The Crazy Testament's
I'm Gone

...Teach me how to forget. So that I don't get sick like this when I miss you. You have always been a part of my heart, even though we are not together anymore....

...This miss is really torturous. But I'll stay away like I want you to. I'm sorry I always wanted to be around you. I'm goin. Take good care of yourself....

...𝙕𝙞𝙖𝙣 𝘼𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙖...

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Two weeks passed, Zian was like a lump of meat without strength. Returning from Kirana's house he fell ill until he had to be hospitalized. Only Herry and Rifal were always by his side.

Many times Herry or Rifal advised Zian not to down like this. But Zian did not hear both of his close friends' advice. How he heard the advice, even his heart was numb. All he did was look and shed tears.

"Please Zi don't do this. You have to eat, because you need energy, you today from the morning do not touch food at all"

Herry said while carrying a plate complete with his side dish. But Zian just stared blankly ahead. Herry looked at Rifal who was standing at the door.

"Zi--" unfinished Rifal said, Zian said.

"Gue wants to go back to Switzerland" Zian's remarks made his two friends look in disbelief.

Rifal and Herry throw one another a glance. Zian's words made them both in disbelief.

Zian's gaze turned to look at his two friends who were still silent when he heard Zian's decision earlier.

"Gue will return to Switzerland, I miss my mommy" said Zian again more firmly than earlier.

"Lu is sure Zi? What about Ran? You want to stay with Ran?" ask Herry

"Ran doesn't need me anymore Her, you see! Even he doesn't believe me" sadly Zian looked at her heartily

"Lu should make Ran come back with you, you try to convince Ran that you are not cheating. But why are you even desperate like this" Rifal was furious at Zian's despair.

Zian looked at Rifal with teary eyes. His heart ached when he heard Rifal say that he was desperate, did Rifal not see how he had struggled all this time. But Kirana still did not want to meet him. Understanding Zian's heartache, Herry patted Rifal on the shoulder to shut up immediately.

"Lu forgot during this time Zian tried to get close and explain what happened to Ran, Ran did not even want to meet with Zian. So, do not have to give false hope again for Zian, I agree that Zian back Switzerland" Herry stared at Zian who again stared blankly out the window of his room.

"Right lu Herry said, even when we told her that Zian was in the hospital, Kirana didn't even come to see her husband Zian" Zian's tears flowed when Rifal said that.

"Udah, don't talk about it anymore. I want him to divorce. Tomorrow I go to court for divorce papers, after which I return to Switzerland" Zian's weak voice makes Herry and Rifal more compassionate.

Zian got up from his seat walking straight towards the bathroom while grabbing a towel in his place. Herry looked in wonder at Zian's best friend.

"Where are you going?" asked Herry frowned.

"Lu don't see me holding a towel, take a bath" said Zian

"Yes greetings. From a weak helpless, now talking about it" Herry's flat face made Zian smile.

Zian went into the bathroom. He stared at himself in the bathroom mirror. His tears trickled back, his mind was fixed on Kirana who almost 3 weeks he had not seen. A moment of longing burst into his heart. He pressed on the chest that felt tight.

"Does this relationship have to end my wifey? Do I really have to get away from you?" monologue Zian, his anger then culminates by unknowingly punching the glass in front of him.

Praangs....

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The nausea churned in Kirana while she was having breakfast with her parents. He ran to the bathroom in the dining room. And he spewed out all the food that had partially entered his stomach.

"Jr.. huek.... " Kirana felt dizzy she was resting on the sink while continuing to vomit her stomach contents without removing anything.

Rita and Chiko approach their favorite child in a panic. Rita rubbed Kirana's nape and shoulders to make Kirana comfortable. Chiko looked at his wife Rita. His mind caught something unpleasant. If what he has in mind is right. How Kirana will face reality.

"Ran, we check the doctor aja yuk!, you've often been very sick and vomiting gini, it's not possible to just catch a cold" said Rita still rubbed the nape and shoulder Kirana.

Kirana was confused, she indeed felt that it was not just an ordinary cold. But his little heart didn't want that to happen. She still hates the figure of her husband who has broken her heart.

"Come on Ran, mom and dad drive to the hospital." Chiko looked at her sad child who had experienced a lot of problems since she was a child.

Kirana nodded, the three of them stepped towards their respective rooms to prepare themselves. When they were ready, they rushed to the hospital. Kirana just stared blankly out the window with her leaning lethargic. Rita looked at her son sadly.

"Ran, don't worry. Whatever the result, mom and dad will always be the same as you, take care of you" Rita said making Kirana shed tears. She was grateful to have both parents who loved her very much.

"Ran's okay, ma'am, yeah. God willing Ran well, there will be both of you" Kirana smiled at the end

The three of them arrived at the hospital. After going through several procedures, it was finally Kirana's turn to do the examination. And how Kirana and her parents did not expect, that Kirana was pregnant.

"Does mom and dad have a husband?" The doctor asked that because from earlier he had not seen another man other than the father of this patient.

"Dok, only her husband's dead Doc. What's wrong Doc?" Chiko lied, for him Zian had no more business with his son.

Kirana and Rita are shocked to hear Chiko's words about Zian. Kirana's tears hurt her heart, especially when the doctor looked at her with pity.

"I'm so sorry. But I think you should have fun, because before your son's husband leaves, he leaves the seeds to your two children. Miss Kirana is positively 2 months pregnant"

Rita and Chiko were shocked and looked at each other. Kirana was moved she gently rubbed her queen's stomach with tears. Unlike Chiko, her face turned sad.

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An airplane was flying through the air slowly. The two human children who were standing with mixed feelings turned their bodies. Yes, they are both Herry and Rifal who deliver Zian to the airport.

Zian's desire to leave Indonesia was strong. The two of them could not get in the way of Zian's wishes. Especially for the good of Zian who wants to forget Kirana.

But the two of them are confused, why Zian did not divorce Kirana just left. Zian took a breath and said that he could not divorce Kirana right now.

It hurts too much to face Kirana when the love in her heart is still too deep. Let the time make her forget Kirana, if she is ready. He'll come back and divorce Kirana.

"Come Her. We go home, and we make plans. Don't we have a mission" Rifal looked at Herry

"Oh yeah. almost forgot. Call Dinda! we also need him to launch our mission" said Herry embracing Rifal and they left the airport.

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...Hello readers are generous. sorry long vacuum.. mandet brain.. 🤣🤣 will be tried to update every day. insya Allah if not mandet.. because sometimes the inspiration is not run away do not go home2.. thanks for the support....