The Cold And The Barbarian
Chapter 173 - Tell Me Only

All day, both Zeevanea and Nicholas looked more silent and brooding. Both are the same - the same is thinking about the continuation of their love story that will obviously get a strong rejection from Evan. Although it has been since the beginning of this relationship and the two have been talking and preparing with Evan's rejection, Evan, but now they feel more pounding because it really will face Evan even though Zeevanea himself still asks a little grace time to Nicholas. Nicholas who is already feeling very good and very ready to continue his love affair with Zeevanea is now struggling with his mind that is thinking about the fear that is being experienced by his beloved. And now, all day this handsome guy just sits and spends his time contemplating in his room.

When asked to be afraid, Nicholas is certainly also afraid... But Nicholas' fear was not that of fear of facing Evan. But what Nicholas is afraid of now is if until Evan separates it from Zeevanea and plus Nicholas also feels afraid if Zeevanea will arrive - suddenly choose to surrender and release Nicholas just like that. Although in this case Zeevanea also can not be blamed if it really happened to both of them. It is undeniable, however, that Evan is the real father of Zeevanea. While Nicholas? Nicholas was just another person who had just come to Zeevanea's life. Nicholas felt his struggle would be in vain later if Zeevanea surrendered in the middle of the road without continuing their struggle to continue together and try to melt the hard heart of Evan.

And in another place, now Zeevanea also seems to sit alone. Zeevanea was in his gallery Mommy's office, silent. Today Rayne did not appear to come to the gallery but Zeevanea also did not question and also did not question. Zeevanea looked different than usual who was always chatty to Rayne and anyone around her.

Zeevanea himself is now also in a very stifling heart. On the one hand, it wants to feel like he embraces the beauty of the first love that is blooming flowers - the flower of his love in the middle of peace in a loving family without any old wounds that are still gaping. It feels like Zeevanea is being selfish like his usual Barbaric attitude and fighting back to Evan to maintain his first love which is still warm - warm. But what is his power... Evan is still his real father... Evan was also Zeevanea's first love... The tough man who has been overshadowing his life, the tough man who is very willing to sacrifice his life and death for his wife and children.

What a dead end Zeevanea's mind this time... He really wants to be able to continue to be with Nicholas who has managed to tear his entire heart and fill the coldness of his heart with warm love and affection that is full of sincerity. But what is his power that has been faced with rejection that is clearly visible in front of the eyes. And... When Zeevanea continues to maintain her love for Nicholas, will she be strong when she sees that deep pain again felt by her beloved father?

Zeevanea could not imagine Evan's rejection. While on the other hand, to imagine the condition of his current Daddy was already felt to have made his chest unscathed. The number of problems that are entangling his family makes the guts of Zeevanea increasingly shrinking to be able to face Evan as soon as possible. But Zeevanea also understands and even really understands if until Evan knows about Zeevanea's relationship with Nicholas from others will certainly make Evan more disappointed and hurt deeper, he said, and Zeevanea doesn't want that to happen. Zeevanea loved Evan very much. Evan is still the best father of all time for Zeevanea.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

Zeevanea daydreams suddenly scattered by the sound of knocking on the door from the outside. Although not to cry but the look on Zeevanea's face is very clear that Zeevanea is very sad. With weak and lazy steps, Zeevanea walked slowly to open the door that had been locked from the inside.

Trap... Trap... Trap...

Chequek...

" Un..cle.". said Zeevanea stammering and soft, Raka's burly back was standing facing the other direction, after hearing Zeevanea's voice immediately Raka turned back, looking back, looking ahead and now facing Zeevanea.

" Why is this sad face like this Uncle's Princess? " ask Raka casually while continuing to look at observing the radiance of Zeevanea's face, Zeevanea immediately lowered her head, for some reason after seeing Raka's presence in front of her as if she was dealing with her Daddy.

" We just chat inside." said Raka quickly and immediately led Zeevanea to go back into the workspace Rayne.

Trap... Trap... Trap...

" The same story Uncle, who knows Uncle can help. "he continued while continuing to gently rub the head of Zeevanea, with slowly Zeevanea raised his head and sat in front of Raka.

" Did Uncle know that Daddy was really sick? " asked Zeevanea softly accompanied by tears that immediately hardened, Raka looked up while sighing.

" Daddy is good, Princess... Don'tdon't worry... Daddy is a strong person, " said Raka who did not answer directly but immediately tried to calm Zeevanea, his gaze also immediately turned cheering.

" So Uncle already knows about Daddy's true condition? " question Zeevanea again wanted a definite answer from Raka, and finally Raka nodded her head, because only Raka was told by Evan.

" so... Does Uncle know about all the problems in my family? ' asked Zeevanea again, Raka nodded again because Raka was Evan's confidant, Raka was Evan's right hand all along.

" Uncle Kaka. "call Zeevanea after a while and the two are silent to each other, both of whom appear to be staring at each other.

" Hmmm." answered Raka.

" What's up? Any other problems? " ask Raka who had previously guessed from the look on Zeevanea's face, Zeevanea seemed to link her fingers because she was still afraid to tell Raka.

" Just a story... Uncle will hear it. " continued Raka while gently rubbing the head of Zeevanea which he had considered like his own daughter.

" How much does Daddy hate the Nitinegara family, Uncle? " asked Zeevanea, Raka was silent and seemed to frown, she did not expect Zeevanea would question about Evan's hatred for the Nitinegara family.

" princess... Daddy hating the Nitinegara family is not without cause, Daddy hates them because Daddy loves Mommy so much... You know that too, " replied Raka slowly.

" So, what's the matter with the Nitinegara family? " continued Raka who even asked again.

" If I told you the truth, would Uncle complain to Daddy? " question back to Zeevanea who was afraid that when Raka complained to Evan, Raka immediately seemed to sigh violently.

" Tell me... Uncle will not complain if it does not endanger the Kalandra family. "Raka replied, although he agreed but also remained obedient to Evan and proven by his explanation.