The Destiny I Didn't Expect
BLURRED

I opened my eyes and found myself asleep in a room. I got up and came out of the room, I found Alvin's brother who looked busy with some documents piled up on his desk.

He saw me coming out of the room.

"it's awake" asked alvin

"hehe.. nazwah was asleep" I said embarrassedly.

"You laper no, we have lunch first yuk" said brother Alvin to stand up

But I dodged it straight away.

"Eh.ngh...Let the nazwah itself, Brother udh eat not let all Nazwah buyin" I said.

"Emang no papa" said brother alvin.

"iyaa nazwah is not papa, my brother works so that the nazwah buy food" I said.

"ohh. yasudah, you buy food in the office canteen just let deket" he explained I replied with a nod.

I get out of the room, before I go to the office I first go to the toilet to just wash my face to make it look fresher.

I am now in the elevator with some office employees.

when the elevator opened I got out of the elevator, I could hear them talking about me.

"that's. Mr. Alvin's wife yaa.beautiful also sih.but look forward to me" said a karyawati.

"Denger' He's still in college" one employee continued.

"ahh..still very young yes.certainly just want to morotin his property doang" said another karyawati.

"heii.. don't tell me how.later Mr. Alvin know you're dead" one employee injured.

I ignored all the people's chatter that I'd rather head to the cafeteria.

I asked the employee who had met inadvertently in the toilet, where the cafeteria was and was happy to tell me.

I ordered food and drinks for me and Alvin's brother.

And now that the food's in hand, I'm walking to Alvin's office.

But when I opened the door to the room, I found Alvin's brother who was alone with a woman.

I saw clearly the woman touching Alvin's body.

I don't know what they're doing, I'm rushing' out of the room with tears that've drenched my cheeks.

Before I could see Brother Alvin knowing my presence on the doorstep. And that woman too.

Without a second thought I ran out of the building, I didn't know where to go, so I chose to go to the security near the building.

I sat myself in the garden chair, all the events were still in my mind.

It was already evening, but I was still faithfully sitting in the garden seat to calm myself down. My phone's been ringing a lot, it's from Alvin's brother. But I didn't answer, my heart still hurts.

I looked at some people passing by. Some are walking and some are cycling.

Unknowingly, my smile was engraved to see a child playing in the grass.

He looked so happy, free and carefree. I envy her

My heart stretched out to approach the boy but I had not yet gotten close, a hand pulled me into his arms.

I thrashed, but the man strengthened his embrace.

"Lelasinnn kakk.." I snapped.

That's Alvin's sister, even though I didn't see her face but I could recognize her by the fragrance of her perfume that I liked so much. But my ego is bigger now, my heart still hurts too much with this.

My tears are flowing so fast, that I can be sure the shirt worn by alvin's brother is now wet by my tears.

"You must hear my explanation first" said Kal alvin.

I didn't answer, I was still as happy as I was

"You misunderstood, It wasn't what you thought it was" Alvin said.

I just kept quiet.

"The woman was itu." said brother Alvin I cut.

"boyfriend sister.. nazwah know kok, the brother just pura' like and love the same nazwah. actually kak do not like it..kak only forced to accept this matchmaking..." my words are still crying.

"nggakk.. big brother dear to you nazwahh.she itu...." Alvin's words are back.

"I'm willing kok sak.. brother has a girlfriend out there, but please do not be a good pretentious and pretentious care about the nazwah klw finally make Nazwah heartache" I said then released from his embrace.

"Nazwaahhhh." call brother alvin but I don't care.

I continued walking aimlessly, with my eyes moist and my nose red.

I'm like a child abandoned by her parents.

Water began to trickle down the earth Pertiwi, I was still walking under the rain that began to pour.

My mind's falling apart, everything's messed up.

No matter where the devil came from, a thought came to my mind. That is to end my life.

I walked across the slightly deserted road, until I saw a car coming through.

The foot stopped in the middle of the road, the car honked its horn. I didn't press it, I'm done with what's going to happen.

I pressed my eyes, about to feel the pain that I believed would only be for a little while and after that I would be at peace there.

But I don't feel anything', there's no impact.

"Am I dead, ahhh..it turns out not as painful as I thought.." I thought.

"mmm... I can finally be at peace" I murmured.

But someone's voice managed to distract me.

"Woiii..lo would die yaa.." cried the man.

But I don't mind him.

"Ahhh.

"Dad..mother..maafin nazwah.." lirihku.

"goodbye, we will meet again in heaven" I said excitedly.

"heiii.. awarirr.." said the man while shaking my shoulder.

"Ahhkk.. what is this.." I muttered and then I ventured to open my eyes.

I saw a man in a black shirt and black pants. He was holding an umbrella that now protected us from the rain.

"Wahhh.

I looked at the man's face, which had an astonished face.

"lo..already crazy yaa.." he said.

I glanced towards the back of the man, there was a red sports car.

"wahh.pak Angels.it's my father's car, very good. Samaa kakk car.." I said hanging.

"ahh..so lahh did also think the man' damn it...Mr. Yaudah let's go" I said and pulled his hand toward the still-lit car.

I got in the car first, followed by the man.

"ngapain lo enter my car camp." he said annoyed.

"hahh. instead of the father of the angel here to pick me up" I said.

"Father angel..? what do you mean sighh" he asked in astonishment.

"Not the father.. angel yaa...I have turned off sir" said I innocently.

"Gue is not an angel and you are still alive, fortunately my car brake is good if it has not finished lo history" he said.

"ohh.so I'm still alive.yahh kok not dead sihh" I grumbled.

"Lo is exactly who heihhh is." he asked.

"gue nazwah Shalsabilah Utami, call aja nazwah" I said.

"oh.ok.kok lo can rain on the street, emang lo do not have a househ" he said introgasi.

I swear at this moment I am so cold that my body shivers.

the man was outstretched to take his black coat in the back seat and give it to me. I just accepted it and wore it because I was so cold.

The fragrance of this man' perfume is almost the same as the perfume owned by brother alvin. ahkk.aku jd remembered with brother Alvin. Ahkk be it, she must be happy now that I no longer disturb her life.

"where's your house" asked the man.

"mmm...On yaa whose name lo who" asked me to divert the conversation

"i asked your house, if you even return" he said annoyed.

"don't insist that time." I replied.

"my name is Rendy. And now tell me where your house is" he said

"hmm.my house.." I hung my words.

"klw I go home to the house where dad will be sm mom worried" I thought.

"goes have no home" I replied

"don't lie." he said.

"iyaa..gue did not lie "my words reassured her.

"Hmm.kanya lo rich people, Do you have job openings so that.so helpers also mayh" said I.

But the instant he stopped the car, then gave me an umbrella and told me to get out.

"get out I said" he said.

"hmm. but I just.." I was cut off.

"OUT" snapped.

Klw has been yelled at like this, it feels like I'm a badass who's asking for food but instead of getting food gets snapped up.

I came out but I didn't take the umbrella he gave me and I also returned the suit.

I smiled at him and closed the car door. And then the car drove away.

"Huffff ..." I took a deep breath.

I sat on the sidewalk, enjoying the rain that flushed my body.

My tears slowly began to fall. The streets are very quiet because it's already night.

My body started to limp and my vision was blurry, probably because I hadn't eaten in the afternoon.

My body also touched the sidewalk accompanied by heavy rain tonight.

Sadhhh bangett .(.╥_╥)😭