The Cold And The Barbarian
Chapter 154 - The Pain of Disappointment

" Mas." called Rayne to Evan, both of whom were still in the room until the afternoon, now they had just woken up, lunch was also delivered by the Maid to the room because Evan requires Rayne to rest, and a plate of rice delivered by Zeevanea this morning became breakfast for both of them.

" Hmmm, " answered Evan by staying on the sofa and looking down to reply to Jeffry's will.

" How come it's just hmmm? " the Rayne protest I'm working on.

" What, my dear? " evan replies again repeating Rayne's call but stays focused looking down at her phone.

" Put the hape first, I want to talk seriously. "Rayne protests again.

" Behold, Jeffry again spoke seriously." replied Evan and still stared seriously at his phone.

" Our Evan, huh! " creak Rayne sulking.

" Yes, yes! " evan answered quickly and immediately put down his phone even though Evan had not finished typing the wassap message in reply to Jeffry, Evan walked over to Rayne on the bed.

Trap... Trap... Trap...

Chequek...

Brugh!!!

" What the hell are you talking about? " ask Evan directly and have moved to the top of the bed with Rayne after throwing herself on the bed despite Rayne being there, now the two sit together and Evan gives his arm to Rayne leaning despite the headboard bed that is now backed by them, the sound of the open door was not heard because it coincided with the sound of Evan's body crashing into the bed.

" Would we propose to Alexandra right away? His stomach was a big bullet, Mas. "said Rayne asked Evan seriously.

" So your son came home because of this? " ask back Evan, Rayne's eyes look glazed after hearing Evan still mention Raynevandra his son.

" Yes have asked your child to be asked when to sleep." he continued to answer lazily.

" Yes! Raynevandra is our son, not my son! " reayne replied screeching but her face looked sad, Evan who was originally staring at Rayne immediately moved to look straight ahead.

" Mas Evan does not want to admit even though Raynevandra Gamyara Kalandra still Bin Evano Gamya Kalandra." said Rayne.

" Well, when do you keep going? " ask back Evan with a slightly nyolot tone and remain reluctant to discuss Raynevandra, Rayne seems to stare sadly at Evan who remains indifferent about Raynevandra.

" I know Evan is disappointed with Ray... I was also the same, said Rayne again began to discuss Raynevandra, Rayne clasped Evan tightly.

" If Mas Evan says Ray embarrassed Mas Evan because of this mistake I am also as shy as Mas Evan, I am his mother" he continued and allowed Evan's face to look at him.

" But Raynevandra is still our son... Our favorite son, Mas Evan's favorite son of course if Mas Evan forgets. "he continued, Evan re-strapped his head and looked forward.

" Sorry Raynevandra, Mas... I'm begging... Forgive our Son. Take our son back home... Raynevandra Restui... Lower your ego, please give in for our Grandchild's sake. "he continued again by staring compassionately at Evan.

" The pain of disappointment is more painful than the pain of resentment and anger" Evan replied flatly.

" That's what I feel now. " continued Evan slowly but full of firmness, the straight-forward gaze was increasingly visible.

" And now my beloved son whom I have always been proud of in the presence of all men was able to disappoint me so deeply. "he continued, the sharp eyes of the eagle began to look glassy.

" Do you know how broken my heart is right now? " requestion Evan continued his words, turned a glance at Rayne then looked back to the front.

" But Raynevandra also still have to continue his life, Raynevandra must account for all his actions of course with the assistance of us. And inevitably Raynevandra also now has a new responsibility to Alexandra and their Baby.

" At least let's go with him... Raynevandra needs us to strengthen her. There's our grandson in Alexandra's womb, too. Within his blood flowed Mas Evan's blood as well. If there is a determination Raynevandra to intend to abort Alexandra content we will certainly feel guilty and we will all sin." he said.

" I don't think I would be willing to let go of Raynevandra this fast and in this way" Evan replied in a voice that shook violently.

" I still can't believe that Raynevandra will get married this soon when my provisions for her are not enough" he continued, Evan unfolded Rayne's hand and rubbed her face rough.

" This has all become a destiny that must be lived, Mas." replied Rayne.

" Take Raynevandra back to the new chapter of his life" he continued.

" Be an all-time idol to our Son Raynevandra." he added.

" thorgasm, yes... We release Raynevandra together - along with the accompaniment of spirit and prayer so that Raynevandra can successfully climb a new chapter of his life.

" I can't do it, baby! " screaming Evan shouted, his chest rumbled up and down quickly, his tears flowing so fast, Evan felt unable to imagine Raynevandra's next life forced to mature prematurely.

" I can't bear to see my beloved Son being blasphemed and scorned by so many people for this! His life will surely be depressed even though I have the power to silence every mouth that blasphemes my Son! " he cried tears.

" I can't see Raynevandra who has to deal with various things Household when many children his age are cool - cool to undergo a beautiful adolescence.

" Will you think like me? " ask Evan in frustration.

" I was silent, I was angry, it was all because I was powerless when I looked at Raynevandra! " strictly Evan shouted.

" My heart is broken, baby! " evan cried out in frustration with a cry that could no longer be held back.

" My beloved son must feel this kind of pain! " he continued to feel heartache not because of Raynevandra's fault but because of thinking about the life that Raynevandra will live in the future.

Trap... Trap... Trap...

" Daddy, geez! Forgive Ray, Dadd! Ray's wrong... Forgive all of Ray's mistakes! " said Raynevandra who immediately entered into the room of his Parents with a fast-flowing stuffing and tears, Alexandra who was with him was pulled into the room but Alexandra was just silent, not daring to move, Raynevandra was the one who had opened the door of the room but did not dare to enter when his ears began to hear important conversations of his Parents, Rayne's tears also dripped and immediately hardened, she did not expect that her husband would come to think so far even though Rayne herself had actually thought of many things.

" Now you know not what made Daddy's attitude turn hard on you after knowing about your mistakes? " requestioning Evan to Raynevandra, Evan had immediately guessed that if the two heard his chat with Rayne, Raynevandra nodded his head slowly.

" So now still want to run away do not want to go home and continue to say bad Daddy, yes? Want to kill Mommy and your sister-to-be slowly, huh? " he continued to ask firmly, Alexandra seemed shocked when Evan said he did not want to go home.

" Daddy's heart hurts, son... Daddy was disappointed in you... But Daddy is getting disappointed with Daddy himself " said Evan with a weakened voice but still shaking.

" The person you idolize has failed to properly educate you.

" Daddy is ashamed of not being able to properly educate you, dear." he added.

" No, Dadd! Daddy's not wrong, Dadd... Daddy never fails to educate Ray. Raynevandra is wrong. "Raynevandra replied firmly and drenched in nata water.

" Pardon me, Daddy. "he continued to ask forgiveness to Evan with a deep regret.

" Amafin Ray is also the one who has been bad to think about Daddy's attitude... Ray begs for forgiveness "he said, the four of them wept together, dissolved in sadness and novelty that mingled together slashing into the bone.