The Cold And The Barbarian
Chapter 181 - Not Being able to Sleep

While Nicholas who must immediately fly back to Japan for the business of car racing work that has been pursued was indeed - really departing from Indonesia to Japan. Although his heart felt heavy to leave Zeevanea and could not switch Zeevanea left for a while in Indonesia but Nicholas still set out to fulfill his work. Especially now that the two are in big trouble, namely the problem of Evan's rejection of the relationship between the two who were told to Evan directly. And that makes Nicholas never have to really leave Zeevanea alone in Jakarta.

While all members of the Nitinegara family have now been seen collected by their Parents. A pair of white-haired Parents named Wiryawan Nitinegara is now in the family room in the main residence of the Nitinegara family and all family members are complete. Why else would they all come together if not to discuss Nicholas and Zeevanea's relationship.

" Papih never thought that our family would come back again faced with a big problem related to the Kalandra family... " a soft word full of heavy sighs spoken by Papih Wirya to all of them, Dygta and Aga looked at each other at a glance then exhaled rough breaths at the same time.

" Tomorrow I'll try to meet Evan and talk to Evan, Pih... I'm gonna do everything possible for Nicky, for Nicky's happiness. Even though Evan had to face it, " Dygta said in response slowly, Papih Wirya looked deeply at the first Son who had a feud with Evan and until now Evan still did not want to fly the flag of peace.

" It all started with the mistakes Queen and I had, and it's not really Nicky's fault. Nicky shouldn't have to bear the impact of all this either" he explained.

" I agree... Tomorrow I accompany Brother to meet Evan. "sahut Aga chimed in Dygta's words, some of them there also seemed to nod in agreement although some others also just silently watched.

" No need, Ga... Brother alone... Brother needs to talk to both Evan. "push Dygta, Kinan seems to stare softly at his Husband.

" I was just worried that Evan was being rude to Brother. "clearly Aga was sad, he had imagined his brother who was calm to face the violent Evan.

" We're all getting older, even older... I also know that Evan is hard. But this is a personal matter for Brother... Let Brother finish alone. "strictly Dygta, Aga was just quietly resigned even though Aga also felt very worried about the Brother.

" If you need help, you will tell me". "he continued, Aga nodded weakly.

Unlike the Nitinegara family who was working together at the Nitinegara residence, at the residence Evan also seemed to be deserted from the crowd of residents. The night is getting late and all the residents of the house are also already in their respective rooms. Only Evan has not returned home after Rudi's father left him in the old flats that used to be the residence of Father Rudi with Mother Sekar and also Rayne. Rayne and Zeevanea had not fallen asleep even though it was getting late. Obviously both of them had difficulty closing their eyes for a moment considering that the big problem was now back to their families. And this problem is also related to Zeevanea, therefore Zeevanea also can not sleep the same as Rayne even though both are in different rooms but both are the same - the same is crying lamenting this big problem.

Chequek...

Trap... Trap... Trap...

Evan's eyes collided with Rayne's wet eyes, still sitting on her bed. But after seeing Evan go home, Rayne immediately reduced her body and lay down. Evan also seemed to start moving into a walk in closet to change clothes. After wearing his sleeping pajamas, Evan immediately went up and immediately lay down next to Rayne who had been seen lying on her side to her back. Evan just kept quiet and pulled the blanket worn by Rayne to get inside the same blanket.

" Boom... Uday malem. "bluffy Evan while gently rubbing the arm of Rayne who was behind him, Rayne just silent pretentious - pura sleep, Evan knows his wife is still angry, Evan, Evan also actually still feels mixed feelings that are not funny, but Evan just silently did not immediately vent his anger like that.

" Daddy's home... Come on bobo, this is malem. "said Evan softly after changing the sleeping position Rayne to be on her back and say while rubbing and peeping Rayne's stomach which is exposed to the top of her sleeping pajamas to talk to their fetus, after Evan finished saying Rayne was back on his side to Evan, Evan did not bother him, and lay on his back with his arms folded over his head.

Criating... Criating... Criating...

Zeevanea who was still crying softly immediately moved to find her phone that had just rang. On the third ring Zeevanea also found his smartphone that turned out to be rolled into a blanket thick. And Zeevanea immediately answered the video call.

Zeevanea :

Have you arrived?

ask Zeevanea directly to Nicholas who is now contacting him.

Nicholas :

I just got here...

It's just getting out of the airport.

clearly slowly while continuing to stare softly at Zeevanea.

Why haven't you slept, hmm?

It's one o'clock at the mall.

Zeevanea :

I can't sleep...

the answer was soft and sad, Zeevanea's eyes that look wet with the scars of the crying also made Nicholas' heart hurt more, Nicholas was very sad to leave Zeevanea in this state, like this, without realizing the eyes of Nicholas also joined glazed - glass, glass, both of them equally feel the same sadness for Evan's opposition to their relationship even though they are both aware far away - far away the rejection that will be given by Evan to their relationship.

Nicholas :

Sorry I was forced to stay you alone when we were in big trouble like this...

lirih Nicholas was more and more sad, his hands seemed to be swaying and gently rubbing the bottom of Zeevanea's eyes displayed on the screen of his cellphone, as if Nicholas was wiping away Zeevanea's tears.

I love you, Zeevan...

Even though we are far apart now, I will continue to fight for us.

With this far distance of ours, don't ever think I'm letting you fight alone.

Stay by my side always despite the many obstacles we will face ahead.

We will be stronger in facing everything if we keep grasping each other.

he went on to say at length to continue trying to save his relationship with Zeevanea.

Zeevanea :

Hix... Hix... Hix...

I love you too, Nicky...

zeevanea replied with a sobbing back and could no longer stem her crying, Zeevanea had indeed started to love Nicholas even though Zeevanea also still felt afraid of Evan.

Nicholas :

You're bobo, yeah...

There is malem.

said Nicholas who increasingly felt a puddle of water in his eyelids more and more filled his eyelids, as powerful as Nicholas held him so that Zeevanea did not grieve more if he saw him join in crying, Zeevanea just silence and keep crying.

You don't have to be sad anymore...

I will not leave you, and I will always tell you.

I will always get over you even if now the distance separates us.

Our love will never be separated.

he continued, Zeevanea nodded slowly even though his tears were still seeping.