The Desire of the Cold Militant
I miss you

Seeing Nadine sobbing in silence, Azlan was unable to think well.

She never made any girl cry all this time, because that's when someone said fall in love with her.

Azlan preferred to reject her outright, she did not want to hurt them for giving her a false hope.

But not with the girl in front of him, he fell in love, for so long, so long, so long, at the beginning of their encounter in childhood until they meet again in adolescence after that now again they are reunited in a unique way after Azlan as of today.

"Don't shed your tears for my stupidity"

I don't know that sentence according to Azlan More precisely like the sentence he blames himself Because it's too late to come and grab the girl's hand.

But others may sound stupid.

"I'm getting married"

The line of statements was slowly made by Nadine.

The soft voice with the full vibration was barely audible.

Can he answer?!.

Well I already know.

That's why I'm back, meeting you and I'm planning something to turn things around so there's no history of Bill Rowland's name in the life of Nadine Hillatop and Azlan Del Piero.

Maybe the plan that comes out tomorrow morning will make a lot of anger for everyone, but Azlan thinks this will be the most powerful way to mess up all the circumstances.

He was sure that the plan he had put together with Ahem would go according to their plan.

Instead of answering, Azlan preferred to be quiet, he stared at the girl's face for some time.

"Do you know QS An-Najm verse 45 and QS An-Nur verse 26?"

Azlan asked suddenly.

Nadine looks silent.

وَاَنَّهٗ خَلَقَ الزَّوْجَيْنِ الذَّكَرَ وَالْاُنْثٰى

Meaning:

“And indeed He created a male and female partner,(QS An-Najm:45)."

"Dan"

ٱلۡخَبِيثَٰتُ لِلۡخَبِيثِينَ وَٱلۡخَبِيثُونَ لِلۡخَبِيثَٰتِۖ وَٱلطَّيِّبَٰتُ لِلطَّيِّبِينَ وَٱلطَّيِّبُونَ لِلطَّيِّبَٰتِۚ أُوْلَٰٓئِكَ مُبَرَّءُونَ مِمَّا يَقُولُونَۖ لَهُم مَّغۡفِرَةٞ وَرِزۡقٞ كَرِيمٞ ٱلۡخَبِيثَٰتُ لِلۡخَبِيثِينَ وَٱلۡخَبِيثُونَ لِلۡخَبِيثَٰتِۖ وَٱلطَّيِّبَٰتُ لِلطَّيِّبِينَ وَٱلطَّيِّبُونَ لِلطَّيِّبَٰتِۚ أُوْلَٰٓئِكَ مُبَرَّءُونَ مِمَّا يَقُولُونَۖ لَهُم مَّغۡفِرَةٞ وَرِزۡقٞ كَرِيمٞ

Meaning:

“Vile women are for vile men, and vile men are for vile women (after all).

And good women are for good men and good men are for good women (after all).

They (the accused) are clean of what they accuse (of accusing it). For them forgiveness and glorious sustenance (heaven),” (QS An-Nur :26).

After saying so Azlan threw away his gaze, he slowly lowered his body, aligned himself with Nadine then with a gentle movement the man resuscitated his head on Nadine's shoulder.

"When was the last time we were like this?"

Azlan asked suddenly.

Her memory goes back to the days of Nadine High School, where she almost finished her college days, traveling to her old High School, where, trapped in the fencing room together which began to fill with flames and that was the day how he got the terrible wound on his left arm.

Who did it?!.

Did he have to tell the world who did it?!.

A woman who claimed she was Bill Rowland's mother came up to her, a manic.

"I'm begging you to revoke the report"

The pleading tone that the woman threw made her shut up and retracted her report.

Azlan never likes to make women cry especially if it's a mother.

But his kindness was avenged by betrayal.

In order to save Nadine he was seriously injured, they were treated in a different room.

Nadine doesn't know she saved the girl, but the funny thing is Bill Rowland said he was his hero in the next few years when all the cases had been muffled and Nadine really did not know who his helper was.

The only thing Nadine remembers is a burn on the left arm of her male rescuer.

And another clue is just a robe decorated with beautiful carvings of African black panthers.

And the only line of words that Nadine remembers is...

"Black petunia, wake up and wake up"

"Please promise me you won't let go of my hand"

Fuhh

Nadine exhaled slowly, instead of answering Azlan's question of when was the last time they were like this.

He preferred to rest his head on the head of the man who had sunk into his shoulder.

"I miss you, brother"

His speech slowly then closed his eyeball slowly.

When was the last time he slept comfortably?!.

I don't know maybe years of practice, this time he thought he could sleep comfortably when he had found the man.

Without feeling a circle of tears fell from both sides of his eye.

I really miss you.