intended to fight was not able to avoid the sabetage of golo*k against both hands. The reason is, when falling, the long hair of Love that is scattered actually entered the chain of the beg*al motor.
After returning to Cilacap, Cinta decided to take off her hijab because she was no longer cared for by Akala. However, Cinta who had entered RSJ because she still did not feel guilty after what she did to Nina, only realized, that the accident she experienced was a strong rebuke from the Owner of Life. Because if Cinta did not just take off the hijab, there would be no tragedy of her hair entering the motorcycle chain owned by the begal. Or, if Cinta wants to apologize then surrender to the police station and Akala is ready to accompany, so that the punishment that ensnared Cinta is also lighter, of course Cinta will not be a korb*an is like now.
Now, ... Love really cannot explain the situation. Especially in his memory, he saw his face dragged on the hot asphalt. And at that moment, so much pain Love as numb. Not to mention his head that was crushed by the exhaust of a hot motor.
“I can even be much more bur*uk appearance than Helios!” closed Inner Love resigned while both hands clenched at the side of the body. “Hands, feet, body, face, kepa-la ..?” Even when Love opens both eyes, it really feels very stiff, painful, unrelenting. As if, the skin of even the flesh around there was indeed ru*sak fatal.
Through his view, Love tries to ascertain the state of his face. His hands and feet were clearly fatal abrasions until his flesh seemed gaping and in the process of drying. And Love was very curious about the state of his face. It gets cold because of that. Especially through his gaze, his face that felt stiff as well as hot and sore, he found much higher than his nose. Love thinks it happens because of an injury and makes his face swollen or even irritated.
“Ya Alloh, this must be so bad!” sobbing Love until her tears just add more pain on her face. What Love does is wrong. Since let alone the tears that soaked the wounds on his face, just breathing and making his face move excessively, it resembled the ground in the cracked dry season.
“Plastic operation alone is not as severe as this. Plastic surgery is not that painful. And plastic surgery was the better result, not this is what ru*sak ...” is Love is getting sobbing and can't end it. Although each drop of her tears made the pain of the wound affected, it felt even more agonizing.
Until finally, the arrival of a nurse who wants to control the state of Love, making the destruction of a Love due to its circumstances, especially the state of his face, is absolutely perfect. Never did Love think she would be like now. Her beautiful face looks more like a Halloween mask! Her face is no better than a ghost face!
“This must be something wrong, ... this is definitely not me!” sudden inner love cannot distinguish between reality or hallucinations. He could not even recognize his own face. His face was really strange, foreign, as if it was someone else's face.
For now, the voice without apparition of those who had condemned him, considers that what he did to Nina to be a crime of Human Rights, also their proposal that Cinta surrender to the police so that the punishment of Cinta can be much lighter, alternately echoed. Love life suddenly quiet and only the voice that continues to incarnate into a terrible song.
Surely, Love has not forgotten and will never seem to forget some of his words with Nina. Speech that was also slowly twisted in his memory complete with true events.
“I don't need an apology from anyone. The only person who is obligated to apologize is Love. That's all, I'm not sure I can completely forgive him. Especially until this moment, Love is still not willing to admit that what he did was wrong.” That's what Nina said when Love still didn't feel guilty let alone want to apologize.
In fact, everyone in Cilacap, at the home of Akala's parents, including Chalvin who had come all the way from Jakarta, had repeatedly apologized to Nina. Moreover, Nina is indeed a victim of exp*oitation of children by her step parents, before Nina was even married paks*a with Reno who instead sold it to Cinta.
Nina even had a chance to meet and become a victim of abuse*se*k*sual stepfather for two months until Nina was pregnant. Even when Nina had surgery on her face, the woman was pregnant and ended her miscarriage. And Love knows all that, but Love does not want to bother because Love feels innocent just because Love has paid, bought Nina.
“Look, he still looks like he doesn't feel guilty when other people are busy apologizing for his mistake!” nina felt inexhaustible. Just then, Nina who was involved was very pitiful as her face was covered in wounds, gradually shaking her head and her tears became falling. “It's really tired of dealing with people like you, but people like you should be punished!”
“Law alone!” That is what Love finally says out loud and angry. Love stared defiantly at Nina. “My law, O WOMEN WHO FEEL THE MOST VICTIM!”
Remembering that, Love can only cry. The nurse there tried to calm me down. And Cinta immediately asked the nurse for help to contact Chalvin's cell phone number. However, as much as Love tried, Chalvin's mobile number remained unreachable. The number is inactive.
“At a time like this and I really need, you guys just stay away!” sad Love stared at the nurse who was still holding a cell phone using both hands.