The Cruel Satisfying Desire of My Parlors
Chart 14: I'm spoiled

The clock on the wall showed that at 03:45 in the morning, Kina was still lying weakly on the bed with her body wrapped in a blanket. He glanced to the side there were still Ages who fell asleep with just a boxer. Kina's eyes were staring at the ceiling of the room with tears still flowing.

He has not been able to count how long he cried, since Ages did the inappropriate thing. Forcing and snatching the virginity that during.this was guarded by Kina. The man was completely heartless to continue his desire even when he saw the extremely painful cry of quinine and he even continued it forcefully as Kina groaned withstanding the pain of each rough and forced touch from Ages.

His tears still flowed without stopping as if a waterfall that continued to slide following the pain of pain suffered by quinine.

There was already nothing else Kina could be proud of her, everything she had was completely gone and destroyed. His family, education, future, and now the most precious thing in him is completely gone.

"Hiks,,,"

Kina held back her crying voice, she did not want to wake Ages because when the man woke up he would not know what he was going to do. Just now he lined up Kina's body without stopping even after quinine was completely exhausted for mercy and Ages instead increasingly brutal in doing it.

Slowly trying to get up with a crumpled body condition, really heartbreaking when he had to get up on his own after getting that treatment from Ages. The man was completely relaxed sound asleep as if there were no burdens without guilt and ignored the quinine after getting what he wanted.

When he was about to walk he immediately fell because of the pain in the lower part. It's really painful and painful! Kina had no idea it was going to hurt like this. It was true what Kina had heard from some people. After first feeling that we really need the attention of the husband. He felt sore after being sputtered by Ages, but what did he expect? A considerate? That's not the right word for their relationship.

Slowly Kina tried to get up and hold the pain while picking up her clothes one by one, her tears just kept falling when she saw and picked up her clothes. He again remembered his pride which was no longer priceless with anything at this time.

It uses *********** with very stifling tears and crying sounds. Because he did not see the existence of his clothes Kina then wear a shirt owned by Kina which happens to be very large worn by his body. Believe me, the feeling is more painful when you still have to be forced to endure with bated cries.

Kina walked into the bathroom slowly, her body shaking violently as it held back her cries. His chest felt tight he could no longer speak.

The bathroom door was tightly closed, he saw himself in front of the glass. His shirt has not been buttoned and he increasingly shakes violently when he sees the condition of his body which is really very bad and also dirty.

Many of the marks left by the Ages on Kina's body were destroyed. Making the girl again overwhelmed with feelings that are not careless, the feeling of overthingking and feeling very meaningless again to live.

He recalled the flashbacks of his life the last few days after losing Lena. He thought after Lena's departure he had to represent his sister to continue living in this world. He thought he would be strong enough to survive the cruel world without anyone by his side. Kina thought that she would still be a strong Kina despite the unnatural treatment of those around her.

But, it turned out wrong. He was not as strong as he thought, it turned out that Kina who felt strong and also capable was a weak person. To survive after being hurt so many times honestly Kina would not be able to anymore.

After losing Lena, he also lost his strength and confidence. He continues to get bad treatment from Ages ranging from painful words to physical and now he has even lost his virginity forcibly snatched by the man.

Not to mention that he had to give up all his dreams and his future and then devote his entire life to Ages, he had already fully belonged to the man so that he could not argue and fight against him.

Kina looked around the bathroom and her eyes stopped at a knife in the basket, which she used very often to unscrew the shampoo and detergent bottles. However it seemed like the blade was about to switch functions this time.

The weak, trembling foot slowly walked towards the basket, the weak hand stretched out to pick up the knife and he slowly grabbed it.

He shook even more when he saw the knife that was now in his hand. His guts were really he was strong enough to do the thing he had thought of at a glance.

"Like her I'll catch up with sister. No one loves me more than brother, without brother I would never be able to live quietly in this world."

Kina's tears were flowing more and more, she was really scared and trembling yet it seemed like this was the way out that she had to take to feel calm.

That knife I pointed at his wrist, fuck faith. Kina was already very unable to think of anything else other than ending her life to feel calm. Absolutely the wrong thought yet Kina could only think of it at this moment.

He closed his eyes slowly, afraid to be honest he was afraid but he recalled the flashbacks of pain that had been very long and a lot of injuries that he had endured. And the fear was lost and changed with a little courage.

Slowly he moved the knife in his wrist, to be honest when the knife scratched hard on his hand he did not feel any pain at all.

Blood quickly and profusely fell to touch the white ceramic in the bathroom, as the blood waterfall continued to flow as if coloring the ceramic.

Kina began to lose her consciousness but before she actually fell she caught a glimpse of her brother with a very loud cry as if to say that Kina had actually taken this wrong step.

"I'm sorry kina kak, since the first always makes brother difficult and troublesome brother. Now Kina will catch up with sister again, I'm sorry."

The girl smiled forcefully with flowing tears. Now he will live a quiet life. Thank you to the world for ever making Kina one of the actors in this life even though she was just a girl who was present to be hurt.

...🌼To be continued 🌼...

For what I cry so much to know this ticking, Kina must be hurt so much to choose this road.

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