
Arga stepped inside Dirman's study after being asked to meet the middle-aged man inside his study.
Arga told Dirman about what happened to his mother. The young man explained that the mother had been sickly for the past few years. Arga did not hesitate to tell all the things that happened to him so far to the father. At Ratna, Arga is not ashamed to tell stories. Not to dismantle the disgrace of his mother, just that Arga wanted them to know if since childhood he did not get the love of his mother. Arga can feel the presence of a mother figure in his life since the arrival of Nia - his papa wife - which Arga told Dirman and Ratna.
Arga told me everything was not to reap the sympathy of his new family. Arga wants them to understand if he can never leave or forget Papa and his mom. The young man also confirmed that although he had already recognized the Dirman family as his family, they were not allowed to separate him from Bima and Nia.
Actually Arga wants to say, they are not present in his life anymore he can get the complete affection of the family. Arga filtered the sentence because Arga didn't want them hurt and hurt. However, if they move to separate her from her parents, Arga will not stay silent.
"This is the letter my mother gave me. If you want to read, please." Arga gives a white envelope in which there is a letter given by Alona Chintya who is the cousin of the Mama as well as her mother's lawyer to her a while ago.
Actually Arga wanted to hide the letter from others. Including her mom and dad. However, the content of the letter was what made Arga decided to give it to Dirman. Because, there is the name Dirman also written neatly on a piece of paper.
Dirman's hand shook as he grabbed the piece of paper. The man began to open and read the contents neatly written by Hera's hand.
"Dear, my son, Argano Sanjaya. Sorry, you have to use Sanjaya's name behind your name. It's all because of your mom's inability to make you live with your real dad."
Dirman reads the first paragraph in the letter that goes straight to the point and does not make any pleasantries.
"Maybe you have been aware and know for a long time if Papa Bima is not your biological father. It all started with a mama's association that was too free from a young age."
"First, mama thought, with only capital love, mama and your biological father can live happily. But, unfortunately, love without blessing prevents your mom and dad from coming together."
Dirman. Yes, he used to love Hera. However, due to fear of the threat of the mother, Dirman decided to part with Hera even though their baby had been born into the world.
At that time Dirman was too young to understand life. Moreover, the verdict stated by the doctor made Dirman more and more on the brink. Coupled with the threat of his mother who would cut him off from the family list and harm Hera and their baby, Dirman immediately decided to return Hera to Indonesia.
"Son, your biological father's name is Dirman. He is the son of a famous former politician with a clear family. Your mother and father's relationship used to be blocked from the blessing of your father's grandmother. Mama loves Dirman. In fact, I love him very much."
Dirman's heart trembled reading Hera's words stating that she loved him deeply.
In the past, even though they were teenagers, Dirman knew how much he loved Hera. Even they are willing to do a husband and wife relationship for the sake of proving their love. Old times were ridiculous by proving such love. But that is exactly what Dirman and Hera have been through.
"Unfortunately fate separated us. She was angry and thought life was unfair. How not, mama was willing to sacrifice pregnant you even gave birth to have to risk life, but you get a painful expulsion."
"Since then mama did not care about you and papa Bima who was then the husband of mama. I only care about my own happiness. Mama doesn't care what happens to you. In fact, even when you have a high fever, you don't care because you care how you can be happy without the shadow of your biological father."
There is a bitter in Hera's writing that can be felt by Dirman as well. Who is not angry and sad when they have sacrificed many things, but it is just thrown away.
"Until you finally find another man who is also a girlfriend-helia-Helia-who you snatch. At first, I did not know if my boyfriend had a wife until I finally found out and my mom stayed with him. He was Jillo's biological father who died along with the accident that befell my mother."
"Next maybe you already know the story, son. The story of how Kello was able to attend and Jillo who is your father's other sister. Yeah, you three have the same mother with different fathers."
"Dear Arga, I apologize to Arga and the Arga sisters because as long as you are healthy and fit, you never give you the slightest attention. Mama is really a selfish woman who only knows how to make herself happy. Mama's really sorry, son. Mama never taught you to be good kids until you couldn't even do anything."
"Mama feels that your life won't be long, son. May I ask for two things like you?"
"First, if one day you meet your biological father, don't hate him. It's pure mama's fault that you can't keep your biological father by your mama's side. It's also your fault for venting your emotions on you, innocent child."
Dirman raised his head looking at Arga with wet eyes. He never thought because his selfishness not only hurt the woman he loved first and also the mother of his child. But, also his son became a victim of both of them.
"Second, my mother asked for help, son, take care of your brothers and also papa Bima. Although he is not your biological father, but he has cared for and raised you all this time. Papa Bima who is firm in time is the right figure for you to make a role model."
"Finally, before you left, I had left you with a kind woman who sincerely took care of you and gave you affection with a very fitting portion. She is Mami Nia. Son, he's a good man. Don't let her down like your mom let you down."
"That's all you can write, son. I hope you can live happily and perfectly. Greetings from Gano's mother."
Dirman took down the letter he read and began to cry regretting what he had missed so much in the past.
If only he had the ability, maybe it wouldn't be like this storyline of their lives. He and his son could not have met just now when his son was 20 years old.
Seeing his father so hit, Arga immediately approached and hugged his father who immediately returned his embrace was not less tight.
"Everything's happened. Right now all we have to do is keep living life the way it should be, sir. Regretting will not change the situation," said Arga acting mature.
"You're right if we can't change the past." Dirman straightened his body and wiped the tears that smoothly flowed down his cheeks.
Arga smile. "At least because of Mama's letter I can't hate you. After all, my father is my father. Now, all we can do is open a new page and start a new life" Arga said, making Dirman smile. Didn't expect that his son would behave so maturely as he is now.
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Currently the man who still looks handsome and dashing is holding his daughter while walking around their residential complex.
Bima with Alea was actually jogging in the morning. Early in the morning Bima is indeed usual to do jogging before bathing and activities. However, different this morning Bima did not jog alone or accompanied Nia. The man was with his daughter, Alea who had woken up even before six. Bima himself was surprised when he came out of the room and found Alea sitting in the family room which made Bima spark the idea to take Alea to jogging with him.
Right now Bima was chatting with Alea. Not wanting to make her daughter tired, Bima actually carried her daughter.
Alea who was currently staring at the houses belonging to her neighbors, turned her gaze towards the papa. His forehead shriveled thinking of what was the right answer to the papa's question.
"What do you want Alea to be?"
Bima was of course surprised to hear the words of his daughter.
The man then smiled and replied, "Alea wants to be whatever you want to keep supporting."
"Then Alea wants to be whatever Papa wants." Alea's facial expression replied seriously making Bima anxious and kissed her daughter's cheek.
"Gemes papa is with you, son. Alea wants to be whatever Papa supports. Anyway Alea should be a useful person for the crowd. Papa and Mami will always support Alea and your other sisters." Bima spoke with her soft voice.
The man then went home when he saw the sun was rising. Still with Alea in his carriage, the man did not complain even though he was a little exhausted. Understandably, despite only being 3 years old, Alea's weight was very fertile. That is what sometimes makes people anxious with their twin daughters who have a full body. Moreover, their long hair with chubby cheeks and round eyes increasingly make people anxious with them.
"As take Alea jogging too?"
When the two entered they were immediately greeted with Nia who was holding Alana. It turned out that the youngest daughter of Bima and Nia had just woken up.
"Yes, Honey. Take Alea jogging." Bima approached Nia and then kissed his wife's forehead and lips. Then, Bima turned to kiss the cheek of Alana who still looks sleepy. "If you're still sleepy, why don't you sleep?" Bima looked at Alana.
"No idea, tuh. Said Brother Alea was missing taken the same ghost. That's why he won't sleep again and just tell me to find Alea." Nia turned her gaze to Alea who still remained calm in the sling of the papa. "Alea son diligently turns out. Early in the morning was awake," said Nia smiling sweetly.
"I'm with Papa jogging. But you carry me, Mi," Alea told Nia. That of course made Nia glance at her husband and shake her head. Bima is indeed very protective of her two daughters who will not let them fatigue.
Nia then leave Alana and Alea to Bima while she herself has started taking care of Bima's office needs and finally made milk for Alana.
After taking a shower and breakfast, it was time for Nia to deliver her son and husband forward. Kello and Bima will leave for the office with Bima having to drive Kello to school first.
The woman then patted her forehead and pulled the arm of Bima who was preparing to come out of the terrace.
"Mas, I forgot to tell you that we have an invitation from Ms. Helia to attend her wedding reception" Nia told Bima.
"Just like her old husband?" Bima frowned looking at Nia.
Honestly, Bima had not heard from her former sister-in-law for a long time. They are in the same city.
"Husts. How many husbands do you think she wants?" Nia anxiously pinched Bima's arm. Bima's words seemed dubious if Helia often married divorced. As far as Nia knows, the woman was only married 1 time about 3 years ago exactly a few months after Hera died.
"Who knows. Given the controversy that often happens with him." Bima shrugged her shoulders. For a person like Helia, Bima would not be surprised if the woman's marriage did not last long.
"Who are you, my. This is her first husband. Although Helia's mother is like that, she is a loyal woman. I think."
"Why can you be so sure?"
"Just feel it."
"Oh. When's invitation?"
"If it's not wrong tomorrow night. He wants his nephew to come."
"I saw my schedule first. If I'm busy, I can't come."
"Must come, Mum. So-so she used to be your sister-in-law. Arga, Jillo, and Kello as well." Nia squinted her eyes at Bima trying to warn her husband if he also wanted to attend Helia event.
Gemas melihat tatapan Medusa istrinya, Bima mendekat dan mencubit pipi Nia.
"Mas is very worried about you. Bag carrier. Let alone your gaze as if to take the mas to the room."
Nia spontaneously hit Bima's shoulder when she heard her husband's words. The woman glared at Bima who spoke carelessly.
"Pa, I'm afternoon, no."
Bima and Nia's chatter stopped when they heard the sound of instructions from Kello who seemed to have been unable to bear watching the intimacy of his parents.
"Ah, yes. Papa forgot. It's because of your mom, Kell. From earlier papa nahan keep let's not go." Bima patted her forehead while smiling sweetly. The man did not forget to blame his wife who made Nia pursed her lips.
"Mommy is always wrong" he lamented as he walked into the house. While Bima and Kello themselves just left after re-samitan with Nia.