The Destiny I Chose
I'm sorry

Calya! Ah, it's been a long time since we've seen each other because she lives with Eagle, the husband who loves her so much and spoils her. I know through people who accidentally met him outside.

I am so sorry for him. However, I realized that what I got right now was the fruit of my own crime that would betray my sister.

Wanted to complain to my father, but he was happy with his new wife out of town. While the abandoned house has been contracted and I am the one who receives the money every month.

However, the money did not last longer in my hands because my mother would directly ask for it for various reasons. It's weird, isn't it? Is the salary of twenty million Mas Radit still lacking for him to have to seize the money for the rent of my own father's house?

Not many people believed me when I said honesty because my mom was so good at turning the facts around. Only he would look good in the eyes of others. As for me, everyone will reproach me for what my mother said that vilified me they believed.

Oeeek oeeek, the sound of my baby crying followed by the cries of his two brothers. They just woke up because mom was karaoke again. Naura just got me to bed. I wanted to take a short break because I finished the job. However, if Naura wakes up, how can I rest?

I held and silenced Naura who was still crying loudly. By force, I went out and took my other two children out to avoid the noise in the house.

We also sat under the front tree. Nadia and Selvia playing in the sand. I let it go because that's the only toy they can play with right now. Miris, right? For a doll I can't buy it.

I was still standing while holding Naura with a cloth so that she would go back to sleep. It is the habit of the mother who always karaoke in the afternoon.

"Again Naura, Mom," I said with a friendly smile.

"You know if you say your father-in-law nurut dong, Lid, let's not bother." Ms. Retno came closer like she wanted to give me a long talk.

"What did my mother-in-law say, Mom?" manya curious.

"Said your mama, she always nasehatin you to use the services of babysitters and helpers. But you never want to because you don't believe in strangers. Even your own in-laws are reluctant to give your children away. Don't get excited, dong, Lid, don't you have any pity to see your kids aren't going that way? You are also always told to make the courage and self-care, but you refuse. Pake diapers, milk, children's toys you do not want to buy for fear of being dangerous. Also your child's clothes said you don't want to buy a good one for fear that your husband runs out. So that guy don't have to katrok, dong Lid. It's free to have a manager's husband if you don't want to enjoy."

I heard a story from Ms. Retno. So all this time my in-laws also twisted the facts about my condition in this house? Why is he so evil? Obviously, I want to use a babysitter. Moreover, there are so many child guards in this area that I know well. And treatments? Who wouldn't want to? I'm gonna want to. And I really dreamt that there was a maid in this house who could replace all my work. Ah, mama, your mouth is so sweet, I'd love to tear it up.

"Yes, Mom, I'll take Mom's advice." I just nodded slowly while smiling. Speaking the truth to this woman was also useless as she would not believe it.

Miss Retno came home soon after being satisfied to hear my answer. I can only take a long breath. Why should I live like this? Is this karma not outrageous?