The Crazy Testament's
The Painful Thing

(**Pov Kirana**)

I was speechless staring at the white plavon with blinding lights, I couldn't feel my body at all, I wanted to move it, but I didn't have enough energy for it, so I just moved my fingers, suddenly as painful memories haunted me.

I heard the doctors and the sisters thanking me for coming out of the coma, let alone mom and dad, until they gave thanks for my consciousness, they did not stop giving thanks until they shed tears of happiness, and it turns out I have been lying almost 2 months in the hospital with various tools attached to my body.

When I woke up, I felt the area of my face was hot and painful, when I felt it turned out my face was bandaged right, I asked the mirror to mother, even though mother did not allow me to look in the mirror, I keep forcing.

The world crumbled when I saw my own situation in the mirror, my appearance was terrible, with the hair having been trimmed short for the purposes of surgery, I screamed and thrashed when I found my condition, and I became depressed and afraid to meet anyone but my parents.

But my friends instead came without prior approval, indeed the intentions of my homeroom and friends were good, but I did not want to meet them, but I did not want to meet them, and also found them staring at me with pity and pity that made me even more frustrated. I don't need to be pitied, nor do I get emotional and drive them all away.

Another case with Indra, even though I have been rude to him, he will still come to visit and visit me, want it after school or on holiday. Because Indra's diligence in the hospital made mother and father know Indra's parents, my parents are very grateful Indra still wants to visit me even though he always gets rough treatment from me.

Gradually I also softened and thought, what is the name of a friend, a person who is always near you in a state of joy and sorrow, and will not leave you even if you are in a difficult situation.

Especially after I found out that during my coma, Indra also always came to see me

with his parents.

Just like now, when yesterday I just kicked her out, now that she's sitting sweetly in front of me peeling an orange, she keeps smiling with her sweet face and cherry as if she's giving me positive energy that 'I'll be fine', though he'll sometimes look at me with a wistful look and teary eyes when he sees me grimacing in pain. Sometimes I had to smile so that he would not worry, and I did not expect, our hostility at school even turned into a friendship that was getting tighter and tighter.

^^^(Pov end)^

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Nearly two weeks into the hospital, Kirana was conscious of her coma and was finally allowed to go home by her doctor, despite having to sit in a wheelchair and also having to go back and forth to the hospital for control and examination, Kirana's father spent a lot of money on Kirana's recovery, especially he wanted his son to be able to walk again.

And this morning, Kirana was really bored at home, she wanted to go back to school so she seduced her mother to take her to school even though she had to use a wheelchair.

"Muu.... Ran please inter-Ran school, Ran bored at home anyways Ran does not want to miss the lesson continues, it's almost three months lo bu, later Ran's value drops drastically" rengek Ran on Rita who is still focusing on cooking.

"Don't go to school first baby, Ran's legs have not healed completely and still need Physiotherapy, then who will take care of Ran at school?" rita asked with a worried face

I don't know since when Indra came and interrupted

"Relax aja aunty, justin Ran the school, later let Indra take care, besides Ran also have good friends at school besides Indra, surely they will take care of Ran, the aunt also knows Dinda" indra was convincing

"When are you here?" kirana asked in surprise while rubbing her eyes in disbelief suddenly Indra nongol

"Yes, when will Indra reach my son? Same who?" Rita also asked with a puzzled face

"Hehehe.... Indra in between Drajat tan mang, but Indra asked Drajat mang to stop here first to see the state of Ran. Eh.gak overheard Ran want to go to school, really leaving with Indra aja" he explained at length

"O Allah, it's still early in the morning, Indra has breakfast?" ask Rita

"Udah was tan" he answered briefly

"Don't lie to you, if you haven't had breakfast come together" asked Kirana greeted with Indra's same arm

"Do not be ashamed Ndra, happened to be the mother of fried chicken flour this morning, Indra's favorite food, deliberately mother made, the plan was to want nitipin father love for Indra. Uh, Indra has come here" said Rita. Kirana just gawked, so close and attention of her mother to Indra to know Indra's favorite food and bother cooking for Indra.

Seeing her daughter confused, Rita again spoke "Mother knows from her mother Indra, right when you coma Indra and her parents often come to visit, and, there his mother Indra often brought lunch provisions for Indra fried chicken flour. So I know Indra's favorite" explained Rita at length Indra just smiled

"Yes tan already made provision, because Indra is actually already breakfast, later on let in school aja Indra eat the same Ran" Indra told Rita

"Aduh Indra ni, still call aunty, right mother said, call aja mother, Indra already considered my own child, Indra already like Ran's sister for mother, Indra already like Ran's sister for mother, which can always be relied on" Rita's sincere words so touched Ran's heart, Indra also smiled sincerely in response to Rita's words, ma'am, there was a sense of warmth flowing through the chest cavity of the teenager when he interacted with women his age.

After saying goodbye to Rita, they went to school together, Rita looked very happy, she was not too worried anymore.

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Once at school Indra took pains to help Kirana sit in her wheelchair. While pushing Kirana towards the class they talked and joked occasionally, but on the way many students looked at Kirana with pity, and a sense of kasian, Kirana hated it very much, making him rub his chest painfully, Indra realized the discomfort of his best friend until he touched Kirana's shoulder braced.

"Hey.lu calm down, there is me who is always beside you" said Indra throwing a smile.

When entering class, Kirana is warmly welcomed by one of her best friends, Dinda, actually the four of them, including two people who have visited Kirana in the hospital, but their nature is different from Dinda, but their nature is different, Dinda is a kind, humble and friendly child, and she is a caring and loving child, and Kirana is closest to Dinda compared to her other two friends.

When Kirana is in a coma, Dinda also often comes to the hospital with Indra, but after Kirana Siuman Dinda is outside the area, one of her maternal sisters dies in an accident, Kirana can understand that, because Indra had conveyed his news to Kirana, let alone seeing the sincere attitude of Dinda who continuously apologized for not being able to accompany him when he was in trouble.

However, Dinda's attitude is different from the other two good friends, they both do not even say hello and seem to stay away from Kirana, but Kirana still keeps thinking positively, until Kirana knows something that is very painful for her.

"Din, why do you apologize until the same time Kirana, really shy to know" said Luna, who had been one of Kirana's friends

"Well, how bashful why, was my attitude wrong?" asked Dinda astonished, she thought there was nothing wrong with her attitude, why was Luna feeling embarrassed

"You know, sorry until many times like Ran, continue to be arrogant and attention again Ran, not that shy like there is no self-esteem" he said arrogantly

"I'm sorry about Ran because I didn't have time to look up, and I also don't support the same attention Ran, I was so because I was worried about the situation of Ran, Ran, aren't you guys worried about Ran at all?" dinda asked with suspicion

"Ngapain.I'm not worried at all, a cute and pretentious girl like she does deserve to be disabled." said Luna with a laugh that made Dinda surprised, they forget that they are currently inside the school's public restroom that anyone can hear their conversation including Kirana. And yes... Kirana was currently hearing their conversation from one of the bathrooms in the room, while they were right in the outside sink.

"Crazy for you Lun, didn't you think I could be this small, and narrow-minded like that, so all this time you weren't really in the same position as Ran? What's your motive all this time to be nice to Ran?" Said Dinda while staring intently at his two friends Luna and Rena

"I just benefit Ran aja, there are treaties to eat, everywhere the attention of men, can cheat PR, he sinfully so" explained Luna without sin. Hearing him Kirana speechless a thousand languages in disbelief, that the person who had been considered a good friend could stab him from behind

"Yes, I also that, after all the guys have always been close and look for the same attention Ran, just as we don't, and now he's useless, anyway he's now disabled, anyway, one that is sure the guys will not like him anymore, we will also be embarrassed if the same path handicapped children like him" said Rena. Kirana gasped in shock, her tears had flowed from earlier, and as much as possible smothered her mouth so that they would not hear her sobs.

So low was his pride in front of his friends who had always spent time together, he continued to hold his chest that felt pain and tight because it had been betrayed.

Shortly afterwards he heard a slap from outside that made him shocked and re-attached his ears

Plaaaa......

"Gilaaa...kaliaan both are crazy....your minds are still sane? Where's your brains? You guys really don't have a heart, I didn't think you two were that low" Dinda snapped so madly, because of Rena's slapping reflex, Luna was angry, too, until the exchange of words and the action between the two of them, Rena also helped Luna until Dinda was overwhelmed by the two of them.

Kirana who was still in the bathroom was struggling to push out the wheelchair with her hands, seeing Kirana who suddenly came out of one of the bathroom cubicles they stopped their quarrel and fell silent.

Dinda who saw Kirana immediately panicked and approached Kirana, asking her since when she was in the bathroom, Kirana also replied that she heard everything, knowing Kirana had heard their words, Rena and Luna snorted in annoyance and passed away without caring much less saying sorry.

"Ran, are you okay?" dinda asked as they were intending to head to the cafeteria, hearing Dinda's question, Kirana could no longer hold her tears. Seeing his best friend cry Dinda took the initiative to a quieter and more calming place, he also headed to safety.

Indra who had been looking for Kirana wanted to take lunch to see those who were sitting in the garden, Indra intended to approach them, but her steps stopped when she heard the sobs of Kirana and Dinda.

"Sorry Luna and Rena Ran, maybe they don't mean to talk that way" said Dinda still with tears and rubbed the back of the sad and hurt girl.

"You're still defending them Din, after the humiliation they threw for me? They have been too much to know" Kirana said with a trembling voice and tears that had run along the river

"i know Ran, they've gone too far and their talk is very painful, even I'm very angry to hear it, but you don't have to think about things that make you sicker, you need to take care of your health Ran" said Dinda reminded Kirana, because she was afraid Kirana was even stressed to hear this very painful thing.

"I'm sick again Din, as they say, I'm disabled now, and I've made my parents difficult and troublesome for them" he said with tears,

"but I didn't expect at all, they would be cruel that insulted me, it turns out that all our friendly relations are fine is just a mask of everything, everything is just a falsehood" he continued, kirana broke out in tears Dinda hugged her tightly only she knew how painful Kirana was right now.

"Ran, you have to be patient, you have to be strong, now you know that not everyone can share the pain with us, but one that you have to know, that my friendship is not a falsehood, don't you think I'm full of falsehood too?" dinda asked with her own eyes, making Kirana start to be confused and doubtful.

"Nah Din, I'm confused how to judge people now, I've made a lot of difficult people, like you, Indra, mother and father. Even the same mother father must be willing to lose a lot of money for my treatment" Kirana said weakly

"O Allah Ran, do not think so, you do not make us difficult, you already consider me my biological brother, you forget that we are already close from Elementary School, after all, the same mother spent money on your recovery as well" explained Dinda encouraged and assured him

"Yes I also know that, it's just that I feel sorry for mom and dad, they spend a lot on my medication, he said, last night I also overheard them talking about a plan to sell a company or a house for the cost of a spinal cord transplant operation, not to mention finding a donor that would fit me, it was definitely also expensive, it was all just for the sake of me being able to walk normally again, the cost of Physiotherapy again, made me really frustrated" explained Kirana at length telling her everything that had stuck in her heart, unbeknownst to Kirana Indra, she heard all the things she was talking about with Dinda.

"So, you need another surgery Ran?" ask Dinda worriedly,

"Yes, and it has to be done as soon as possible, otherwise I will not be able to walk again, but I would rather not be able to walk anymore than to bother my mother and father, instead of having to see dad lose the company that was pioneered from scratch or a house full of memories of their household." said Kirana staring at Dinda, who was greeted with a close hug from Dinda, they also cried together, they were crying together,

Indra who had eavesdropped on the conversation they both left, as well as Kirana and Dinda, they also decided to go in class after tired of crying and pouring out their hearts.

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