The Cruel Satisfying Desire of My Parlors
Chart 11: I am fragile.

    Akmal was really still staring at the taxi carrying Kina even though it was very far away but the man seemed reluctant to throw his gaze as if he was still worried about the girl in the taxi.

As much as Akmal thought and thought harder, he still did not understand why with quinine and how could the girl end up like this?. He really looked unstable as well as looked very depressed.

"Why kina? I saw a lot of unnatural things with her."

Akmal still thought about it over and over again but still there was no answer nor any conclusion he could draw.

He clearly remembered what kind of girl Kina was, Akmal and Kina are best friends before Akmal actually moves to the city to follow his father who is assigned to the city leaving Kina the girl who was once his close friend when in the village first.

Kina is a young girl, slugu and also very innocent when they made friends first. The girl was really polite and also dressed very covered. His face was always bright and cheerful even though he had borne many wounds since childhood because he was a child who grew up without parental affection. She lives with her brother and it is only temporary because her brother has to go to the city as well to earn a living.

Akmal has not returned to the village for a long time, honestly he misses Kina but because of work he has not found the right time to visit the village as well as meet Kina the girl who has long been his friend.

Even before Akmal found that time, Kina had already come to town but Akmal was confused by the girl's current state. It is completely different very far or can be called that the girl has changed 180° . He looks very slanted and also quiet even though the quinine that used to be a cheerful quinine even though he was in a lot of trouble. Now he also looks very unusual even though Akmal actually does not know what exactly the girl has been through until now. What is clear Akmal can feel that at this time quinine is really not okay.

"I have to find out, if I can help him then I'll do it."

Akmal really cares about Kina, however she is one of the most important people in her life. But now the girl looks uncomfortable when she is nearby.

Kina herself was silent in the taxi, the girl was buttoning her own jacket given by Akmal to her, really warm as if now Akmal was hugging and giving warmth to her.

Since Lena's departure, Kina has never felt safe again,feeling peaceful and protected because since the departure of her sister Kina even get unfair treatment from the people around her including Ages who is now her husband.

"Where is neng sent?" Ask the driver politely .

Kina's daydreams fell out and she quickly wiped her tears, she cried because she held back the shame and also haru. It was really like a dream for so long he and Akmal had not met each other but he even met Akmal with a very undesirable situation.

"Ahh delivered to the sleigh road aja sir, my house right there."

The driver nodded quickly and then refocused on driving letting Kina dissolve again in her daydreams and musings. He had no idea what was going on with the girl but what was certain was that she was not doing well from her trembling shoulders.

"Thank you sir" said Kina as she reached the gate of the house.

"Have you come?" Ask a man who has just opened the fence to see Kina coming.

"I,, sir. Are the Ages not back yet?" Ask Kina slowly.

"Not yet neng, it was even our father if den Ages was with Eneng."

Kina smilingly shook her head "Then I enter well sir. You can go home, let me take care of the house."

Kina finally got into the house, leaving the father who was now turning on the motor to prepare to go home.

When entering the house of China feel the atmosphere of loneliness, the house feels dark and also cold signs all day no one is active in it.

The house is filled with memories with the brother, although only briefly together in the house but every former place where his sister was on the move made Kina miss him even more.

The girl's steps slowly got further and further into the house, she turned on the lights one by one and looked around with a sad look. His heart was not good and he was really fragile at the moment.

"Kina, please help your sister on her TV first" asked someone who was busy putting some photos on the wall.

Kina was shocked to see the presence of the brother she had longed for, Kina quickly walked towards her brother but suddenly the shadow disappeared.

"It's okay, later let the brother who said the same with Ages!"

Kina saw the shadow of him facing her brother and a broken vase she accidentally dropped. And back then Lena was really acting like a great big sister for protecting Kina.

Kina's tears flowed as she saw the shadow slowly disappear, painful because now she had no place to complain, there would be no more people who could protect her and cherish her. Now he must be able to survive when he is getting bad treatment and also oppression that seems to be going on even longer.

"Hiks,,, a, I want to come with you brother, a, I can't stand it anymore."

Kina sat down with tears that she could no longer bear, her cries broke while hugging her knees she overflowed pain, longing and also disappointment.

Since childhood he was far from the affection of the closest people, he lived with his brother and at that time his brother went to the city to find a decent life.

Now that Kina is completely alone in this world, she can survive but her heart really can not anymore especially when remembering the brother plus she must withstand the shame, pain and also disappointment.

How can he survive when the world seems to want him to suffer, nothing goes well in his life. Everything he dreamed of was also planned as if he had to forget and just throw it away.

Painful and very hurtful, is it really able to survive.

...🌼To be continued 🌼...

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