The Cruel Satisfying Desire of My Parlors
Chart 67: I'm afraid.

   Ages walked out of the room where Kina was treated with a very heavy heart, she really did not want to leave Kina alone there. But the girl really wanted to be alone this time, though, seeing Kina's reddened face and the tears that continued to flow profusely Ages really could no longer argue and chose to give up just leave.

As the Ages left Kina her tears were getting broken, she could no longer hold back her cries until she sobbed so much as if she was going to drain her stock of tears out all.

"Why do I have to live like this,,? Why am I of the many people in this world? Hicks,,."

Kina yelled and was upset by her fate, it turned out that she had not only lost the entire good family to Kaka and even forcibly lost her chastity and what news was she receiving now? He must get the real fact that is pregnant with the baby Ages at this time.

"How will I get away from her if I have to carry her child now? Hiks, why do I have to have this kind of fate, hiks,,?"

Kina really did not accept the fact that she was pregnant with Ages child, she had been thinking for a long time about how to part with Ages? If she is pregnant, it will be more difficult for her to part with the man.

Kina tried to get up from the bed with her weak body, staggering a bit but she was still able to walk to a table where there were some equipment. He saw a scissor and quickly took it.

Kina has not been in a good mental state lately, ever since she lost her virginity she began to experience very unstable emotional changes. He experienced a very chaotic mental condition so that at any time he could be rash and also narrow-minded.

"I don't want to live like this, I'd rather die if I had to live a miserable life like this."

Kina trembled while holding the scissors, to be honest she was frightened but still she tried to dare to take the scissors.

He pointed the scissors at his stomach with tears flowing very fast. The issue is getting deeper and coupled with a body that is increasingly vibrating violently.

"I'm sorry, yes, I just don't want you to be born into this world and have a despicable mother as pathetic as I am. I don't want you to experience a difficult life when present in this world, isn't it better that we go together? Hicks,,,"

Kina cried so much after saying that, she was so unable but still for her for now it was only the way. She desperately did not want her child to be born from the womb of such a miserable woman.

"Hiks, I'm sorry.."

He violently pressed the scissors while trying to direct his abdominal area. But suddenly he felt a cramp in his stomach so painful that he shouted withstanding the pain.

"Akhh, hiks,,"

Kina immediately fell on the floor as well as the scissors that were still in his grasp. He cried loudly while enduring the pain in his stomach area.

"Akhh, that,,"

The door opened wide and showed the incoming Ages with a very worried face and running towards Kina who was sitting on the floor while crying very hard. He feels evil because he already has bad intentions like that, he is evil because he has the intention to end his life with the child in his womb.

"Why with you, baby?" Ages asked worriedly approaching towards that loud crying Kina.

He was even more shocked when he saw a scissor in Kina's hand, the memories of the moment where he saw Kina lying in the bathroom full of blood and also remembered the girl was really reckless made Ages tremble and worry a little.

"Calm down baby, I'm sorry for everything. Please calm down" Ages said with reddened eyes as he tried to calm Kina down.

Slowly he tried to remove the scissors from Kina's hand, a little difficulty but finally he managed to separate the quinine from the dangerous tool.

He looked at Kina who was crying with a reddened face and there was a guilty look there as if she herself was very incapable of doing so. Because honestly, though, if only quinine was not pregnant then she would not be afraid to do that but knowing the fact that there was a life that had just been present in her stomach made Kina unable and she was immediately overwhelmed with feeling the deep guilt.

"Hiks, I'm afraid of the hyx,,"

Kina was crying very hard and her tears were spilling in front of the Ages. Of course seeing that Ages was also powerless to hold back his cries. He seemed to be able to feel how chaotic and also the destruction of the current quinine feeling.

Gently Ages pulled quinine into his crib. Trying to tell the girl that everything will be fine.

"Hiks, I'm, I'm so scared, hyks,,"

The tears of Ages flowed profusely and felt sorrowful listening to the sobs of Kina who was now right near her own ears. He felt the pain of all the suffering that Kina had suffered for so long he really suddenly revealed how the guilt in him.

"I'm sorry honey, I'm sorry."

The tears of Ages were accompanied by a sobbing as well, the man actually looked very different to his usual look. His shoulders that have been upright now look very bulk and also down a withered flower tub.

Kina did not respond to that and still continued to cry violently in the arms of Ages. He really wanted to spend his tears at that time.

About a few minutes they cried together on the floor, the doctor and nurse found them so bitter there that they even got instructions that they should not be allowed to sit long on the floor.

Ages themselves are waiting outside, quinine again must be re-examined. The girl looked increasingly pale and also her mental state was a little unusual. Of course, it makes the Ages more worried.

The man went back and forth in front of the quinine room. His hands shook and he kept looking at the door hoping the doctor would come out and say everything is fine now.

"A, I don't want to lose Kina and my son."

Ages kept repeating the sentence with tears unceasingly flowing. Guilt just kept coming to haunt him, imagining how the current mental state of quinine he was really very worried and could not forgive himself.

"Why am I so irresponsible as a man? Why would I have to meet a depraved man like myself this is hysterical,,"

He could not stop blaming himself, Kina really had a lot of difficulties in his life since being with Ages.

"I don't deserve to be forgiven but I will stop at nothing to correct my mistakes, I completely fail to be a responsible man."

Ages did not stop blaming himself until the door of the quinine room opened and a doctor came to the Ages who also immediately approached because of worry.

"Ba, how's my wife's re-examination? Is there a problem?" Ages asked with a worried face and did not forget also the doctor himself could catch the moment the hands of Ages did not stop shaking.

The doctor immediately shook his head and smiled briefly as he was completely amazed by the concerns of Ages. They look like a very harmonious family.

"Patients may be in mild shock, mentally disturbed but do not have to worry sir. By giving full attention and tenderness, the patient will be fine. Psychic problems experienced by these patients are only temporary.

Ages was relieved by what he heard, although in fact he was also worried about himself. It was really inappropriate to try to get close to quinine. That girl must still hate him so much.

"I really failed to be a good husband to her, but I really wanted to try to be a husband that she could consider a safe place and always miss."

...🌼To be continued 🌼...

Aaa author so cry ngetiik fitting part kina so disturbed mentally and even almost suicide with the child in his womb. It hurts like being a Kina. But Ages is also very good.ihh .

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